What the hell is wrong with me??.........

So Im a senior in highschool.

Just like saturday, I started talking to this other senior girl who isnt in a single class that I have. She just came up and started talking. We talked on average for like 4 hours a day, she hugged me everyday, told me she loves me....we had very similar interests, we loved each other, I stopped being depressed, I started working out a lot more, and I was just a much happier person after I fell in love with her.

That was last saturday.

This morning, I wait for her to walk in, greet her, being nice and friendly and stuff, then I try to hug her. She does a quick hug, then says hang on and diappears. Our school is crowded, I didnt see where she went. Then my friend told me that some kid was hugging my girlfriend. I dismiss it as a friendship that I didnt know about. Or something like that.

Today at dismissal, I am waiting at the front in our normal spot for her to come. I waited five minutes, then I peek inside, and see a junior hugging her. Picking her up. Kissing her. I noticed the dude.

I pulled out my pocketknife slowly. This was the same kid that destroyed my previous relationship. By doing the same thing that he was doing now. My friend punched my hand and thankfully knocked the knife out of my hand. I explained everything to him, how this guy had made my life ****, and how much anger I held back. I was gonna kill him, Im not even kidding. Instead, my great friend helped me out the door. Im so stupid, I know.

But why does this happen to me so much?

Thats the third time in a row, my friends. The first time, I was 15, my best friend stole my girlfriend. We had our confrontations and I ditched him and her.

I just dont understand girls. Love you to death one second, making out with another dude the next. And this girl was actually DECENT. she was smart, straight a's, and I loved her for that.

I cant be more.....frustrated right now. I wanna do bad things now.....

What should I do?

Im not gonna kill the guy. But Im gonna talk to him.

Should I ask my girlfriend? Shes texting me normally right now, but I just dont know.....

What should I do?

I really really badly want the Cheaters camera crew. Just so I could beat his butt on national television.

Thanks for your help :(

That's tough... :(

You just met her last saturday? And all you do is talk and hug? I'd hardly qualify that as a relationship.

Well, you might not want to carry around pocket knives, just incase you do get extremely frusterated again, and you don't have any friends to stop you...

Maybe it's because she saw you were crazy and willing to kill people over a high school relationship. JML897

Well, you might not want to carry around pocket knives, just incase you do get extremely frusterated again, and you don't have any friends to stop you...

DJ-Lafleur

Maybe it's because she saw you were crazy and willing to kill people over a high school relationship. JML897

You just met her last saturday? And all you do is talk and hug? I'd hardly qualify that as a relationship.

metroidfood

You just met her last saturday? And all you do is talk and hug? I'd hardly qualify that as a relationship.

metroidfood

Well, you might not want to carry around pocket knives, just incase you do get extremely frusterated again, and you don't have any friends to stop you...

DJ-Lafleur

[QUOTE="JML897"]Maybe it's because she saw you were crazy and willing to kill people over a high school relationship. Wilfred_Owen

Wow, you were going to kill someone over a relationship? No offense but you need to get help if not be locked up. :|

You just started talking to her on saturday, so I doubt she was/is your girlfriend. Sounds to me like you are a little obsessed with her.

Don't take high school relationships so seriously... hell, don't take adult relationships so seriously. There is nothing worth killing someone over, especially a nearly meaningless relationship that hasn't lasted long enough to even make it past the "honeymoon" period. You claim that you "love" her and she "loves" you but I highly doubt its love, and not just obsessive infatuation.

If your "girlfriend" loved you as much as she says she does, she wouldn't be kissing other guys... at least if she was a respectable person worth dating.

You just started talking to her on saturday, so I doubt she was/is your girlfriend. Sounds to me like you are a little obsessed with her.

I'm beiing extremely serious here: You should see a therapist about your anger. You're overreacting and it's going to have unwanted consequences for you and the people around you.

I'd start leaving that knife at home.

I gotta say, I've had a close situation.

I had a girlfriend (I broke up with her Monday), whom I've been dating for 9 months, then all of a sudden she decides to date a Junior. I was soooo pissed. I knew they guy, (through facebook) and I knew he wasn't someone who wanted trouble (a fight). Violence isn't necessarily the way to settle things, sometimes you just have to move on. (I admit, it took me a LONG time to move on.)

Are you willing for me to cure you?

"So Im a senior in highschool.

Just like saturday, I started talking to this other senior girl who isnt in a single class that I have. She just came up and started talking. We talked on average for like 4 hours a day, she hugged me everyday, told me she loves me....we had very similar interests, we loved each other, I stopped being depressed, I started working out a lot more, and I was just a much happier person after I fell in love with her.

That was last saturday."

From that right there, it sounds like she is only your friend. Girls tell people they love them all the time. Have you guys kissed lips to lips? Are you sure you guys are actually dating or are you just delusional to the point where you think she is your girlfriend? If that is the case, then she does not see you as her boyfriend and may date whoever she wishes. Are you absolutely sure she is aware that you guys are dating each other?

I don't think that qualifies as a relationship so she's free to date. If you want to date here exclusively then do something about it...and not by fighting the dude.LJS9502_basic

[QUOTE="DJ-Lafleur"]

Well, you might not want to carry around pocket knives, just incase you do get extremely frusterated again, and you don't have any friends to stop you...

123625

[QUOTE="LJS9502_basic"]I don't think that qualifies as a relationship so she's free to date. If you want to date here exclusively then do something about it...and not by fighting the dude.THE_BRUTALIZER

[QUOTE="LJS9502_basic"]I don't think that qualifies as a relationship so she's free to date. If you want to date here exclusively then do something about it...and not by fighting the dude.THE_BRUTALIZER

I seriously doubt that he has anything against you. He simply fancies the same girl as you.

[QUOTE="LJS9502_basic"]I don't think that qualifies as a relationship so she's free to date. If you want to date here exclusively then do something about it...and not by fighting the dude.THE_BRUTALIZER

I'm beiing extremely serious here: You should see a therapist about your anger. You're overreacting and it's going to have unwanted consequences for you and the people around you.

I'd start leaving that knife at home.

bangell99

[QUOTE="curono"]Do things separately. Talk to your girlfriend tell her you know and tell her she hurted you. Tell her she now can be with the guy she wants to be and dump her. About your "friend" do exactly as I tell you. Step in front of him. look him dead in the eye, say "I know what you do with my girlfriend" and before he can answer anything, punch him in the face. Only once. No fighting. Just a punch. Leave him and start a new day, People might hurt you, but this is not the end of your life.LJS9502_basic

I gotta say, I've had a close situation.

I had a girlfriend (I broke up with her Monday), whom I've been dating for 9 months, then all of a sudden she decides to date a Junior. I was soooo pissed. I knew they guy, (through facebook) and I knew he wasn't someone who wanted trouble (a fight). Violence isn't necessarily the way to settle things, sometimes you just have to move on. (I admit, it took me a LONG time to move on.)

MasterBolt360

[QUOTE="bangell99"]

I'm beiing extremely serious here: You should see a therapist about your anger. You're overreacting and it's going to have unwanted consequences for you and the people around you.

I'd start leaving that knife at home.

THE_BRUTALIZER

[QUOTE="THE_BRUTALIZER"][QUOTE="bangell99"]

I'm beiing extremely serious here: You should see a therapist about your anger. You're overreacting and it's going to have unwanted consequences for you and the people around you.

I'd start leaving that knife at home.

LJS9502_basic

or seek professional help.

[QUOTE="LJS9502_basic"][QUOTE="THE_BRUTALIZER"] Im done with the knife. And my only problem is serious depression. I lost all my friends when we moved to a different city. Everyone here is annoying, I miss everyone, I constantly lose girlfriends for stupid crap like this....even my parents said Im never the same. Do you think something is seriously wrong?ufcfan17

or seek professional help.

[QUOTE="bangell99"]

I'm beiing extremely serious here: You should see a therapist about your anger. You're overreacting and it's going to have unwanted consequences for you and the people around you.

I'd start leaving that knife at home.

THE_BRUTALIZER

[QUOTE="ufcfan17"]

[QUOTE="LJS9502_basic"] Asking on a forum is not the way to go. If you are depressed and your parents are concerned....then talk to them about help.LJS9502_basic

or seek professional help.

[QUOTE="curono"]Do things separately. Talk to your girlfriend tell her you know and tell her she hurted you. Tell her she now can be with the guy she wants to be and dump her. About your "friend" do exactly as I tell you. Step in front of him. look him dead in the eye, say "I know what you do with my girlfriend" and before he can answer anything, punch him in the face. Only once. No fighting. Just a punch. Leave him and start a new day, People might hurt you, but this is not the end of your life.THE_BRUTALIZER

[QUOTE="THE_BRUTALIZER"][QUOTE="bangell99"]

I'm beiing extremely serious here: You should see a therapist about your anger. You're overreacting and it's going to have unwanted consequences for you and the people around you.

I'd start leaving that knife at home.

bunchofpixels

So Im a senior in highschool.

Just like saturday, I started talking to this other senior girl who isnt in a single class that I have. She just came up and started talking. We talked on average for like 4 hours a day, she hugged me everyday, told me she loves me....we had very similar interests, we loved each other, I stopped being depressed, I started working out a lot more, and I was just a much happier person after I fell in love with her.

That was last saturday.

This morning, I wait for her to walk in, greet her, being nice and friendly and stuff, then I try to hug her. She does a quick hug, then says hang on and diappears. Our school is crowded, I didnt see where she went. Then my friend told me that some kid was hugging my girlfriend. I dismiss it as a friendship that I didnt know about. Or something like that.

Today at dismissal, I am waiting at the front in our normal spot for her to come. I waited five minutes, then I peek inside, and see a junior hugging her. Picking her up. Kissing her. I noticed the dude.

I pulled out my pocketknife slowly. This was the same kid that destroyed my previous relationship. By doing the same thing that he was doing now. My friend punched my hand and thankfully knocked the knife out of my hand. I explained everything to him, how this guy had made my life ****, and how much anger I held back. I was gonna kill him, Im not even kidding. Instead, my great friend helped me out the door. Im so stupid, I know.

But why does this happen to me so much?

Thats the third time in a row, my friends. The first time, I was 15, my best friend stole my girlfriend. We had our confrontations and I ditched him and her.

I just dont understand girls. Love you to death one second, making out with another dude the next. And this girl was actually DECENT. she was smart, straight a's, and I loved her for that.

I cant be more.....frustrated right now. I wanna do bad things now.....

What should I do?

Im not gonna kill the guy. But Im gonna talk to him.

Should I ask my girlfriend? Shes texting me normally right now, but I just dont know.....

What should I do?

I really really badly want the Cheaters camera crew. Just so I could beat his butt on national television.

Thanks for your help :(

THE_BRUTALIZER

[QUOTE="LJS9502_basic"][QUOTE="ufcfan17"]

or seek professional help.

THE_BRUTALIZER

No problem.Sometimes life is too harsh when it shouldn't be

[QUOTE="THE_BRUTALIZER"][QUOTE="curono"]Do things separately. Talk to your girlfriend tell her you know and tell her she hurted you. Tell her she now can be with the guy she wants to be and dump her. About your "friend" do exactly as I tell you. Step in front of him. look him dead in the eye, say "I know what you do with my girlfriend" and before he can answer anything, punch him in the face. Only once. No fighting. Just a punch. Leave him and start a new day, People might hurt you, but this is not the end of your life.curono

So Im a senior in highschool.

Just like saturday, I started talking to this other senior girl who isnt in a single class that I have. She just came up and started talking. We talked on average for like 4 hours a day, she hugged me everyday, told me she loves me....we had very similar interests, we loved each other, I stopped being depressed, I started working out a lot more, and I was just a much happier person after I fell in love with her.

That was last saturday.

This morning, I wait for her to walk in, greet her, being nice and friendly and stuff, then I try to hug her. She does a quick hug, then says hang on and diappears. Our school is crowded, I didnt see where she went. Then my friend told me that some kid was hugging my girlfriend. I dismiss it as a friendship that I didnt know about. Or something like that.

Today at dismissal, I am waiting at the front in our normal spot for her to come. I waited five minutes, then I peek inside, and see a junior hugging her. Picking her up. Kissing her. I noticed the dude.

I pulled out my pocketknife slowly. This was the same kid that destroyed my previous relationship. By doing the same thing that he was doing now. My friend punched my hand and thankfully knocked the knife out of my hand. I explained everything to him, how this guy had made my life ****, and how much anger I held back. I was gonna kill him, Im not even kidding. Instead, my great friend helped me out the door. Im so stupid, I know.

But why does this happen to me so much?

Thats the third time in a row, my friends. The first time, I was 15, my best friend stole my girlfriend. We had our confrontations and I ditched him and her.

I just dont understand girls. Love you to death one second, making out with another dude the next. And this girl was actually DECENT. she was smart, straight a's, and I loved her for that.

I cant be more.....frustrated right now. I wanna do bad things now.....

What should I do?

Im not gonna kill the guy. But Im gonna talk to him.

Should I ask my girlfriend? Shes texting me normally right now, but I just dont know.....

What should I do?

I really really badly want the Cheaters camera crew. Just so I could beat his butt on national television.

Thanks for your help :(

THE_BRUTALIZER

I don't see why you want to beat up the guy. What did he do wrong?

[QUOTE="THE_BRUTALIZER"]

So Im a senior in highschool.

Just like saturday, I started talking to this other senior girl who isnt in a single class that I have. She just came up and started talking. We talked on average for like 4 hours a day, she hugged me everyday, told me she loves me....we had very similar interests, we loved each other, I stopped being depressed, I started working out a lot more, and I was just a much happier person after I fell in love with her.

That was last saturday.

This morning, I wait for her to walk in, greet her, being nice and friendly and stuff, then I try to hug her. She does a quick hug, then says hang on and diappears. Our school is crowded, I didnt see where she went. Then my friend told me that some kid was hugging my girlfriend. I dismiss it as a friendship that I didnt know about. Or something like that.

Today at dismissal, I am waiting at the front in our normal spot for her to come. I waited five minutes, then I peek inside, and see a junior hugging her. Picking her up. Kissing her. I noticed the dude.

I pulled out my pocketknife slowly. This was the same kid that destroyed my previous relationship. By doing the same thing that he was doing now. My friend punched my hand and thankfully knocked the knife out of my hand. I explained everything to him, how this guy had made my life ****, and how much anger I held back. I was gonna kill him, Im not even kidding. Instead, my great friend helped me out the door. Im so stupid, I know.

But why does this happen to me so much?

Thats the third time in a row, my friends. The first time, I was 15, my best friend stole my girlfriend. We had our confrontations and I ditched him and her.

I just dont understand girls. Love you to death one second, making out with another dude the next. And this girl was actually DECENT. she was smart, straight a's, and I loved her for that.

I cant be more.....frustrated right now. I wanna do bad things now.....

What should I do?

Im not gonna kill the guy. But Im gonna talk to him.

Should I ask my girlfriend? Shes texting me normally right now, but I just dont know.....

What should I do?

I really really badly want the Cheaters camera crew. Just so I could beat his butt on national television.

Thanks for your help :(

krazy-blazer

[QUOTE="THE_BRUTALIZER"]

So Im a senior in highschool.

Just like saturday, I started talking to this other senior girl who isnt in a single class that I have. She just came up and started talking. We talked on average for like 4 hours a day, she hugged me everyday, told me she loves me....we had very similar interests, we loved each other, I stopped being depressed, I started working out a lot more, and I was just a much happier person after I fell in love with her.

That was last saturday.

This morning, I wait for her to walk in, greet her, being nice and friendly and stuff, then I try to hug her. She does a quick hug, then says hang on and diappears. Our school is crowded, I didnt see where she went. Then my friend told me that some kid was hugging my girlfriend. I dismiss it as a friendship that I didnt know about. Or something like that.

Today at dismissal, I am waiting at the front in our normal spot for her to come. I waited five minutes, then I peek inside, and see a junior hugging her. Picking her up. Kissing her. I noticed the dude.

I pulled out my pocketknife slowly. This was the same kid that destroyed my previous relationship. By doing the same thing that he was doing now. My friend punched my hand and thankfully knocked the knife out of my hand. I explained everything to him, how this guy had made my life ****, and how much anger I held back. I was gonna kill him, Im not even kidding. Instead, my great friend helped me out the door. Im so stupid, I know.

But why does this happen to me so much?

Thats the third time in a row, my friends. The first time, I was 15, my best friend stole my girlfriend. We had our confrontations and I ditched him and her.

I just dont understand girls. Love you to death one second, making out with another dude the next. And this girl was actually DECENT. she was smart, straight a's, and I loved her for that.

I cant be more.....frustrated right now. I wanna do bad things now.....

What should I do?

Im not gonna kill the guy. But Im gonna talk to him.

Should I ask my girlfriend? Shes texting me normally right now, but I just dont know.....

What should I do?

I really really badly want the Cheaters camera crew. Just so I could beat his butt on national television.

Thanks for your help :(

MrGeezer

I don't see why you want to beat up the guy. What did he do wrong?