Yes i know how you feel...it was soo bad that i just had to pick up and leave now my life is completely different i dont talk to anyone from my "old life" except 2 people a guy thats now the closest thing i have to a bestfriend and a girl that always stood by me were just friends though =D ...even though it was at first really hard on me to let go of everyone id ever known and move on to a new stage in life im glad things have turned out the way it has theres a lot less drama in my life now and i like it like that...as for my ex friend well he's happy too im guessing but mehhhh no point in worrying about him anymore i guess... ive now let go of the past and moved on and trust me once you get to the stage that im at you begin to realize everything cant always be perfect and you gotta make the best hand outta the cards life has dealt you =D .... (that last part was super cheesy but im a sucker for cliché endings =$ )

soo whenever i'm feeling down i do some creative writing to get my mind off whatevers bringing me down soo ummm lately i've been wondering if my stuff is any good so hey since i dont have any place better to post this why not gamespot ? ...hope you guys enjoy :

I could write for days, weeks, months, years if I had the time. Not about me per say but about life and what it means to me, about the people that surround us each and every day the ones that matter and the ones that make a lasting effect on us if its only for a second or a decade. I'm only 16 so in the eyes of men who have made it past a hundred, I have not yet lived. I have only just begun my journey into manhood and into the rest of my ever so ordinary life. However young I may seem to the world around me and to the universe whose years of wisdom long withstand any mans years of servitude to his life, I have learned a few if not obvious guidelines the universe sets forth in order for us as human beings to live the rather special gift we call life. Were told many stories about life and how we can spend it. If you're father is anything like mine, success means the world to him, and in his eyes of expertise and years of developing his company into the multimillion dollar corporation it is today the sadness in his eyes when he realized I would not be taking over the family business was unbearable to witness. Why is it that in all of our lives we always play the heroic role of the protagonist? The hero of our own story. Our egos thirst for power, money, and status but above all above everything in the world that has the slightest meaning to our ever so benevolent egos love is the one thing that our egos may never be able to obtain within its cold tightly clenched grasp.

Thanks guys =D so a couple new questions :

1. 4890 , 5770 or 5850 =D ?

2. How much RAM should i have ? i was thinking around 4gbs should be fine.

3. How much wattage should my power supply have ? 800 is good enough right ?

4. 500 gb's for hardrive?

5. AMDPhenom 2 X4 (3.2 Ghz)(Quad-Core) , good enough?

Umm Also i know its called corssfire if you have 2 video cards but can you add on another video card if your motherboard already has onboard video and would that be crossfire aswell ?

Hey Guys so i've decided to build a PC :D but i have some questions when picking my parts like :

What's more important for a cpu the L3 Cache or the processing speed?

Does anyone know if the LG neon (blue or green) is offered by rogers in ontario? or do they only offer the grey and Pink LG neon

in ontario?

Alright then im just gonna get 4gbs ddr2 1060 of kingstonhttp://www.newegg.ca/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16820104073

I also found a hard drivehttp://www.newegg.ca/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16822136320

For my graphics card does it matter what processor i have and if it does should i get nvidia or ati if i have a AMD CPU

Alrightt i think ill get 5 then just to be on the safe sidee lol nd im not sure my friends helping me he built his

a couple weeks ago

Alright thanks i think i found which one im gonna get and i found the mother board too =|

the CPU ishttp://www.newegg.ca/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16819103674

and the motherboard ishttp://www.newegg.ca/Product/Product.aspx?Item=N82E16813128395

Umm i know what brand of memory i should get (kingston) but im not sure how much i should get is 10 gb decent for a gaming pc?

So i know what CPU i want to buy but just to make sure i want to know if Intel or AMD offers a better one

and i also wanted to know around what speed of CPU do ineed for decent gaming? the cpu i wanted to buy was