What is your "thinking voice"?

For some strange reason, my consciousness has this voice much different than my speaking voice. Right now, whenever I think, I think as though I'm Christian Bale using a British accent. Additionally, whenever I gave any visual images of this "thought", I generally think of a somewhat short man with black hair (which doesn't closely resemble me, but I do think that it may be who I wish I was, but I'm not sure). My speech on the other hand is rather limited. I'm low and I cannot say certain words and have difficulty speaking sometimes, especially saying long phrases. Lately though, my thoughts have been filled with different counter-points, each being represented by a clone of the same black haired man and some of the times during the arguments, one person gets frustrated and literally runs after the other black haired man in an attempt to kill him, but the other black haired man says, "No, it is not nice to kill" and the other black haired man comes to his senses. I don't even try to think this, but somehow these images prop up in my mind that use my own thoughts and perverts them into their own sayings.

Over a year ago, I was very troubled because I thought I didn't have a soul. So I created a person in my mind, and she was a sort of teacher. I gave her a name and I called her name in my mind whenever I wanted a second opinion, and as a different individual, she was very modest, but very influental. I really liked her, but eventually... she became me... Some of the mannerisms that she portrayed eventually started showing up in my speech as I perceived it. Granted, I still had a low voice as I always do, but in my mind, as I spoke the words, I heard her voice coming out my mouth instead. She sounded sort of British, but not the posh type. She was relatively tall for a female, short brown hair, and a pale complexion. She was pretty cool... but I killed her. When she began to possess me, I had reacquired my own sanity of realizing that I may not have a soul, so I did parted ways with her... I think I killed her... I didn't need her anymore. I tried bringing her back lately because I really wanted her presence, but it's so hard. I think she's gone for good. I miss her so much.

When I read the text I post on GameSpot, I read my voice as though I was Sarah Palin talking, only slightly more masculine. In fact, as I'm reviewing my post right now, I can hear her voice. Additionally, I have the habit of mimicking people's voices in my own thought process if I've hung out with them a lot.

So Off-Topic, what does the voice in your head sound like?

Peace,
Gene

P.S. Writing these words out sounded very haunting when I read them over again, so I decided to do some research and it appears I may have autism, and I'm thinking it may be Asperger's, which is why I made a thread about it.

Oh well, it may be a false alarm. Carry on you feisty chaps.

Man, every time I learn something new about myself, I find out that it's a symptom of Autism.:(Theokhoth

Like what? And on that subject, when I found out that I had Asperger's Syndrome, everything seemed to fall in place. Seemed really....weird.

[QUOTE="Theokhoth"]Man, every time I learn something new about myself, I find out that it's a symptom of Autism.:(Video_Game_King

Like what? And on that subject, when I found out that I had Asperger's Syndrome, everything seemed to fall in place. Seemed really....weird.

[QUOTE="Theokhoth"]Man, every time I learn something new about myself, I find out that it's a symptom of Autism.:(Video_Game_King

Like what?

• Significant problems developing nonverbal communication skills, such as eye-to-eye gazing, facial expressions, and body posture.
• Failure to establish friendships with children the same age.
• Lack of interest in sharing enjoyment, interests, or achievements with other people.
• Problems taking steps to start a conversation. Also, people with autism have difficulties continuing a conversation after it has begun.
• A need for sameness and routines. For example, a child with autism may always need to eat bread before salad and insist on driving the same route every day to school.
• Stereotyped behaviors. These may include body rocking and hand flapping (my idiosyncrasy is messing with my hair).

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[QUOTE="Theokhoth"]Man, every time I learn something new about myself, I find out that it's a symptom of Autism.:(Genetic_Code

Like what? And on that subject, when I found out that I had Asperger's Syndrome, everything seemed to fall in place. Seemed really....weird.

When I first heard about it, I thought, "This sounds waaayyy too specific to be real." Then I heard about it again, did the research, and found out, "Holy crap, this thing's real. I have it."

for some reason my thinking voice sounds like the english dub version of Alucard from Hellsing

NEVER diagnoise a mental condition like Aspergers over the internet. My mom thought I had it and pursued it with religious fevor and caused me an undue ammount of pain. I don't have it by the way and it took a trip to the therapist to shut my mom up once and for all.

Just because you can identify with a disorder DOES NOT mean you have it. Only a real therapist can tell that not some stupid internet diagnoses. For example I have many signs of bi polar disorder. That doesn't mean I have by polar disorder.

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[QUOTE="Theokhoth"]Man, every time I learn something new about myself, I find out that it's a symptom of Autism.:(Theokhoth

Like what?

• Significant problems developing nonverbal communication skills, such as eye-to-eye gazing, facial expressions, and body posture.
• Failure to establish friendships with children the same age.
• Lack of interest in sharing enjoyment, interests, or achievements with other people.
• Problems taking steps to start a conversation. Also, people with autism have difficulties continuing a conversation after it has begun.
• A need for sameness and routines. For example, a child with autism may always need to eat bread before salad and insist on driving the same route every day to school.
• Stereotyped behaviors. These may include body rocking and hand flapping (my idiosyncrasy is messing with my hair).

Wow, sounds a bit like...me. And that bold one is nothing special, a lot of people are misanthropes :P.

(Had to make this a separate post. Damn glitches, only allowing one quote per post.)

I don't really have a thinking voice... I think... dunno... I definitely don't have images of characters in my mind though.Krigen89

I do. And it's the dead guy in my sig, only he has a crown on.

My thinking voice is the same voice as my speaking voice. FPS_Gamer123

Which reminds me: Have you ever recorded your voice, and it turn out completely different from what you hear when you speak?:lol:

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[QUOTE="Theokhoth"]Man, every time I learn something new about myself, I find out that it's a symptom of Autism.:(Theokhoth

Like what?

• Significant problems developing nonverbal communication skills, such as eye-to-eye gazing, facial expressions, and body posture.

youre shy

• Failure to establish friendships with children the same age.

youre quiet

• Lack of interest in sharing enjoyment, interests, or achievements with other people.

you enjoy your "me time"

• Problems taking steps to start a conversation. Also, people with autism have difficulties continuing a conversation after it has begun.

youre not good at socializing and/or lack skill at it

• A need for sameness and routines. For example, a child with autism may always need to eat bread before salad and insist on driving the same route every day to school.

mild OCD ticks...more people have these than are willing to admit. Hell, I cant have the volume control on an odd number. Drives me CRAZY! If someone puts it on 17, I have to steal the remote and put it on 16 or 18, even if it is too loud or soft.

• Stereotyped behaviors. These may include body rocking and hand flapping (my idiosyncrasy is messing with my hair).

its called a tick, or a twitch, or something. Everyone has these too

If you had autism, you would know by now. The simple fact is that if a normal person did none of the things you (or everyone for that matter) does, people would be talking nonstop while sitting perfectly still, all the while staring into eachother's eyes.

So maybe youre a bit shy and your social skills are bad; so was I for a long time ,and I still am. When i work the bar at my job, it takes me three or four customers to "warm up" my social skills...ya, I am that bad when talking to people initially.

Dont worry, I was a weird little kid too (like you sort of sound) and it was not until I was like 22 or so I really blossomed. Like a dirty caterpillar into a gorgeous butterfly.

And no ever suspects the butterfly!

[QUOTE="FPS_Gamer123"]My thinking voice is the same voice as my speaking voice. Theokhoth

Which reminds me: Have you ever recorded your voice, and it turn out completely different from what you hear when you speak?:lol:

I wish I could do that. And I'm fairly sure mine is :(.

Mine is the same as my speaking voice. Although I wish it were like Sean Connery's. That would be awesome.Yagr_Zero

Mine is the same as my speaking voice. Although I wish it were like Sean Connery's. That would be awesome.Yagr_Zero

Make it Sean Connery, then. It's your mind, man. You can do anything you want with it. Unless you're me, in which case you think the samecrap over and over again.

[QUOTE="Theokhoth"]Man, every time I learn something new about myself, I find out that it's a symptom of Autism.:(Video_Game_King

Like what? And on that subject, when I found out that I had Asperger's Syndrome, everything seemed to fall in place. Seemed really....weird.

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[QUOTE="Theokhoth"]Man, every time I learn something new about myself, I find out that it's a symptom of Autism.:(-KinGz-

Like what? And on that subject, when I found out that I had Asperger's Syndrome, everything seemed to fall in place. Seemed really....weird.

I guess....Mine isn't as noticeable as it was a few years ago.

When I actually do think through a voice, I usually find myself speaking outloud. It's embarrassing sometimes, but I'm a pretty smart guy so I get away with it.guynamedbilly

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Like what?

mrbojangles25

• Significant problems developing nonverbal communication skills, such as eye-to-eye gazing, facial expressions, and body posture.

youre shy

• Failure to establish friendships with children the same age.

youre quiet

• Lack of interest in sharing enjoyment, interests, or achievements with other people.

you enjoy your "me time"

• Problems taking steps to start a conversation. Also, people with autism have difficulties continuing a conversation after it has begun.

youre not good at socializing and/or lack skill at it

• A need for sameness and routines. For example, a child with autism may always need to eat bread before salad and insist on driving the same route every day to school.

mild OCD ticks...more people have these than are willing to admit. Hell, I cant have the volume control on an odd number. Drives me CRAZY! If someone puts it on 17, I have to steal the remote and put it on 16 or 18, even if it is too loud or soft.

• Stereotyped behaviors. These may include body rocking and hand flapping (my idiosyncrasy is messing with my hair).

its called a tick, or a twitch, or something. Everyone has these too

If you had autism, you would know by now. The simple fact is that if a normal person did none of the things you (or everyone for that matter) does, people would be talking nonstop while sitting perfectly still, all the while staring into eachother's eyes.

So maybe youre a bit shy and your social skills are bad; so was I for a long time ,and I still am. When i work the bar at my job, it takes me three or four customers to "warm up" my social skills...ya, I am that bad when talking to people initially.

Dont worry, I was a weird little kid too (like you sort of sound) and it was not until I was like 22 or so I really blossomed. Like a dirty caterpillar into a gorgeous butterfly.

And no ever suspects the butterfly!

It's just like dating women; the first couple of times, you're shy, don't know what to say or do and might look stupid a bunch of times. Eventually, you come to realize that the other person is probably as intimidated as you, and won't care about the small "mistakes" you might do because you make the effort to try and form something with them.

When I actually do think through a voice, I usually find myself speaking outloud. It's embarrassing sometimes, but I'm a pretty smart guy so I get away with it.guynamedbilly

I do that aswell. I'll have entire conversations with myself if no one is around. :?

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[QUOTE="Theokhoth"]Man, every time I learn something new about myself, I find out that it's a symptom of Autism.:(Theokhoth

Like what?

• Significant problems developing nonverbal communication skills, such as eye-to-eye gazing, facial expressions, and body posture.
• Failure to establish friendships with children the same age.
• Lack of interest in sharing enjoyment, interests, or achievements with other people.
• Problems taking steps to start a conversation. Also, people with autism have difficulties continuing a conversation after it has begun.
• A need for sameness and routines. For example, a child with autism may always need to eat bread before salad and insist on driving the same route every day to school.
• Stereotyped behaviors. These may include body rocking and hand flapping (my idiosyncrasy is messing with my hair).

Mr. T, it's actually quite terrifying to be honest.achilles614

Yea, that's gotta suck. "Shut yo mouth, foo. Ain't nobody wanna hear yo thoughts."

Go seek a doctor,

anyways mines is usually my voice, especially when I am thinking of something thats caught my attention or something.

My thinking voice sounds exactly like I do. I don't think I've got anything particularly strange going on inside my head, but I have a habit of repeating words in my head until they start to sound weird. Also, I have entire conversations with myself pretty frequently.

My thinking voice sounds exactly like I do. I don't think I've got anything particularly strange going on inside my head, but I have a habit of repeating words in my head until they start to sound weird. Also, I have entire conversations with myself pretty frequently.

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