Hey guys.

Do you remember I told you that I had an awesome sorprise that would turn out fine or bad? Well, I'll tell you in some days.

Today I'm really really sad :cry:, I'll explain you why:

Have you ever heard the song "Breath" by Taylor Swift? There's a part that says: "It's 2 am, feeling like I just lost a friend, hope you know it's not easy, easy for me", well, I feel exactly like that :cry:

Do you remember my ex? Well, I decided to ignore all the bad things he said (not at all, but I won't take them so serious), but right now there's something worse, I realized that we never had a real friendship, we used to talk a lot and all that because he thought he liked me (you know, on an atraction way...).

Now, he just talk with me when my friend Denisse is talking with him too, he talks more with her than with me...

I AM LIKE 99.9% SURE THAT HE LIKES HER!!!!!!!! :o But I don't care!!!!! NOT EVEN A LITTLE!!!!! They can get married and I WOULDN'T CARE!!!!!!!

It's just that...it hurts :cry:, I mean...he just...doesn't talk to me as he used to and he pretends nothing happen between us!!!! :cry: AND DIDN'T HE LEARN A LEASSON?!?!?! THEN MY TEARS DIDN'T WORTH IT :cry:.

The worst part is that I still waiting to get a message from him on my cell phone (as I used to)...that's not going to happen. I'm waiting fridays and saturdays to chat with him till 6 am (as we used to)...that's not going to happen :cry:.

I don't know what's the problem with me...I shouldn't be this sad :cry:.

Well, guys, I wish you a happy weekend.