my first thought was "WHY!?"
then my second thought was "oh ya, they like being misrible"
anyway, they decided to tell me this hoping it might make me visit them more... no thanks...
anyway, they also offered to pay for some higher education now that my yonger sister is all paid for...

so my first thought was "screw you deadbeats"
my second thought was "maybe I should take their dirty money to get myself more money"
anyway, I've been thinking it over, I'm not sure how to work it out or what I even want to learn... it's not going to be college but a specialty thing like computer repair, graphic design, ect.
I dunno really, I was blindsided by both those things and then told my father has stopped drinking (I don't and can't believe)

me first thought was *start sarcasum* "sure, that's great, congrats" *end sarcasum*
my second though was, "actually, I don't care"

so 3 blindsiding peices of info to mess with my already screwed up life.

g'day