Well, things may be looking semi up for me. Maybe. A W-3 that I met in Fort Bragg and became friends with seems to be interested in me. We had a text conversation, and our single statuses were brought up and he said he couldnt believe that I was single cause Im a great catch :oops: so i took a bold step.. which is.. strange of me.. to say the least, and told him if he thinks im a good catch why doesnt he catch me? :oops: ! lol.. So he said he would like to catch me.. and i told him if he really wants to catch me that hes gotta ask by phone at least cause by text is just too weird and informal for me lol. So he said he would call me tonight (he is currently on vaca. visiting his mom). He is based in Kentuckey? or Tennessee... i cant remember which o_o Ill have to ask him .. if he calls..

Another cool thing today, my friend said shes gonna pay a few months for my cell bill in advance so i wont have to worry bout it. O_O i was like "SWEET!" ^_^ Hopefully I will gain some stability and be able to handle my own things. Independance is a grand thing. Especially when I can prove to everyone that I can give my girls a decent life. Thats all I want.. A life that is decent for my kids. They deserve the best I can give them, so I must do the best I can to give them that.

Its been raining all day toady. :( Kind of depressive weather, but at least its lowering the fire danger. Its been stupidly high lately.