Hey Everyone.
For those who on my friends list or tracked list, I just wonted to state that while I am a Gamespot member and joined many unions, most of the time that I'm on here, I tend to not to post many comments or forum posts. You can also see that I don't have that meny emblems as well. This is merely because of the fact that I'm an introverted young adult who mainly focuses on his own priorities than to particitate in popular activites or unions that are about game consoles/platforms/franchieses/topics that don't interest at all.:| There are also times when I about post a comment on a forum or comment someone on my friends list, 80% of the time, even if I wanted to post, I would have absolutly nothing to say or talk about and my mind would be in a state of emptyness or speechlessness. (or in this case, ".......")
I'm not an artisic or creative person. I thought I was, but it took me a while to realialize that I'm full of nothing. And trying to force certain skills for talants into my being will just make my head explode. I can only dream and think of good ideas in my head (And all I ever do is dream.) But without skill or talent, my dreams and ideas are no more than empty passions that are meaningless. Thus being paralyzed and not be able to move forward. (By reading this paragraph, this also means that I don't know what major to take up in school anymore)
I don't know what else to say, but this is just something that was eating myself from within and needed to come out.
I'm now out of words to type.
Here is a link to a music video of one of my favorate artists, Rock Kills Kid about how I feel:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zwrYcvuRej0
Enjoy and Thanks for reading.