wow today has been too long: im still here at school, it seems like a day at school is like a week at home, it just takes so long and it doesnt help that the classes are 2 hours each. well i cant wait till 5th period tommorrow because i have ashly in class, wow she is so amazing! It was funny today at lunch when i walked up to her i just took her apple juice and downed like half of it, she got all mad because apple juice is like her favorite drink. things seem sorta weird between us though: i mean, we both like eachother alot but it seems like were getting distant somehow. i dont know, im not going to worry about it, im pretty sure its nothing and it will be all good in the end.i learned how to play american idiot from green day, it is so awesome, i love my guitars, both acoustic and electric. yesterday i helped my friends out with a video for their spanish class, i was the sherrif and andrew was jesse james, eric was billy the kid and esmerelda was calamity jane, it was funny because i played guitar in the background while they introduced themselves and a couple of scenes later i got killed by andrew because he was a backstabber. It came out pretty good too, i was surprised because it seemed pretty dumb. well this is really long so im gonna go and look up some more guitar tabs.

man this whole western week thing is pissing me off! we have to do the lipsync and we were trying to figure out which songs to do yesterday at our meeting and everytime i suggested something everyone started questioning me like why do u want that song? and i was like well damn u wanted suggestions and i give u suggestions, god dont bite my effin head off! so i just left and went home and played kotor. it made me feel better kickin some sith booty. today i saw ashly again, well i see her everyday, man she is sooo hott! shes sorta sad though cuz her b/f broke up with her and told her he was having sex with this other girl the whole time they were going out. she was heartbroken, i feel like the comfort guy, it also helps that she really likes me and stuff, maybe one day we will be dating. yeah that would be pretty sweet. YES!!! only 4 more days untill the subliminal verses concert in fresno, im so excited, i cant wait to see from autumn to ashes, its gonna be killer! and the other bands are slipknot, lamb of god, shadows fall, devil driver, and american head charge. yeah its gonna be heavy, but thats what i live for! well im off to go kill sith and forward in my quest to become a jedi master

-krohn

today has been an ok day. we had our first activity for western week which is like where u get groups of people together and do activities for a week and get points for how well u do, the winner is decided friday night in the gym after each team does their lip sync. so far we are in 3rd place out of i think 10 teams so i think we got off to a good start. i cant wait to go home and play star wars kotor, it is such an awesome game, for x box of course, even though i like ps2 as well. i miss ashly, i didnt get to talk to her that much yesterday cuz she was with her b/f, but oh well i can talk to her tonight, plus i have class with her tommorrow so its all good i suppose. i havent written any new songs lately so i might do that later, then put a little guitar to it and sing it to myself becuase i havent been able to go to nelsons house to practice. hes good at the guitar and so is darren, but hes the drummer, too bad we dont have a bassist, then wed be complete! well i dont know what else to say to myself except dont give up on ashly, she'll realize that her b/f is an a-hole and treats her like crap, which he does, and she'll dump him for me. HOPEFULLY! and krohn is out.

today has been such a drag! i saw the girl i was talkin to with another guy, it made me feel like crying. so yeah shes dating someone else now, and i found out she was talkin to him the whole time she was talkin to me. man life sucks a whole lot. i cant wait to go home and talk to ashly, she understands me and likes me, too bad she has a boyfriend. i feel like writing a song about how michaela screwed me over and sing it to her so she can see how bad it hurt me. oh well i guess crap like that happens for a reason. i need to think of a band name, its hard but i think i'll come up with a good on in time, or maybe i can get some ideas from friends or somthing. well im out cause i dont know what else to tell myself except that it will get better, hopefully! 3/29/05