I passed the whole weekend at home, still a little sick. I still don't know whether it's a flu or a cold, mainly because I don't know the difference between them. The worst part is having both nostrils blocked, making me to breath through my mouth if I intend to keep alive. My sorrow just increased by late Saturday, when I found out that four friends of mine (one of those being da girl) were at my pal's having fun or anything cool together. That made me feel even stupider, 'cause we're always on a group of around ten people and me and another couple guys are always out of the meetings and stuff.

But my weekend wasn't of pure distress. I quit Final Fantasy for now and started playing World of Goo, a really addictive puzzle game. Some levels are pretty hard and I had to look for the video tutorials on YouTube. I'm already on the end of Chapter 4 (still don't know if "Epilogue" is a playable chapter).

What am I going to do tomorrow? I'll shave my face and go to the school. Depending on how the morning goes I won't go to my computer course* on the afternoon. My mother will leave to the state's capital by the early morning to solve some family's business, so she won't know about it, it'll be our little secret, so keep it quiet, will you? I might take a ride on my bike along the beach, freely roam around the neighbourhood or simply go to the barber and have haircut, dunno... Anyway, this godforsaken weekend gave me inspiration for more lyrics, but they're not ready yet. I'll start keyboard (piano) c-l-a-s-s-e-s (is GameSpot stupid or what?) soon, so I may record some of my lyrics and post on YouTube. Anyway, I'm posting some lyrics I wrote around one month ago. This one's called "Friend Chip" (no, it isn't Friendship) and it's about my best friend, who left Brazil and went to live in Argentina with his family. It's been over two years now.

*I didn't find the proper name, but it's a course where we learn things related to database, web design, web developing, programming, etc.

Friend Chip


If you've got friends you should be glad ('cause I've not)
If you've got someone by your side (so I hide)
So I hide what I know
I realized it some days ago
So I hide what I saw
That I do have a flaw

Chorus:

My missing friend, I miss you
I gotta do something
But I lack a clue

I know I will suffer while I don't know what to do.
But it's alright after all, it was a pleasure to meet you


Without you I'm so alone
We were just like flesh and bone
I should lock myself inside
My room, so I could hide
This dry soul that dies tonight

Chorus [2x]

P.S.: Yeah, I know, it's 100% emo.