I feel so upset. my grandpa was very close and i was just getting into sports and stuff when he died. He had wanted to go to a basketball game before he died but it was too soon. They said he would live for 2 years, so i was happy and didn't mind. but when he died, i felt lost. I have never had a death in my family, and it was hard to handle. Plus I'm a sensitive person. On the morning i heard he died, i just got up from bed. then my mom came and told me he had passed away. She was close to him too, but i just wouldn't believe it. I couldn't cry, because i knew that he didn't die. am i sounding like a whiner? im just really sad. if i start yelling at any of you, then don't pay attention. i won't mean it, im just so upset. if you care at all plz comment and somehow say some words of advice.