I been like this since Kindergarden, sure the kids in my class were nice and all but they weren't really my friends and it was like this until 3rd grade. In 4th grade I just stood in one place at recess and didn't know how to communicate while my class mates had lots of friends and this happend tell 7 grade when I moved. When I moved thing became worst, I still sate at lunch by my self like always and now in the 12 grade still do it because I just don't know what to talk about to make friends.
No I'm not crazy, artisitic, or any thing like that just nevrous as hell around people and no way to control it, in other words scared of what they may think or say. I been sitting by my self at lunch since 1st grade and even in Kindergarden I ate at lunch in the cafateria with no one in their but me but can't remeber why, I was loud and disruptive in school in the begining so that probably why. Ok you know that weird nevrous shaky feeling you get on stage, thats how the hell I feel around people. So I sit by these group of people and I like this girl and don't know what the hell to do oh well I guess thanks for your time.
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