Roll Call: JPL vs Robbie Edition

[QUOTE="quadraleap"]

...i am assuming you are talking about physiclly hurting yourself? ...if so do you mind me asking how?

double_decker

..is it swollen or anything? keep an eye on that, doesnt sound like you broke any bones i guess. Lets get a punching bag so we dont bust ourselves up but you can release.

I miss my dad:( I shouldn't have started to deal with this before she got here:(double_decker

[QUOTE="quadraleap"]

..im not sure if ill be on tonight or not..are you talk'n am or pm?

double_decker

I'll keep that in mind. I may pop in for awhile if things are quiet around the homestead, which they should be.

..im not overly fond of whiskey, i think i drank manhattans on the rocks one year, but thats it. ;)

yes, cold ones but i dont have a quota ;)

quadraleap

..is it swollen or anything? keep an eye on that, doesnt sound like you broke any bones i guess. Lets get a punching bag so we dont bust ourselves up but you can release.

quadraleap

Oh:( *hugs* I'm sorry, I didn't mean to be nosy.
blackrytonite

I'll keep that in mind. I may pop in for awhile if things are quiet around the homestead, which they should be.

quadraleap

It's ok, I just hate to be alone at tmes like this, my mom isn't even here:(double_decker

Whiskey and me are best buddies during the holiday season..jakeboudville

So no one is with you?
blackrytonite

[QUOTE="quadraleap"]

..is it swollen or anything? keep an eye on that, doesnt sound like you broke any bones i guess. Lets get a punching bag so we dont bust ourselves up but you can release.

double_decker

...if your job has any benefits for shrinks, do it. I fear my anger and repress it (which isnt particularly healthy). You need to find the right avenue to vent your anger and get to the root of the issues without damaging yourself or others. Keep tabs on yourself and if you notice yourself going in that direction, try to do something to defuse before you go into the 'zone'.

[QUOTE="quadraleap"]

..im not overly fond of whiskey, i think i drank manhattans on the rocks one year, but thats it. ;)

yes, cold ones but i dont have a quota ;)

jakeboudville

*makes holiday plans with Jake* =)

No I am all alone:(double_decker

[QUOTE="quadraleap"]

I'll keep that in mind. I may pop in for awhile if things are quiet around the homestead, which they should be.

double_decker

pop in, like drop in, visit. ;)

...if your job has any benefits for shrinks, do it. I fear my anger and repress it (which isnt particularly healthy). You need to find the right avenue to vent your anger and get to the root of the issues without damaging yourself or others. Keep tabs on yourself and if you notice yourself going in that direction, try to do something to defuse before you go into the 'zone'.

quadraleap

*makes holiday plans with Jake* =)

quadraleap

:? That's not good, you shouldn't be alone if you feel bad. :(
blackrytonite

Heh. it's installing now so gonna find out what's so great on it after missing out on the betas:Pjakeboudville

pop in, like drop in, visit. ;)

quadraleap

I'm alone and don't know what to do:(double_decker

[QUOTE="double_decker"]I'm alone and don't know what to do:(blackrytonite

Honestly right now I don't caredouble_decker

[QUOTE="double_decker"]Honestly right now I don't careblackrytonite

[QUOTE="quadraleap"]

...if your job has any benefits for shrinks, do it. I fear my anger and repress it (which isnt particularly healthy). You need to find the right avenue to vent your anger and get to the root of the issues without damaging yourself or others. Keep tabs on yourself and if you notice yourself going in that direction, try to do something to defuse before you go into the 'zone'.

double_decker

Being self aware is half the battle....and it sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders.I will agree that trying to overcome some things and changing a lifestyle/personal worth, etc is a very hard thing to do unless you are surrounded by supportive people and have the will to change. These things take time. Tackle it in little bites instead of trying to chew the whole thing at once. Dont be too hard on yourself!

Yes, why?double_decker

[QUOTE="quadraleap"]

*makes holiday plans with Jake* =)

jakeboudville

*winks* right back at ya. ;)

Being self aware is half the battle....and it sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders.I will agree that trying to overcome some things and changing a lifestyle/personal worth, etc is a very hard thing to do unless you are surrounded by supportive people and have the will to change. These things take time. Tackle it in little bites instead of trying to chew the whole thing at once. Dont be too hard on yourself!

quadraleap

Well.....personally, if I'm lonely, I find that it helps to hold or pet one of my dogs.....maybe you could hold one? It might help.
blackrytonite

[QUOTE="quadraleap"]

Being self aware is half the battle....and it sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders.I will agree that trying to overcome some things and changing a lifestyle/personal worth, etc is a very hard thing to do unless you are surrounded by supportive people and have the will to change. These things take time. Tackle it in little bites instead of trying to chew the whole thing at once. Dont be too hard on yourself!

double_decker

Destroyed? How so. Does talking about it now make you feel mad again? We can stop at any time.

I only used some general advice above because I do not know your exact situation, keep that in mind.

I tried, they ran away to play and are now downstairsdouble_decker

Destroyed? How so. Does talking about it now make you feel mad again? We can stop at any time.

I only used some general advice above because I do not know your exact situation, keep that in mind.

quadraleap

[QUOTE="double_decker"]I tried, they ran away to play and are now downstairsblackrytonite

[QUOTE="quadraleap"]

Destroyed? How so. Does talking about it now make you feel mad again? We can stop at any time.

I only used some general advice above because I do not know your exact situation, keep that in mind.

double_decker

No worries about the downer, you have helped me many of times and its no bother to me. I feel many of the same feelings even though they may be from different reasons. Write me anytime, ill send you my email. Ill always be here for ya.

It doesn't matter I a used to being alone by now, I shouldn't have said anythingdouble_decker

Write me anytime, ill send you my email. Ill always be here for ya.

quadraleap

[QUOTE="double_decker"]It doesn't matter I a used to being alone by now, I shouldn't have said anythingblackrytonite

It's just a part of life, i will have to find a way to deal with it on my owndouble_decker

[QUOTE="double_decker"]It's just a part of life, i will have to find a way to deal with it on my ownblackrytonite

[QUOTE="quadraleap"]

Write me anytime, ill send you my email. Ill always be here for ya.

double_decker

I'll drop it in the rusty place.

I am beyond that, sorry but thank youdouble_decker

I'll drop it in the rusty place.

quadraleap

[QUOTE="double_decker"]I am beyond that, sorry but thank youblackrytonite

[QUOTE="quadraleap"]

I'll drop it in the rusty place.

double_decker

(look in RC)

(look in RC)

quadraleap

You don't know and I hope you never do know how I feel little onedouble_decker

[QUOTE="double_decker"]You don't know and I hope you never do know how I feel little oneblackrytonite