I've been listening to Do As Infinity!!! And it just makes me sad that they broke up...But i will forever love their music!! Well...almost done with KHII...it's not as epic as i initially thought it would be but it's still okay..I'd just wish the story was a bit stronger...And yeah..had testing all last week....And i'm pretty sure i failed my AP test...but i guess i'm just happy i survived through 6 hour testing blocks...UGHHH!!!

So yeah...Schools been a drag lately... we're about to start tresting next week and the schedules all jacked up...it's not only at school...At home..i am currently moping about having to move out of the state..How bad is that..And i've seen the new house and it's mighty fine and all but it's just a house, it's not my Home...you get what i'm trying to say. My parents don't...they think that i should leafve the past behind and think ahead, but i'm going to be a junior in high school next year... i can't believe i have to start all over in a new school with a two year disadvantage in getting to know your surroundings and feeling comfortable. I guess it's just my insecurities. Sucks to my ASS-MAR!! On a lighter note i've been trying to squeeze in some time in kingdom hearts and i've gotten about 16 hours into. it really is quit simple...And i don't feel qutie attached to the story and characters like i did in Kingdom Hearts I but i still have a ways to go in the game!! Peace!! Xp

After My horrific dream last night...i knew that i had to get my hands on KH II...
~MY DREAM~
I was waltzing my way to my local gamestop and i was there to get KHII but the guy in front of me go the last copy.....I pounced on him but he disappeared in smoke...Then i started parading through the state checking every store but none of them had a copy...I finally return back to my town and find a store with one left...My LUCK!!! But just when they were about to hand it to me....I wake up.......HOW HORRIFYING!!!!!!!!!!!
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Yeah that's when i knew i needed to get it today.
So i've been listening to the Sanctuary song by UTada...And well it's okay...I like the Japanese version, Passion, better but the lyrics to Sanctuary is alright... I've played about three hours of KHII so far and yeah....AMAZING~~~well not spectactular yet...but i'm just glad i have it and it's working and yeah..KHII RULES!!

Hey..well lately, i have been just catching up with school and all of that junk and i haven't had much time online. I've been playing a lot of DQVIII and Xenogears lately. I still seem to have trouble completing them rpgs..either i get bored and stop or i just stop and forget when i'm like uber-busy. Well still into the same mangas and anime....Looking foward to the christmas break so i can relieve myself of all this stress. XP

I should have known when i saw the title. I mean what can metaphors be about anyways. So my english teacher gives me an assignment where we have to recite a poem in front of the whole class and i chose a fairly short poem. So i read it and thought cool...they're talking about themselves in nine syllables...So i told the teacher that i was gonna choose that stoopid poem right and then he's like are you sure and i'm like yeah and he goes you can't change it and i'm like whatever so the night before the recitation i look up the poem on the net and i find out that it's about PREGNANCY!!! And then my teacher says that we have to be dramatic and then i just go up there and i'm just like at a loss for wordsso there goes another crappy presentation for me!! Bad presentations for me = 2 this week alone...
But ohh well...at least i can relax when i get Dragon Quest VIII XP

I hate myself!! I just can't seem to build the confidence to stand in front of people and speak where they could like understand. Today i had a prsentation in class and i totally messed up! i was stuttering and everything. I tried to correct these problems by joinging debate last year but it hasn't seemed to work as planned!! I think that's why i enjoy role-playing games soo much..it's because i don't have to like be brave or do the things they do..So yueah...i've just been sooo mad at myself lately. = (

Okay!1 It's been a while but i'm back !! And honestly i don't where to start. I have been adding songs to my playlist lately and i have noticed that there are a lot Of R&B songs and also a lot of michelle Branch. My Three favorite songs out of the bunch would have to be Brandy's "i tried", Michelle Branch's "Desperately" and Kelly Clarkson's "Hear Me" I know so female dominated!1 But yeah..anyways..i have been getting these weird dreams latel about this one girl i haven't seen or talked to for about two years and i am like constantly thinking about her. It's weird....and yeah... well games i have been playing lately are Shadow Hearts, Xenogears and Suikoden III. I have not been able to finish any of these but i promise i'll get them completed by the end of this year. So yeah, that's pretty much everything that has gone through my mind for the past month and a half.

I'm looking for a song by utada hikaru called distance mflo remix!! does anyone know where to download this???????? I have been looking feverishly and have yielded no good results!!!

MUST SEE TV FOR ME!!!
Lost
Desperate Housewives
Charmed
America's Next Top- Model >for them hot chicks<
More shows that i will add later... what shows are you planning to watch???

MY MUSIC AND BANDS!!!
Ying yang Twins "SHAKE"
Michelle Branch "everywhere"
Utada Hikaru " Distance mflo remix"
Hawthorne Heights "Ohio is for Lovers"
Pretty Ricky "my body"
Trey Songz "gotta make it"
Linkin park >all their albums<
Well yeah my games and anime are still the same as last time!! i still want all those rpgs and anime!!!! I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!!!
And well yeah!!! i'm looking foward to some FMA!!!! and MORE FRUITS BASKET!!!!!!!!!!!! And more PRINCE OF TENNIS!!!!!!!!!

Back to school almost!!! I don't really feel like i want to but what can i do??? I still have a Load of homework left to do!!! And i'm back to my house and back to my slow COMP!!!! it lags like crazy so i probably won't be posting as much!!! I STILL LOVE ANIME!!!! AND MANGA!!!!!! I <3 ANIME!!! I <3 MANGA!!!!!