I know exactly what you mean man.
Recently my fiance left me. She was my best friend in the world and someone who I shared everything with. Anytime I wanted to talk to someone I had nobody. I felt compelled to call her and try and talk to her but she had a new life and I really didn't want to bother her.
Being alone is a horrible feeling. Sounds stupid, but I spent alot of time here on Gamespot's fourms. I actually helped being able to talk to some of you guys, especially here in OT. (Seems alot of OT is lonely!)
Anyhow, the last 4 days my life has completely flip-flopped. She found out I was seeing someone new and got extremely jealous. She told me that she misses me, loves me and all that jazz. Now she is leaving the moron she is with and is coming back home. I don't regret the whole mess that was made though, as I now know what life is like without her and to be alone. This gives me a new appreciation for her and has really opened up my eyes.
Bottom line, you will get through this. I know first hand what it is like to be alone and to be lonely. It is a very crappy feeling. Especially when you feel the need to talk to someone, even about petty things, and there is nobody there to listen. But keep a strong head and you will be fine. It is times like this that give you a new appreciation for what really matters in life.
Stay strong brother and keep you head up. Good luck :)
danjammer69
Thanks Brah! To be honest its been like this for the past 4 years :/Thoughts things were going to be different now, i thought i had friends but well.. i guess i dont have friends just some people i kinda know :s i will try differnt things this summer on my own or with someone i meet along the way whatever it is i ll try to have a fun summer" 
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