OK, a few minutes ago I did something pretty bad. Well, the day started out as me getting out of bed at about noon as I usually do, rubbing the crap out of my eyes, everything was fine really. It was one of those lazy day's where I do nothing but play Video Games, watch TV, listen to music etc. Today,I was playing Monster Hunter as usual until about one thirty. Then got on gamespot and did basicly nothing. My mom was grocery shopping with my little brother as she does every friday. Well, when she got home, she made take all the grocieries out of the car by myself which normally would be fine but my bother's usually help me. My older brother was asleep, and my little brother was playing video games. I argued with my mom telling her I didnt want to do it and yelled at my little brother and told him to get off his lazy ass and help. My mom slapped me and was mad at me for the rest of the day. Later while playing Monster Hunter Freedom Unite I failed at a quest where I lost all my supplies and 50 minutes of play time for nothing and that lit the fuse, I kicked over my chair which had my fan on it, I threw my phone, and I screamed every curse word, pervasive word, words that adults shouldn't even say let alone a 14 year old teenager that I know, which unfortunately is a lot. I am ashamed though gladly my mom didnt here it. I'm now listening to Rage Against the Machine and System of A Down just to calm me down. Thats it.

Regards

ziki