[QUOTE="a55assin"][QUOTE="ayanami_rei"][QUOTE="a55assin"][QUOTE="ayanami_rei"][QUOTE="a55assin"]
Exactly! They look at you "funny"..lol. And oh how I envy you...I wish I could go back living the way you are now. Hell...maybe I will just forget college and go back instead...who knows. I also like the "space"...nothinh but nature....god how I sound gay
ayanami_rei
:lol: I love nature and love how things grow and then wither and die, such as plants. I also like how the rain falls in the countryside, being nothing but open space and rain. I love the rain so very much. Anyway, yeah, people do look at you funny when you try to explain, and there's only a few who actually understand.
Yeah...I'm one of few that actually like rain...I just think it's one of the most exquisite things that nature could stir up. Snow on the other hand I hate...I never was a sucker for snowball fights. "Those who understand" ...I keep them close, very close...I mean I can't be alone all the time...Gotta do something sometime...rarely, but it happens. Open space...I love it.
I like snow, especially when it covers the trees. I keep the people who do understand very close as well and I'm lucky to have a boyfriend who understands everything -- maybe the reason why he can get me to open so well and get me out of my shell without a problem. My exes, well, I don't think they understood me at all. I've been cheated on five times by the five out of six exes. The sixth, well, he basically tried manipulate me and kept talking bad about me behind my back. I've lost trust in my many people, not really being able to trust people much.
Ugh, bad experiences...not too good. Must have hurt. MY relationships always end quickly or before they even begin. But I've never had something like happen to me...or I don't know about people talking behind my back -- which is probably it. Even Though I'm shy..i'm pretty strong of character...won't let people mess with me...
They were bad experiences. It did hurt and after the fifth time of being cheated on, the pain felt so numb, I couldn't feel anything. It hurt a lot when the guy who cheated on me for the fifth time told his friend, who told me, that he said he was happy he cheated on me and is now dating a Russian girl who is much better than me. =/
Which probably isn't true...you basically ended the relationship, thus his fear of looking like he was beat. Makes sense to me...do whatever you can to stay on top...typical.
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