Yep, December 21 is the shortest day of the year, and that also means its the darkest ( for more reasons than one ). Today was the last day of school before break, and I expected a great day, but I was wrong. My history teacher comes to me and gets on my case, saying that he thinks im trying to "protest" against him. He says im embarrassing him and trying to "dethrone him" and that im not at all trying in his class. Now i have a A- average in his class, and i answer his questions diligently, but for some reason he thinks im not doing anyting!!! I have no idea why he did this but whatever. Then he gets on my case for not doing the homework and i had an excuse. I tell him semi privately that Mr Grandmother was in the hospital overnight and I had to stay there through the night. The sad thing is that its true. But of course, he says after telling him this, I embarrassed him infront of the class. I wonder how? My mom is pretty sick, Grandmother in the hospital and they are the only ppl i have left in my life. We fear my grandmother might die but really I wouldnt be suprised. Anway, thats all i have to say about my teacher, even though Im enjoying his class alot ( previous to this. ) The worst part of today is that a few years back, my father died, by suffocation on this dark day. We thought it to be a heart attack, but it was recently revelaed that he died of choking on a cough drop. What a way to go... I dont care anymore. What's happened has happened and nothing in existance can do antying about it. My only male role model taken from me in my youth. I suffered. I still suffer... and i have this to deal with. Being a realsit, I will be alone by the time im a senior in highschool ( and thats reletivelysoon.) But on this Christmas season i have theese few things to be thankfull for.
Im thankfull for my health.
Im thankfull to have a family who loves me ( as small as it may be )
Im thankfull to have had a dad who cared about me
Im thankfull im not alone...
Merry Christmas to all, and to all a goodnight.
-Zeldafreak4life