...I guess nothing's really going my way lately... the friend I mentioned in my last blog, who's transferring out of my school next year, she's been through a lot of bad stuff, some that I don't know about, and, while I'm not sure what the reason (s) behind this is, she wants to erase her memory.

She says there are just some things she doesn't want to remember and she's having her friends write down everything that connects them with her so she'll have that to go by... The procedure's not definite, but she's really considering it. And we've been good friends for so long... I don't want her to do this.

I don't want her to forget me and all that we've been through, the thought of her not remembering anything is making tears well up in my eyes... She's such a good person and has helped me through so much, I really don't want everything we had to be erased and taken away from her...

I know it's not really my position to tell her what and what not to do, but if there's something I can do to dtop her from thinking about doing this, I will. I really just couldn't keep this inside any longer, because I hate making private parts of my life public like this, and that's all I've been doing lately.

I don't really mind if you comment on this, though I know most of you won't really know what to say. I mean, what is there to say about this? It's her decision, so I can only hope that she doesn't go through with it or she doesn't erase the part with our friendship and all the wonderful memories between us.

I not going to be on much, only for the week, I've got to clear my head of jumbled thoughts and feelings and I've got projects to do for school to, hopefully, take my mind off of all this...

I'm at a complete loss, and I have no idea how I'm supposed to handle it...