Damn this obssession, bringing me down half of the time. Knowing it'll never happen, yet day-dream 'bout it whenever I could, bad move. System overload with this subject, yea, let's call her "subject". That'll ease off a bit, now try to focus on my own life and declare her myth. Use art, school work, friends and games to create a barrier. Good idea. If that don't work, let's hope I won't dig deeper into this blackhole, a battle that I know I will never win.

Out...

I think I'm a bit late starting a blog, almost five years since I joined in fact. Anyway, a fresh start, knowing I'm socially awkward and extremely sensitive to other people's judgement, I'm going to change all that before gradually high school in 2012. I'll be posting new entries every so often to mark and record my progress. Hope my works will pay off. I'm also studying to become an artist and maybe a psychologist, and maybe even move to Nashville, TN for few years. (just to meet my favourite artist :P)

Anyway see ya.