Then by ranting about something! Well Mike (for all those who care or whatever hes my husband) Is getting deployed on Tuesday. We found out yesterday. We dont even have a week to prepare for the seperation and we dont currently know how long hes to be deployed but he was told to prepare to be gone for 18 months. He has to work through the weekend too, so we basically arent getting any time together. It really feels like we are getting screwed. I feel so lost and so upset and angry about not being able to spend time with him that basically all i do is cry when we do have time together cause we have to discuss topics that are infact dreadful to talk about, such as if he dies over there and what is going to happen, our relationship, our kids (2 of them currently under 2), and everything else. It would have been much better to spend time with him alone. It almost makes me ill. Oh, not only are they making it so I dont get to see him over the weekend, but they are also making him work longer hours so when he DOES come home he basically has just enough time to scarf down a quick supper and then go to bed for a 300 formation. *sighs* What am I to do? :(