I am one of the owners of SitGoGame.com. We are a new tournament site for Counter-Strike: Global Offensive, offering players a chance to compete for cash and prizes, as well as free games to better your skills, in a fast paced, mini tournament style play. I wanted to send you a quick email to let you know on August 10th, 2014 (This Sunday), between 3 PM and 9 PM EDT, we will be hosting free games with the opportunity to win cash. Our site is currently in its beta testing phase, and we are calling all players to come try the site, and compete with players across the USA and Canada. There is a how to guide located on the site, as well as a forum in which you can post any questions, and of course, any and all feedback. We are solely committed to building a site for the players. I hope you will be able to join us on Sunday, August 10th, and if you have any questions or concerns, please feel free to contact me anytime. Thank you in advance for your consideration, as well as your support.

Hello CS:GO Community,

I just wanted to send out a quick notice to all CS:GO players who may be interested in trying a new system that is currently in Alpha. We are trying to gather up as many players as possible for tomorrow night at 7 PM EDT to try out our system and gather feedback. There are directions as to how the system functions, which is located right on our site: http://www.sitgogame.com

We really appreciate all the support we have received thus far, and I hope to see you guys there tomorrow night!

http://www.sitgogame.com

We will again be opening up the site for the first phase of Alpha Launch this evening at 8 PM EST! Again, we're calling upon the CS:GO community to come and try out our systems. The bugs we were able to find have been corrected, and we are taking the necessary steps to move to full launch. Please, as always, feel free to give us any and all feedback. This site is built for the players, so you're feedback is very important to us. We will also be entering all beta/alpha testers automatically into our launch tournament. You will be notified a couple days before the launch date. If you have any questions please visit the site and look at the "help" page! I look forward to seeing you all tonight!

-Team SGG

@turtlethetaffer Well yeah you probably say to yourself all the time, "why do I care, whats the big deal?" The thoughts don't stop because again, your not convinced your not bothering somebody, even though consciously, you know its silly. Its like when you have one bad thing happen, and your mind starts giving you a million other things that are bad or could potentially be bad, which turns really tiny issues into huge ones. The truth is, tiny issues are tiny issues. It'll take some time for you to relax on these things, its not something that will happen overnight. It comes down to your view of yourself. It doesn't matter AT ALL what other people think, or view you as. If you viewed yourself in a truly positive light, and you were confident in that, it truly wouldn't matter to you. Its all about getting your head straight, and only focusing on the one person that matters, which is you.

@turtlethetaffer Autopilot is right. Everyone gets in those modes sometimes. Your sitting around and your mind starts to go, and go, and go. Life truly does work in stages. You shouldn't feel nervous to text someone to hang out, and if I had to guess, I'm sure it wasn't always that way. Right now is a state your in where it FEELS that way. Everything does come to pass, and as AutoPilot said, once you get to your real happiness (which will come), you'll be amazed at the things you beat to get there.

@turtlethetaffer Ill be honest with you. Sometimes it is difficult to think how small some things make you feel. I could quit my job tomorrow and they would replace me in a second. Sometimes I do have awkward feelings around people I've known forever. Unfortunately with the mentality of all of that, it snowballs. Your importance to others comes from your own view of your importance. If you lack self worth, others see that. If your timid, shy, nervous, excited, sad, happy or anything else, it is all on the outside. You need to recognize your own importance. There are millions of jobs and billions of people, but only you have the privilege to know your own importance. Picking yourself up is one of the hardest things anyone can do. But trust me, you can and will, because I had to do it too.

@turtlethetaffer And some results are not meaningful. Honestly searching for meaning behind every solution would drive someone crazy. Sometimes "it is what it is". And addressing you are beginning to view yourself from other peoples points of view, ask yourself just one thing, "why does it matter so much?" Nobody likes to be judged, and I totally understand that. Also, do you not like what you see because of that point of view, or from your own?

@turtlethetaffer Ive been there before too. Its a strange feeling just thinking about it even though you know you have no intention. Sometimes things get you down so much that you feel its an escape, and somehow comforting that its an option. I can assure you that its not an escape. I don't know you or exactly what you may have going on, but confronting the issues and correcting them is much more rewarding, and does make you a stronger person. You knowing that you don't have the intention to follow through does show you are a strong person, strong enough to know that you can and will get through it. Keep your head up and push through. When you look back on these times, you might not know how you got through, but you did.