So I have had 5 calls from my sister today. I just wanted a nice and quiet morning, my kids are at school, parents are gone to some appoitments then to visit my aunt... so it was my first morning alone in a long time. I wanted nothing more then to keep a clear mind, but of course, I am being selfish.

She texted me twice, "can you go get me some smokes, i will pay you back tonight" .... i didnt reply. "please please please" ... I didnt reply.

She called the house twice, then my cell twice and I didnt answer, she left messages "Call me back!"

Sent me a text again, "are you ok? answer me so I know your alright"

So i texted her "just woke up and feel like crap have a lot of home work to do today and no cash."

She replied "Oh well I was going to go to the casino tonight and have you come with but i guess ill just have to go on my own. need smokes!" ... I was like "i sorry" and left it at that.

Shes been calling me every day, hanging with me every day, and I just kinda need a break but dont know how to tell her I just want like a few days or a week where I can just clear my mind. Too much drama with her right now and I just need a little peace. Find my "happy place".