Hey Everyone,

Everything just appeared randomly and I'm still trying to answer the clues to my solution. What's gotten into me, I feel exhausted and dehydrated since the last week just past by. I don't feel fit anymore, and my stomach has been growling ever since I went out eating. I'm just having a bad and unlucky week. Well I have three test coming tomorrow, and I'm still not prepared for this, since I'm no good at test or any thing that has to be "descriptive." Seems like something is missing between my life and I'm still wandering around in circle's. I'm have unusual feelings about what just happened to me. I don't feel like discussing about the problem though. Well I do have many idiotic friends, and also I am known as an idiot myself, since I don't know my manners or that I only learn from experience or hands-on. Making a decision...

I'm still clueless about what to say. Times like this seems like I need to go on action not become a observer. Many people piss me off...but I also piss them off as well. I don't like having friends around me. I'm more of a deep thought and impatient type, and also I basically don't like people with bad attitudes. Especially when that person goes to far. Everyones got issues no matter what, and no one has ever felt like they happy in their lives. Even though they thought they were safe and loved by the ones who cared. Me on the other hand only care for the people that are precious to me, but no one cares about since I'm filled with hate, and agony from the past.But learning how to repel the pain is harsh. Why are we filled with hate and love? Enough about me.

I want to know who has someone that is special to them and actually have deep feelings for them. It can be anyone that helped them through rough times, or anyone that has been their when they first met. Are we just mere tools of existence to our lord?

-Alvin