today has been such a drag! i saw the girl i was talkin to with another guy, it made me feel like crying. so yeah shes dating someone else now, and i found out she was talkin to him the whole time she was talkin to me. man life sucks a whole lot. i cant wait to go home and talk to ashly, she understands me and likes me, too bad she has a boyfriend. i feel like writing a song about how michaela screwed me over and sing it to her so she can see how bad it hurt me. oh well i guess crap like that happens for a reason. i need to think of a band name, its hard but i think i'll come up with a good on in time, or maybe i can get some ideas from friends or somthing. well im out cause i dont know what else to tell myself except that it will get better, hopefully! 3/29/05