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no.
my sister and niece just got kicked out of the house today. my sister is my best friend, i can tell her anything. we are very close. and my niece is a ray of sunshine. she is adorable and i love her. so my sister got into a pretty heated fight(verbal) with my parents and they kicked her out. now i dont know when ill see them again. the house has been depressingly quiet today. ive been feeling depressed all day. im not sure how, but i managed to go to class today, and it seemed like i was there forever. i just really dont feel like doing anything, my appetite is pretty much gone. i havent eaten all day. as i type this, im forcing myself to eat some mcdonalds, just because i know i need some food in me.
idk im just feeling really down and have felt like crying all day.
idk i just dont know.
School isn't going as planned and I hate my major department so no, I'm not happy. In that aspect at least...
Well I definitly need a job so I can get a place of my own, but beyond that I have a family that all gets along, a girlfriend that I love and she loves me back, friends that I am quite close to, and food on my plate every day. So yeah, prretty darn happy.
besides trying to get disability having different depressions and ptsd. my glass is actually half full sure i got scars from my past but life is rocking being in a band being with my best friend everyday gameing hardcore on our downtime going to partys i truly dont want it to end
No. I'm in the middle of a bunch of really important exams that I'm underprepared for, the person I fancy is emigrating to another country in half a month (and doesn't return the feeling) and my mind has a habit of preventing any positive emotions from lasting more than five minutes. Also, I'm shorter than average, cannot stand exercising for too long, have parents with extremely idiosyncratic decision-making methods and I have no idea what kind of career path I should pursue in the future.
i think you are my long lost twin....where have you been these 18 years of my life?well, im happy in that i have a promising future and career aspirations when i graduate from college (another thing im happy about). and im also happy that I have a family that appreciates and loves me just as much as I do to them.
however, i am not happy with the fact that Ive been consistently bullied and mistreated by my peers from 5th to 12th grade, or the fact that im a socially awkward mess with anger issues, emotional problems and PTSD from all of the harrassment, or the fact that my parents were extremely paranoid when raising me and sheltered/coddled me growing up leading to a serious lack of social development (which resulted in all the bullying), or the fact that i am almost 20 years old and i still havent had a girlfriend yet, nevermind my first kiss. speaking of the situation with women, I really hate how ive been lead on or publicly humiliated by nearly every girl i have ever liked ever (in a nutshell: i like a girl, she pretends to like me, she leads me into a situation like a party or something and then publicly humiliates me and crushes me. either that or she drops me for another dude. its like im a stepping stone).
honestly, if i could quantum leap my way back into the 10 year old version of myself were all of this started and make myself go outside and play more, make myself actually physically fight the bullies, and make the decision NOT to change schools, everything would be completely different today. everything would be better
Neo-ganon
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