since early 2003 i had been offline until late last year when the internet returned to the house. after that happened i began talking to people once again like i did all those years ago. a man told me this one thing that i think since 2003 is true, not only in the united states but the world over. there is a "idealogical battle"?

well... i see it every day. i see how this world is changing and ****, it is a bit ****ed up?

i used to watch the daily show with jon stewart almost every night as we got episodes of that show in this country "hot off the satellite". i remember one tidbit that was taken by god knows who at one of those town hall meetings which was filmed either during the campaign to the white house or when barack obama as president. a woman came in to the building and was yelling outspoken remarks that she did not want the united states turning into a country like russia. i had been thinking about that event earlier this afternoon and asked myself whether that was only isolated or whether what that woman said is shared by millions of other people in the united states?

to me, it seems that since that "everything changed" publicity stunt which was 9/11, it was the beginning of something whether it was a theocracy or an attack on the way of life and foundations of the united states by enemies of the nation, whoever they may be.

the reason why i write this is because, i miss the nineties. the nineties brought for me personally, sanity, tolerance and i guess the main reason, a **** of alot less division amongst everyone, full stop. i guess everything did change on september 11th, 2001. the world changed like i never could have guessed.

for now, this political nutjob is signing off.

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