Ever been heartbroken?

I'm not talking about "oh yeah, in middle school there was this girl i liked and she didnt like me" type of trash. I'm talking about real, bonified heartbreak where you cant sleep, you cant eat, you cant even get out of your freaking room to do anything. Where you honestly and truly resent every single day that you wake up and realize you are still alive. Anyone ever been completely and utterly heartbroken?

I was, once upon a time. I'm still not 100% over it, but you know, "you gotta keep on moving, even if it seems you're losing, keep holding on, gotta stay strong, don't let yourself go...."

P.S. I wonder what causes the feeling of heart ache. You know when you really miss someone and you get that deep sinking feeling in your heart? I wonder what causes it :s Physical manifestation of emotional angst? then how come its centralized to the heart?

I've never loved anyone, so no.

Where's the option that's just "No"?

A few times, yes.

It's not pleasant.

Just once.

Yeah. I still am, really. :(Bourbons3

I accidently pressed the wrong one lol

But yeh, recently, the girl Im now very close to being in love with started doing stuff in front of me with one of my friends (theres a whole complicated story, wont make you guys read through all that)It was horrible.

It feels like your heart is actually in physical pain :? it starts to beat 10x faster then it should and you can't get those thoughts and images out your mind for what feels like forever.

It was pretty heart wrenching :(

Nope.

Yes, twice. Both times we had to put our cats down.

EDIT: It wasn't anything like what was described in the first post though. I don't know why you would allow yourself to be completely devoured by your feelings like that.

Yep. It wasn't a break up though something far more sinister, it's been just over year and I'm still trying to get over it.

No, maybe I haven't met the correct person yet but I get over my GFs pretty easily...bad trait I guess.

No. Which is really kind of sad considering I have spent just about the same amount of time in a relationship than not over the course of my liferawsavon

[QUOTE="rawsavon"]No. Which is really kind of sad considering I have spent just about the same amount of time in a relationship than not over the course of my lifejuden41

yes many times but love has found us back together..

Never heart broken, just disappointed in myself I couldn't see what was really going on, and disappointed in the girl as she was not what she seemed.

I have been and to a certain extent i still am. Was over a decade ago but i still think about it at least for a second or two every day. She was for all intents and purposes the perfect girl.

I am still not sure i have met anyone as physically attractive since her. And more importantly than that, she really did love me in return for mine. You could just tell that she cared which is something i have yet to find in a woman since. She was exactly what i would want in a relationship today, i was just too young to know it.

She treated me better than anyone has treated me before or since and was the most genuine person i have ever known. We were together for 3 years and lived together for 2 of those. It really bums me out even talking about it. As the years have went by though its easier to look back fondly on how happy i was at the time but then i get depressed knowing that it was totally my fault. I am ashamed as if it had happened yesterday.

How i acted and the things i did are absolutely embarrassing when i think about them.

Its something i wont ever be able to fix, she deserved much more than i gave her and i just wish i was as wise then as i am now. I feel like i cheated myself out of something special and i struggle with it all the time. Its not so much the "lost love" that affects me. Its the fact that i KNOW i did wrong and cant repair it.

The whole thing really worked me over and i doubt I'll ever be able to feel that way about anyone else ever again. Its an unending cycle where i find myself not giving my current GF a fair shake because i want so badly for her to be someone else so i can relive that point in my life vicariously through her.

Rambling...

times. One time it was my faut the other time my ex-gf of 3 years turned out to be a whore :P

I accidently pressed the wrong one lol

But yeh, recently, the girl Im now very close to being in love with started doing stuff in front of me with one of my friends (theres a whole complicated story, wont make you guys read through all that)It was horrible.

It feels like your heart is actually in physical pain :? it starts to beat 10x faster then it should and you can't get those thoughts and images out your mind for what feels like forever.

It was pretty heart wrenching :(

AudioPrison

Yeah..Just like a week ago..My ex is getting engaged with another guy.xDB9x

I have never been heartbroken. My first girlfriend is still my current one, two years later. :)Hellfire-1

Cheers mate. :)

[QUOTE="Hellfire-1"]I have never been heartbroken. My first girlfriend is still my current one, two years later. :)Iceozo

Cheers mate. :)

Not yet and I hope no time soon.

I have been and to a certain extent i still am. Was over a decade ago but i still think about it at least for a second or two every day. She was for all intents and purposes the perfect girl.

I am still not sure i have met anyone as physically attractive since her. And more importantly than that, she really did love me in return for mine. You could just tell that she cared which is something i have yet to find in a woman since. She was exactly what i would want in a relationship today, i was just too young to know it.

She treated me better than anyone has treated me before or since and was the most genuine person i have ever known. We were together for 3 years and lived together for 2 of those. It really bums me out even talking about it. As the years have went by though its easier to look back fondly on how happy i was at the time but then i get depressed knowing that it was totally my fault. I am ashamed as if it had happened yesterday.

How i acted and the things i did are absolutely embarrassing when i think about them.

Its something i wont ever be able to fix, she deserved much more than i gave her and i just wish i was as wise then as i am now. I feel like i cheated myself out of something special and i struggle with it all the time. Its not so much the "lost love" that affects me. Its the fact that i KNOW i did wrong and cant repair it.

The whole thing really worked me over and i doubt I'll ever be able to feel that way about anyone else ever again. Its an unending cycle where i find myself not giving my current GF a fair shake because i want so badly for her to be someone else so i can relive that point in my life vicariously through her.

Rambling...

Alter_Echo

when my ex broke up with me i just played videogames. i didnt even care