[Poll] Living a normal, fun life VS living on the verge of madness?

I don't prefer either, I'll just take whatever handed to me and go from there, that's more than enough to keep myself content, and I think I treasure that more than any sort of entertainment or stimulation.

Also, some time ago I came to the conclusion that I was, am and always will be mad/insame at least in some way or another. Having that knowledge was enough to satisfy my urge to deviate from living beyond my routine. Now I just want to go after my goal and "up" myself everyday at least in some manner, trying to make up for the time I have wasted in the past...

I think I went way way off topic now

Who the hell would pick scenario 2? :?

A "normal, fun life" is better than living on "the verge of madness".

I wish my life was normal and fun.

Scenario 1 without a doubt

Which do you prefer and why:

Scenario one:

living a normal, fun, productive life. You have good friends, you have money, you have a partner. You enjoy normal things, like going out, drinking, eating...etc. You have a good Job, a good social life, and a good romantic life. You just couldn't be any happier.

Scenario two:

You are not crazy by any means, but you often find yourself on the verge of becoming one. You need to keep yourself in check, or else God knows what you may do. You are constantly looking for that other worldy thing, you are constantly looking for other things, things you mostly do not know.

I for one choose scenario two. Scenario one is great, but it gets boring quickly. Scenario 2 on the other hands, can be distructive if not kept in check. I'm curious to know how this poll is going to turn out. I know things are not seperabale like this, but choose the closest to you.

GazaAli

scenario two sounds good in youth then I'd probaly want the first one

Probably just scenarioone for me.

Scenario one for sure.

I'm just going to assume that number two is a unique life. I'll take it.