Off-Topic would you consider me to be evil?

That was a really good read man! Submit that **** to NPR or something!

No I don't think you're evil. Everyone has anger in them, you just tapped into yours big time. The fact that you can control it is good. When you can't/dont wont to control it is when you'll become "evil" or "barbaric"

Mr_Anderson1817

Evil is such a strong word that I'm hesitant to pass judgement on you here one way or the other. All I can say is that...it sounds like you need help. While I don't find the urge for violence to be something to condemn, when those desires manifest themselves as actions it can become a real problem. So unless you feel like you can really keep this under control, I would strongly encourage you to try and preempt committing any sort of violent crime by getting the necessary help. I don't want you to hurt anyone, both for their sake and for your own.

MurasakiYugata

TLDR, but I already flagged you as evil so... guess it's too late.Inconsistancy

[QUOTE="MurasakiYugata"]

Evil is such a strong word that I'm hesitant to pass judgement on you here one way or the other. All I can say is that...it sounds like you need help. While I don't find the urge for violence to be something to condemn, when those desires manifest themselves as actions it can become a real problem. So unless you feel like you can really keep this under control, I would strongly encourage you to try and preempt committing any sort of violent crime by getting the necessary help. I don't want you to hurt anyone, both for their sake and for your own.

-Big_Red-

Evil? No. That fight is what drives people to be better athletes. It's the lack of that fight that keeps a high school player out of college level ball. However, you do have to learn to contain that and use it as motivation on the field. People that are physically trained have a responsibility of decency, because physical specialists are more capable of throwing their abilities around and seriously hurting people.

So, if it's an issue of anger, get that resolved, because no one will want to work with a player on the next level that has issues, no matter what the talent level is. Coaches hate players that will hurt them.

[QUOTE="-Big_Red-"][QUOTE="MurasakiYugata"]

Evil is such a strong word that I'm hesitant to pass judgement on you here one way or the other. All I can say is that...it sounds like you need help. While I don't find the urge for violence to be something to condemn, when those desires manifest themselves as actions it can become a real problem. So unless you feel like you can really keep this under control, I would strongly encourage you to try and preempt committing any sort of violent crime by getting the necessary help. I don't want you to hurt anyone, both for their sake and for your own.

krazy-blazer

Well TC from what I can pick up from the comments I'd say you're pretend evil... All you need is to have an interaction which someone who is evil for real to show you how ...(stuff that may get me modded). jeremiah06

Evil? No. That fight is what drives people to be better athletes. It's the lack of that fight that keeps a high school player out of college level ball. However, you do have to learn to contain that and use it as motivation on the field. People that are physically trained have a responsibility of decency, because physical specialists are more capable of throwing their abilities around and seriously hurting people.

So, if it's an issue of anger, get that resolved, because no one will want to work with a player on the next level that has issues, no matter what the talent level is. Coaches hate players that will hurt them.

UltimoIce

I think TC is evil for having posted this random rabble on the forums, and not his blog.Deihjan

Since it was too long to read I'm going with maybe.:PGodly_Cure

[QUOTE="UltimoIce"]

Evil? No. That fight is what drives people to be better athletes. It's the lack of that fight that keeps a high school player out of college level ball. However, you do have to learn to contain that and use it as motivation on the field. People that are physically trained have a responsibility of decency, because physical specialists are more capable of throwing their abilities around and seriously hurting people.

So, if it's an issue of anger, get that resolved, because no one will want to work with a player on the next level that has issues, no matter what the talent level is. Coaches hate players that will hurt them.

-Big_Red-

Coaches hate players that will lose them games. Uncontrollable players lose games. They demoralize their own team, the give up pointless yards on penalties due to anger/lack of focus. It's just not something coaches will spend the time on.

[QUOTE="MurasakiYugata"]

Evil is such a strong word that I'm hesitant to pass judgement on you here one way or the other. All I can say is that...it sounds like you need help. While I don't find the urge for violence to be something to condemn, when those desires manifest themselves as actions it can become a real problem. So unless you feel like you can really keep this under control, I would strongly encourage you to try and preempt committing any sort of violent crime by getting the necessary help. I don't want you to hurt anyone, both for their sake and for your own.

-Big_Red-

And I'm not blaming you for having violent thoughts and feelings. Based on what you've posted, it sounds like this might be a very natural reaction to what you've been through. At the same time, we all have free will. We don't have to be slaves to our emotions. We don't have to choose our actions based on our desires. The way you think and feel - that is not a choice. But the way you act on those feelings - that is a choice. And from what you've posted here, it sounds like the choices you've been making have not been healthy ones, either for yourself or for the people around you. If you think that there's a chance that in the future you may end up hurting an innocent person then you should address that now and try to make sure that doesn't happen.

[QUOTE="-Big_Red-"][QUOTE="MurasakiYugata"]

Evil is such a strong word that I'm hesitant to pass judgement on you here one way or the other. All I can say is that...it sounds like you need help. While I don't find the urge for violence to be something to condemn, when those desires manifest themselves as actions it can become a real problem. So unless you feel like you can really keep this under control, I would strongly encourage you to try and preempt committing any sort of violent crime by getting the necessary help. I don't want you to hurt anyone, both for their sake and for your own.

MurasakiYugata

And I'm not blaming you for having violent thoughts and feelings. Based on what you've posted, it sounds like this might be a very natural reaction to what you've been through. At the same time, we all have free will. We don't have to be slaves to our emotions. We don't have to choose our actions based on our desires. The way you think and feel - that is not a choice. But the way you act on those feelings - that is a choice. And from what you've posted here, it sounds like the choices you've been making have not been healthy ones, either for yourself or for the people around you. If you think that there's a chance that in the future you may end up hurting an innocent person then you should address that now and try to make sure that doesn't happen.

[QUOTE="-Big_Red-"][QUOTE="UltimoIce"]

Evil? No. That fight is what drives people to be better athletes. It's the lack of that fight that keeps a high school player out of college level ball. However, you do have to learn to contain that and use it as motivation on the field. People that are physically trained have a responsibility of decency, because physical specialists are more capable of throwing their abilities around and seriously hurting people.

So, if it's an issue of anger, get that resolved, because no one will want to work with a player on the next level that has issues, no matter what the talent level is. Coaches hate players that will hurt them.

UltimoIce

Coaches hate players that will lose them games. Uncontrollable players lose games. They demoralize their own team, the give up pointless yards on penalties due to anger/lack of focus. It's just not something coaches will spend the time on.

[QUOTE="MurasakiYugata"]

[QUOTE="-Big_Red-"] I've been to therapy before. It didn't help. Just look at it his way. When you were a little kid, what did your parents do to get you to do what they wanted? Spank you, yell at you, talk to you, put you in the corner? Well what he did to get me to do what he wanted was to beat my mind into submission to his will. And when something is beat into you, you just can't let that go.-Big_Red-

And I'm not blaming you for having violent thoughts and feelings. Based on what you've posted, it sounds like this might be a very natural reaction to what you've been through. At the same time, we all have free will. We don't have to be slaves to our emotions. We don't have to choose our actions based on our desires. The way you think and feel - that is not a choice. But the way you act on those feelings - that is a choice. And from what you've posted here, it sounds like the choices you've been making have not been healthy ones, either for yourself or for the people around you. If you think that there's a chance that in the future you may end up hurting an innocent person then you should address that now and try to make sure that doesn't happen.

Well, that's good. I would just say...keep an eye on yourself. If you ever get to the point where you think you're might lose control and do something that's unethical or could get you in a lot of trouble, talk to someone.

I think you over-exaggerated the stories a bit... That is all.

I think you over-exaggerated the stories a bit... That is all.

zmbi_gmr

[QUOTE="Solid_Snake325"]I don't think it's really something to be concerned about, you're just being extremely honest about yourself. And I bet if other people did the same, they might be disturbed about what they admit. You might need to talk to someone like a professional or loved one, but I don't think you are evil. If you start hurting people solely for the purpose of satisfaction then we're getting closer. edit: I mean if you hurt people outside of sports.-Big_Red-

[QUOTE="zmbi_gmr"]

I think you over-exaggerated the stories a bit... That is all.

-Big_Red-

You read me like a newspaper you did...I think you over-embellished the stories a bit to get more of a reaction. Here's one example: He knew that if I could come back, than I would be a star. Atleast the best Nose Tackle in the county. You wrote that, but I ask you this. Did your coach express this to you or did you just make up his thoughts into your post in an attempt to make us believe that you are just that great at football? There were other parts of your post that seemed pretentious. Maybe you're a psychotic person who needs to hurt others or maybe you're just really full of yourself.

Bad things happen in life, and I'm well aware that such things exist. I just don't believe you is all. :|

normally Im too lazy to read something so long, but that was amazing. I do admit what you did to that guy while doing that machine gunning drill was a bit out of hand even if he did accidentally cut you and finding blood beautiful is just creepy, but still I wouldnt call you a psychopath.

[QUOTE="-Big_Red-"][QUOTE="zmbi_gmr"]

I think you over-exaggerated the stories a bit... That is all.

zmbi_gmr

You read me like a newspaper you did...I think you over-embellished the stories a bit to get more of a reaction. Here's one example: He knew that if I could come back, than I would be a star. Atleast the best Nose Tackle in the county. You wrote that, but I ask you this. Did your coach express this to you or did you just make up his thoughts into your post in an attempt to make us believe that you are just that great at football? There were other parts of your post that seemed pretentious. Maybe you're a psychotic person who needs to hurt others or maybe you're just really full of yourself.

Bad things happen in life, and I'm well aware that such things exist. I just don't believe you is all. :|

You're not evil, however i do think you could benefit from counseling, and your football coach shouldn't be in his job. If you have violent urges to the point where you feel scared to drink lest you get drunk and actually murder another person you definitely need to talk things through with someone and get some help. Ninja-Hippo

normally Im too lazy to read something so long, but that was amazing. I do admit what you did to that guy while doing that machine gunning drill was a bit out of hand even if he did accidentally cut you and finding blood beautiful is just creepy, but still I wouldnt call you a psychopath.

dragonfly110

[QUOTE="zmbi_gmr"]

[QUOTE="-Big_Red-"] I'm not. And that just seems like a bad excuse to not answer my question. Are you one of those people that think that bad things never happen? Or just pretend like it doesn't exist? -Big_Red-

You read me like a newspaper you did...I think you over-embellished the stories a bit to get more of a reaction. Here's one example: He knew that if I could come back, than I would be a star. Atleast the best Nose Tackle in the county. You wrote that, but I ask you this. Did your coach express this to you or did you just make up his thoughts into your post in an attempt to make us believe that you are just that great at football? There were other parts of your post that seemed pretentious. Maybe you're a psychotic person who needs to hurt others or maybe you're just really full of yourself.

Bad things happen in life, and I'm well aware that such things exist. I just don't believe you is all. :|

I do not think that you are fabricating your story entirely. I just think that you are embellishing certain areas to make it seem more interesting to the rest of us. I have seen things far worse than what you are describing, let me assure you, but I am just calling it like I see it. You didn't say anything about my point on what your coach said.

[QUOTE="-Big_Red-"][QUOTE="Solid_Snake325"]I don't think it's really something to be concerned about, you're just being extremely honest about yourself. And I bet if other people did the same, they might be disturbed about what they admit. You might need to talk to someone like a professional or loved one, but I don't think you are evil. If you start hurting people solely for the purpose of satisfaction then we're getting closer. edit: I mean if you hurt people outside of sports.Solid_Snake325

[QUOTE="-Big_Red-"][QUOTE="zmbi_gmr"]

You read me like a newspaper you did...I think you over-embellished the stories a bit to get more of a reaction. Here's one example: He knew that if I could come back, than I would be a star. Atleast the best Nose Tackle in the county. You wrote that, but I ask you this. Did your coach express this to you or did you just make up his thoughts into your post in an attempt to make us believe that you are just that great at football? There were other parts of your post that seemed pretentious. Maybe you're a psychotic person who needs to hurt others or maybe you're just really full of yourself.

Bad things happen in life, and I'm well aware that such things exist. I just don't believe you is all. :|

zmbi_gmr

I do not think that you are fabricating your story entirely. I just think that you are embellishing certain areas to make it seem more interesting to the rest of us. I have seen things far worse than what you are describing, let me assure you, but I am just calling it like I see it. You didn't say anything about my point on what your coach said.

[QUOTE="zmbi_gmr"]

[QUOTE="-Big_Red-"] I can understand the reason as to why you don't believe me. But all I'm doing is telling a story the way that it happened. And it just seems like because you have probably never heard of something like this you think I'm flat out fabricating it. And I don't need to Burt people. As I said before, I can control myself.-Big_Red-

I do not think that you are fabricating your story entirely. I just think that you are embellishing certain areas to make it seem more interesting to the rest of us. I have seen things far worse than what you are describing, let me assure you, but I am just calling it like I see it. You didn't say anything about my point on what your coach said.

I picked option 3 btw...you're a normal person who just happens to have violent feelings. You know that many people often black out so to speak when they are either attacking someone or being attacked. It's more likely that your adrenaline is taking over, and your body acts out due to the chemicals being released through your body. Then after such a thing takes place you may have enjoyed the adrenaline rushing through your body, and that is now what you crave. It may also be a dominance thing that you're favoring. Regardless, it was an interesting story...So without further adieu...Cool Story Bro! ;)

[QUOTE="dragonfly110"]

normally Im too lazy to read something so long, but that was amazing. I do admit what you did to that guy while doing that machine gunning drill was a bit out of hand even if he did accidentally cut you and finding blood beautiful is just creepy, but still I wouldnt call you a psychopath.

-Big_Red-

I don't know a lot of the UFC fighters love blood, BJ Pen even licked his opponents blood off his gloves.

I don't believe you at all for the simple fact that you said you were a senior on the JV team. You cannot be a senior and be on Junior Varsity. You can only be a junior and below. If you are a senior, the ONLY team that you can be on is varsity.

Your story = fail.

I don't believe you at all for the simple fact that you said you were a senior on the JV team. You cannot be a senior and be on Junior Varsity. You can only be a junior and below. If you are a senior, the ONLY team that you can be on is varsity.

Your story = fail.

BMD004

I guess the tc doesn't have anything to say in response to your post...

[QUOTE="-Big_Red-"][QUOTE="zmbi_gmr"]

I do not think that you are fabricating your story entirely. I just think that you are embellishing certain areas to make it seem more interesting to the rest of us. I have seen things far worse than what you are describing, let me assure you, but I am just calling it like I see it. You didn't say anything about my point on what your coach said.

zmbi_gmr

I picked option 3 btw...you're a normal person who just happens to have violent feelings. You know that many people often black out so to speak when they are either attacking someone or being attacked. It's more likely that your adrenaline is taking over, and your body acts out due to the chemicals being released through your body. Then after such a thing takes place you may have enjoyed the adrenaline rushing through your body, and that is now what you crave. It may also be a dominance thing that you're favoring. Regardless, it was an interesting story...So without further adieu...Cool Story Bro! ;)

[QUOTE="BMD004"]

I don't believe you at all for the simple fact that you said you were a senior on the JV team. You cannot be a senior and be on Junior Varsity. You can only be a junior and below. If you are a senior, the ONLY team that you can be on is varsity.

Your story = fail.

zmbi_gmr

I guess the tc doesn't have anything to say in response to your post...

[QUOTE="zmbi_gmr"]

[QUOTE="BMD004"]

I don't believe you at all for the simple fact that you said you were a senior on the JV team. You cannot be a senior and be on Junior Varsity. You can only be a junior and below. If you are a senior, the ONLY team that you can be on is varsity.

Your story = fail.

-Big_Red-

I guess the tc doesn't have anything to say in response to your post...

No need to get excited -Big_Red-

[QUOTE="-Big_Red-"][QUOTE="dragonfly110"]

normally Im too lazy to read something so long, but that was amazing. I do admit what you did to that guy while doing that machine gunning drill was a bit out of hand even if he did accidentally cut you and finding blood beautiful is just creepy, but still I wouldnt call you a psychopath.

VisigothSaxon

I don't know a lot of the UFC fighters love blood, BJ Pen even licked his opponents blood off his gloves.

MY EYES!

From your story, I don't think your evil, but you definately have some anger issues. Most guys can be pretty violent and enjoy some physical violence, but it seems like you completely lose control, which is dangerous. Take it from a guy with anger issue, don't let this get out of hand. I almost killed someone once because I had lost control. Figure out your limits and when you feel like you are approaching them, back off and go get some Jello or something.

As for you being a psychopath, I can't answer that. It really depends on if you feel anything. The violence is an anger issue, but if you feel no regret (or nothing at all) for hurting others afterwards, then you may be a psychopath.

I don't believe you at all for the simple fact that you said you were a senior on the JV team. You cannot be a senior and be on Junior Varsity. You can only be a junior and below. If you are a senior, the ONLY team that you can be on is varsity.

Your story = fail.

BMD004

MY EYES!

From your story, I don't think your evil, but you definately have some anger issues. Most guys can be pretty violent and enjoy some physical violence, but it seems like you completely lose control, which is dangerous. Take it from a guy with anger issue, don't let this get out of hand. I almost killed someone once because I had lost control. Figure out your limits and when you feel like you are approaching them, back off and go get some Jello or something.

As for you being a psychopath, I can't answer that. It really depends on if you feel anything. The violence is an anger issue, but if you feel no regret (or nothing at all) for hurting others afterwards, then you may be a psychopath.

redstorm72