This weekend is gonna be so strange. But in order for you guys to know that you would need to goback ten years in my life. *readys time machine* So I was six years old, I've been friends with a girl named Alyssa. I was about 4 months older than her. We were like best friends,maybe still are. We did everything together. Unseperatable. I started to like her, alot! (my first crush). And it was obivious that she liked me back. But there was one problem, she was gonna move to the east coast!:( I knew this about6 months before she did. Then a month before she was gonna move, she told me that she really liked me. Right then and there, I broke down. I couldn't barre it anymore. She asked what was wrong, and I told her. But it didn't seem to phase her. She told me not to worry and that she knows that she would see me again someday. Then she kissed me!*time machine to the present* Well today is Friday, she called yesterday and told me that she was coming over, TO SPEND THE WEEKEND OVER!!! And on top of that my parents and brother are gonna go to Reno for a week with out me:) This weekend might turn out good, or might turn out back...

Oh yeah, my girlfriend started flipping out when she found out. She thinks things are gonna happen... but if she thinks I would do something like that to her, she doesn't know me at all:( (she's really starting to annoy me)

P.S. This was my first crush, the first time a girl told me she liked me, and my first kiss!:P

SO SOOOO VERY SCARED!:cry: