One night of deep depression (very long first post)

Read the entire post before psoting please.

One morning, I woke up ready to start a wonderful day that I had palnned for a long time. I live with 5 other people, and they were all finally gone. I was planning on relaxing, and then at night I was would have all my favorite junk food that I had bought earlier, and watch some shows on DVD. To start my day, I had a nice mug of cappuccino, a drink I hadn't had in a long time. I mostly stay away from caffine. In fact, this may have been the first one in over 6 months. Another thing I was supposed to do is take my celexa, a drug that my parents insisted I starttaking again, even though I really don't need it. I had taken a very small dose the day before yesterday, and I took the same dose this day. It was supposed to help with anxiety, but it has a lot of possible side effects. I didn't think any of the side effects would come up, since i had taken it about a year ago and it never did anything drastic that I noticed. Wondering where I'm going with this? Well let me continue.

The entire day I was a bit annoyed by muscle pain and knots in my lower back and neck, which had given me a slight headache yesterday night. I kept thinking that if it continued, I wouldn't be able to do the main event at night. Well, night came and it wasn't too bad anymore, but it was still there. i decided I wouldn't let it stop me from enjoying my night. I was going to take a shower, but then i realized an opportunity to do something different and adventurous. I was all alone, it was late at night (11:30pm), and i was about to take a shower. So, I did what anyone would have done under the curcumstances: i took my clothes off and decided to go outside in my yard and have a little nature walk, just to see what it felt like to be totally free. I did actually feel pretty free, and there was a nice breeze going past me. But then....a car came by, and I think some woman may have seen me! I don't think i've been seen nekkid by a woman ever since I was around 3. i have no idea what kind of effects that might have on people.I was also afraid it may have been someone my parents knew, though that isn't very likely. I came in with my heart racing, and took my shower. My aching was less noticeable now. I got into my nice clean bed ready to enjoy my TV on DVD, when I noticed that I was depressed. I sat there for a whilenot doing anything, and the feeling got more noticeable. I was very depressed, and I don't get depressed often. Since I was depressed, I decided I would forget about my night. You only get to watch an episode of one of your favorite shows for the first time once, so for me it was a special occasion.

The big problem here is that I have no idea what made me so depressed. It could have been.....teh nekkid.I couldn't be sure that being seen nekkid by awoman didn't do anything to a person's mind.It could be that my body needed more caffine.I hadn't had it for a long time, so it could cause some strange effects. it could be the celexa, because depression is one of the side effects. Again, my body may have thought it needed more of that, since I had taken such a small dose. It could also be all the stress about the aches. I suppose it could even have been because nobody had ben there that day, and i wasn't used to it. I'm 17 though it's not like i need my family to be happy...........quite the contrary. Which one of these is it? There are so many possibilities. I'm posting it here becuase one of you may be able to tell me something I don't know. Any thoughts?

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How about you at least use paragraphs and make it easier on the eyes...

Here's my summary so far

-You woke up planning on watching DVD's and eating junk food all night

-You took Celexa

-Your body was sore becausse of muscle pain from the previous day

-Nobody was home so you decide to go out into your yard naked

-Somebody drives by and sees you

-You take a shower

-Depression from the Celexa kicks in

Here's my summary so far

-You woke up planning on watching DVD's and eating junk food all night

-You took Celexa

-Your body was sore becausse of muscle pain from the previous day

-Nobody was home so you decide to go out into your yard naked

-Somebody drives by and sees you

-You take a shower

-Depression from the Celexa kicks in

forgot_it

So, you think it is Celexa? Why do you think that?

is this a joke???_MURS_

Sorry, but no. I need to know which one of the many unique occurances caused my depression that night.

[QUOTE="_MURS_"]is this a joke???champion_tyler

Sorry, but no. I need to know which one of the many unique occurances caused my depression that night.

I've concluded you are a homosexual.

This is why the woman seeing you naked caused the depression.

-Dr. Phil.

[QUOTE="champion_tyler"]

[QUOTE="_MURS_"]is this a joke???forgot_it

Sorry, but no. I need to know which one of the many unique occurances caused my depression that night.

Unique for me I mean....

The caffine

the annoying muscle pain

teh nekkid

and the Celexa

All of those were things I had never done or hadn't done in a long time.

I've concluded you are a homosexual.

This is why the woman seeing you naked caused the depression.

-Dr. Phil.

MoonSpoon

Dude, I'm homophobic. I'm saying it has never happened, so I don't know what it would cause. I was just owrried it was someone my parent's knew.

God, how much more immature can Spotters be? Somebody asks for help and the first he/she knows is he/she "should have made paragraphs". Hopeless, I'm telling you!

[QUOTE="forgot_it"]

Here's my summary so far

-You woke up planning on watching DVD's and eating junk food all night

-You took Celexa

-Your body was sore becausse of muscle pain from the previous day

-Nobody was home so you decide to go out into your yard naked

-Somebody drives by and sees you

-You take a shower

-Depression from the Celexa kicks in

champion_tyler

So, you think it is Celexa? Why do you think that?

Could it be the mix of caffeine and Celexa? I know Celexa can cause anxiety but depression...

I wish I could help you.

[QUOTE="_MURS_"]is this a joke???champion_tyler

Sorry, but no. I need to know which one of the many unique occurances caused my depression that night.

We don't know. How could we?

Go see a doctor.

[QUOTE="MoonSpoon"]

I've concluded you are a homosexual.

This is why the woman seeing you naked caused the depression.

-Dr. Phil.

champion_tyler

Dude, I'm homophobic. I'm saying it has never happened, so I don't know what it would cause. I was just owrried it was someone my parent's knew.

Then I'm gonna guess it is because you realized you have a small penis.

I really doubt that caffine would depress you instead of hyping you up, muscle pains don't cause depression and being naked doesn't cause depression.forgot_it

But the body wantng more caffine could casue depression....right?

Let me perform an e-exam...

Diagnosis failed. Please see a real-life doctor.

[QUOTE="champion_tyler"][QUOTE="MoonSpoon"]

I've concluded you are a homosexual.

This is why the woman seeing you naked caused the depression.

-Dr. Phil.

MoonSpoon

Dude, I'm homophobic. I'm saying it has never happened, so I don't know what it would cause. I was just owrried it was someone my parent's knew.

Then I'm gonna guess it is because you realized you have a small penis.

Again, quite the contrary. I'm very secure about my body.

[QUOTE="MoonSpoon"][QUOTE="champion_tyler"][QUOTE="MoonSpoon"]

I've concluded you are a homosexual.

This is why the woman seeing you naked caused the depression.

-Dr. Phil.

champion_tyler

Dude, I'm homophobic. I'm saying it has never happened, so I don't know what it would cause. I was just owrried it was someone my parent's knew.

Then I'm gonna guess it is because you realized you have a small penis.

Again, quite the contrary. I'm very secure about my body.

You don't sound very secure. You think being naked may have made you depressed. And you haven't been naked around anyone since you were three.

Also FYI, statistically speaking, being openly homophobic makes you MORE likely to be gay.

[QUOTE="champion_tyler"][QUOTE="MoonSpoon"][QUOTE="champion_tyler"][QUOTE="MoonSpoon"]

I've concluded you are a homosexual.

This is why the woman seeing you naked caused the depression.

-Dr. Phil.

CheddarLimbo

Dude, I'm homophobic. I'm saying it has never happened, so I don't know what it would cause. I was just owrried it was someone my parent's knew.

Then I'm gonna guess it is because you realized you have a small penis.

Again, quite the contrary. I'm very secure about my body.

You don't sound very secure. You think being naked may have made you depressed. And you haven't been naked around anyone since you were three.

Also FYI, statistically speaking, being openly homophobic makes you MORE likely to be gay.

I've changed in locker rooms and stuff, but there were no women there. And no, I'm not gay I'm just saying it could be the reason for depression because I don't know what it's supposed to feel like, just like i don't know what....other things feel like.

not sure if someone said this but,maybe depression was a side effect of the pillRecycleation

That seems to be the most common theory. Any first-hand accounts of the side effects of celexa would be great. And yes, i've already skkimmed through it's wikipedia page.

[QUOTE="Recycleation"]not sure if someone said this but,maybe depression was a side effect of the pillchampion_tyler

That seems to be the most common theory. Any first-hand accounts of the side effects of celexa would be great. And yes, i've already skkimmed through it's wikipedia page.

Don't take MEDICAL ADVICE from Wikipedia! Go see a doctor.

Hell, you're seventeen. You ought to know more about the medications you're taking. You should know the side effects before you put it in your mouth. Start being accountable for yourself, dude.

[QUOTE="champion_tyler"]

[QUOTE="Recycleation"]not sure if someone said this but,maybe depression was a side effect of the pillCheddarLimbo

That seems to be the most common theory. Any first-hand accounts of the side effects of celexa would be great. And yes, i've already skkimmed through it's wikipedia page.

Don't take MEDICAL ADVICE from Wikipedia! Go see a doctor.

Hell, you're seventeen. You ought to know more about the medications you're taking. You should know the side effects before you put it in your mouth. Start being accountable for yourself, dude.

I am, a doctor perscribed it to me, but that was because of my parents' intervention. I only mentioned wikipedia because I knew everyone would just say to look there. I've heard about it from other sources. The only reason I thinkit may be something else instead of the medication, is because I don't remember it ever really making me depressed before, but my body could just be getting used to it again. So everyone is sure that having caffine after having no caffine for a long time isn't going to do it?

God, how much more immature can Spotters be? Somebody asks for help and the first he/she knows is he/she "should have make paragraphs". Hopeless, I'm telling you!

QuebecSuperstar

God, how much more immature can Spotters be? Somebody asks for help and the first he/she knows is he/she "should have make paragraphs". Hopeless, I'm telling you!

[QUOTE="champion_tyler"][QUOTE="forgot_it"]

Here's my summary so far

-You woke up planning on watching DVD's and eating junk food all night

-You took Celexa

-Your body was sore becausse of muscle pain from the previous day

-Nobody was home so you decide to go out into your yard naked

-Somebody drives by and sees you

-You take a shower

-Depression from the Celexa kicks in

QuebecSuperstar

So, you think it is Celexa? Why do you think that?

Could it be the mix of caffeine and Celexa? I know Celexa can cause anxiety but depression...

I wish I could help you.

Yeah Im thinking its probably the Celexa mixed with the caffeine. But it sounds like you suffer from anxiety disorder, the worrying about everything, the back problems from stress. I have it too I think but I don't treat it because I'm able to handle it pretty well. But I do get back pain and neck pain from it. I worry constantly.

I wouldn't worry too much about it in the big picture man. We're all messed up as humans. Just embrace it you'll be ok.

garrrr, i wish i had the guts to walk outside naked, i WANA FEEL FREEE , must feel good, anyways i dont know how to help you though, but it must have realy sucked to have been seen by someone.

Here's my summary so far

-You woke up planning on watching DVD's and eating junk food all night

-You took Celexa

-Your body was sore becausse of muscle pain from the previous day

-Nobody was home so you decide to go out into your yard naked

-Somebody drives by and sees you

-You take a shower

-Depression from the Celexa kicks in

forgot_it

[QUOTE="QuebecSuperstar"]

God, how much more immature can Spotters be? Somebody asks for help and the first he/she knows is he/she "should have make paragraphs". Hopeless, I'm telling you!

[QUOTE="champion_tyler"][QUOTE="forgot_it"]

Here's my summary so far

-You woke up planning on watching DVD's and eating junk food all night

-You took Celexa

-Your body was sore becausse of muscle pain from the previous day

-Nobody was home so you decide to go out into your yard naked

-Somebody drives by and sees you

-You take a shower

-Depression from the Celexa kicks in

crowleyjohn

So, you think it is Celexa? Why do you think that?

Could it be the mix of caffeine and Celexa? I know Celexa can cause anxiety but depression...

I wish I could help you.

Yeah Im thinking its probably the Celexa mixed with the caffeine. But it sounds like you suffer from anxiety disorder, the worrying about everything, the back problems from stress. I have it too I think but I don't treat it because I'm able to handle it pretty well. But I do get back pain and neck pain from it. I worry constantly.

I wouldn't worry too much about it in the big picture man. We're all messed up as humans. Just embrace it you'll be ok.

Okay, yes i may have a lgiht case of OCD. I sitll don't think I need anti-anxiety medications though, because I handle most things well. I don't stress out too much about school. I do stress out when I'm trying to make everything perfect. I don't even watch things (DVD's) because I worry about people coming up and walking around ouside. not that that would be bad, it's just that I hate expecting it. I expect too much to happen. And I do worry about the big picture. I'm worried now that I won't get another opportunity and my icecream, chips, and sparkling juice will all expire and go to waste. I never eat anything fattening or expensive unless I'm watching something under ideal conditions.

Wait a second. You were home alone all day and you did not watch any p0rn and beat your meat? Fake story.cool_baller

That would be immoral. Just like Griff said, the present has no morals and no cool gadgets. Anyway, this is not a fake "story", this is real.

i intern for a Pyschological Practice, im not yet a psychologist, but if you need help you can IM me. Most people wo have depression episodes never know why they are depressed. People have a neurotransmitter in their brain called seretonin. Serotonin is released when you experince a form of happiness, pleasure, and the like. When you ran outside nude, what happened was that your brain released an excessive amount of Serotonin, which caused you that "free" feeling you are talking about and you were probably very excited, to say the least. Afterwards, your serotonin level dropped drastically (what goes up must come down, but what goes up REALLY FAST, will plunge to the floor) When your brain lacks serotonin you will feel depressed, its called a chemical imbalance, and you probably have that because you are already prescribed an axiety reducer. Overall, it's nothing to be worried about unless it persisists, whereas i would suggest you seek help from a certified PSYCHOLOGIST not PSYCHIATRIST, unless all you want is medication...

sorry for any speeling errors, i wrote this pretty quick

[QUOTE="cool_baller"]Wait a second. You were home alone all day and you did not watch any p0rn and beat your meat? Fake story.champion_tyler

That would be immoral. Just like Griff said, the present has no morals and no cool gadgets. Anyway, this is not a fake "story", this is real.

I think it was lonelyness. You said that your house is usually full of people, and that it was very rare that you were alone in it. Well, it was the same with me until this year when my parents started going on trips every weekend and i was left to myself for two days at a time. Ofcoarse i was really happy about having the whole place to myself and everything, but at times i got really depressed and just lost the will to do anything, even if i had planned it all before. And that was bacause of lonelyness, or better said just the lack of life around me.

Read the entire post before psoting please.

One morning, I woke up ready to start a wonderful day that I had palnned for a long time. I live with 5 other people, and they were all finally gone. I was planning on relaxing, and then at night I was would have all my favorite junk food that I had bought earlier, and watch some shows on DVD. To start my day, I had a nice mug of cappuccino, a drink I hadn't had in a long time. I mostly stay away from caffine. In fact, this may have been the first one in over 6 months. Another thing I was supposed to do is take my celexa, a drug that my parents insisted I starttaking again, even though I really don't need it. I had taken a very small dose the day before yesterday, and I took the same dose this day. It was supposed to help with anxiety, but it has a lot of possible side effects. I didn't think any of the side effects would come up, since i had taken it about a year ago and it never did anything drastic that I noticed. Wondering where I'm going with this? Well let me continue.

The entire day I was a bit annoyed by muscle pain and knots in my lower back and neck, which had given me a slight headache yesterday night. I kept thinking that if it continued, I wouldn't be able to do the main event at night. Well, night came and it wasn't too bad anymore, but it was still there. i decided I wouldn't let it stop me from enjoying my night. I was going to take a shower, but then i realized an opportunity to do something different and adventurous. I was all alone, it was late at night (11:30pm), and i was about to take a shower. So, I did what anyone would have done under the curcumstances: i took my clothes off and decided to go outside in my yard and have a little nature walk, just to see what it felt like to be totally free. I did actually feel pretty free, and there was a nice breeze going past me. But then....a car came by, and I think some woman may have seen me! I don't think i've been seen nekkid by a woman ever since I was around 3. i have no idea what kind of effects that might have on people.I was also afraid it may have been someone my parents knew, though that isn't very likely. I came in with my heart racing, and took my shower. My aching was less noticeable now. I got into my nice clean bed ready to enjoy my TV on DVD, when I noticed that I was depressed. I sat there for a whilenot doing anything, and the feeling got more noticeable. I was very depressed, and I don't get depressed often. Since I was depressed, I decided I would forget about my night. You only get to watch an episode of one of your favorite shows for the first time once, so for me it was a special occasion.

The big problem here is that I have no idea what made me so depressed. It could have been.....teh nekkid.I couldn't be sure that being seen nekkid by awoman didn't do anything to a person's mind.It could be that my body needed more caffine.I hadn't had it for a long time, so it could cause some strange effects. it could be the celexa, because depression is one of the side effects. Again, my body may have thought it needed more of that, since I had taken such a small dose. It could also be all the stress about the aches. I suppose it could even have been because nobody had ben there that day, and i wasn't used to it. I'm 17 though it's not like i need my family to be happy...........quite the contrary. Which one of these is it? There are so many possibilities. I'm posting it here becuase one of you may be able to tell me something I don't know. Any thoughts?

champion_tyler

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