Well, im definatly depressed. Theres just so much garbage going on.. and I have no outlet cept here... you poor poor souls. Guess I just need to vent about today. Husband loves to play paintball right? So do i. His friends call him up and ask him to go play and of course hes runnin for his guns. Problem? Whats the problem? Well I cant go, cause I gotta watch the kids cause he wont let anyone else watch them. So basically this means I have to stay home all the time with them unless he stays home with them, or if we go out as a family. But heres the other problem... i have no friends here. And its mighty hard to make friends when you cant go out. But the other problem is, i really love paintball. Probably just as much as he does. I dunno.. just feels unfair, and im jealous cause he gets to go play while i have to be the babysitter. *Sighs*.