Well, I just found out that, even if I were to get a Worker's Permit, I would not be able to get a job. Why?

Certainly not because I'm too young. I found somejobs that'll hire me, if I have the time, and if I can get there. I can even walk to one of them, an orchard.

So, why can Sirra not get a job?

My dad is greedy. He won't let me get a job so he can get an extra 300-400 bucks out of his taxes, and he'll throw a big *****-fit if he can't. Despite the fact that I believe he makes around 7000 bucks a month. But, me and mom get 3000 bucks a month from him because he needs to pay Child Support and Alimony! He says he's broke because of such.

Sure, I could understand why he claims to be broke... IF HE DIDN'T GO TO THE CASINO WITH HISOLD LADYSO DAMN MUCH. Seriously, he goes to the casino every weekend, I'm betting. I evenhear him talking about it on the phone!

He's beginning to piss me off. He didn't act like he gave a rat's ass about me and my mom for about half of my life, heseparated mefrom my mom for 3 days, andnow he won't let me get a job, simply for 3 or 4 hundred bucks that he can throw away into a slot machine.

I know, I know, "I should respect my parents". Which I do, even dad, regardless of how I talk about him. But I don't like the way my dad acts. I felt like I was just huge screw-up to him when I was 7 until I was 12. The only two people I felt cared about me in the world for a long time were Mikey and my mom. I thought "If my father can't care for me, who can?".

When I turn 18, I'm probably gonna change my name from Breske to Perry-- My mom's maiden name. I don't like having his last name.

Anyway, thanks to everyone for reading. I just really wanted to get this off of my chest. I've learned from a dear friend of minethat you shouldn't keep your feelings about everything hidden. :)