so last thursday my girlfriend dumped me for an intership in a restaurant in Hawaii and she did not want to deal with a long distance relationship. i always knew that i loved her move than she loved me, i would say things like you are my soul mate we will never be apart and she would say things like well if he ever did break up...... who the hell says that to someone they love? for the past month she has be very distant she blames school and work, but i work too and have school work that keeps me up late yet i always make time to send a text or leave a message, and i would be lucky to get one text from her saying chill out im busy, and i would send some message back that i dont need your attitude and she would send something back saying im sorry im just stressed and thats all i would hear from her. anyway all of march she been treating our relationship like its unimportant, how is it unimportant when she sent me websites of what ring she wants me to buy when i purpose. she told me blunt we are breaking up as if she didnt care for it in the first place, she so looking forward to this intership that i doubt she even feels bad about it, how can you not shed a tier over a long term relationship ending. i could swear that she was the one, but i guess not. someone out there has big shoes to fill and i wont expectless. right now im to heart broken to even look at other girls and not see her. so it will take me awhile. ive started a video blog over at youtube you should check it out if you have too much time to kill. i will post the address in the next blog which will be tomorrow.