why do i do this

ok right so hmm ...

starting two day ago ive start crying silently i havent cry in about 7 years ive always thought theres no point to it.

people say i bottle stuff up but i dnt think i do.

i doesnt happen in the day always at the same time at night.

why is this happening....

I don't know. I really don't.

lol haha i had few idea why but it weird isnt it i just want it to stop haha

but there no face expression on my face the tear just come out

if this was OT in sherdog, oh man would you get flamed. anyway, crying is healthy for you BTW.

lol haha i had few idea why but it weird isnt it i just want it to stop haha

but there no face expression on my face the tear just come out

dawson7

i know i kinda didnt want to put it up because it kinda gay but i just thought who cares an put it up to see in anyone had anyh idea's

lol haha i had few idea why but it weird isnt it i just want it to stop haha

but there no face expression on my face the tear just come out

dawson7

If so hold it in till someone walks up behind you and tries to get your attention.. Then start crying without changing your facial expression at all and slowly turn around, you'd be epic.

About the topic, I have no clue.. It might be a medical thing, look it up.

just stop crying you baby!

ok right so hmm ...

starting two day ago ive start crying silently i havent cry in about 7 years ive always thought theres no point to it.

people say i bottle stuff up but i dnt think i do.

i doesnt happen in the day always at the same time at night.

why is this happening....

well what happen in the past few months my parent split up an about a month ago i split up with my girlfriend but i was fine when all this happen i wasnt sad an i wasnt angry i didnt feel anythink. who knows i might just be heartless.dawson7

people mature emotionally at different speeds, and there are emotionl stages of life, you might have just hit one and are now moarning of the things you never had before.

but i havent cry in 7 year why now

Why? Because you touch yourself at night. But more to the point, you've just bottled up emotional stress. Let it out.

well what happen in the past few months my parent split up an about a month ago i split up with my girlfriend but i was fine when all this happen i wasnt sad an i wasnt angry i didnt feel anythink. who knows i might just be heartless.dawson7

There, apparently you are not as heartless as you thought you are.

It's ok to cry, it would make you feel better. Parents splitting up and losing a girlfriend are very big deal... if it happens to me I probably would need to take a few days off just to get my mind back on track. When the tears come, don't fight it. Just let it out man, just let it out

well what happen in the past few months my parent split up an about a month ago i split up with my girlfriend but i was fine when all this happen i wasnt sad an i wasnt angry i didnt feel anythink. who knows i might just be heartless.dawson7

If you find that 'heartless' you haven't been on the internet a very long time dood.

You have supressed your memories of when you used to molest your favourite teddy bear. You don't know why you're crying but subconsciously you're thinking "how could I do that to you, teddy, how?"

ok right so hmm ...

starting two day ago ive start crying silently i havent cry in about 7 years ive always thought theres no point to it.

people say i bottle stuff up but i dnt think i do.

i doesnt happen in the day always at the same time at night.

why is this happening....

Because you bottled it up, like you said. Pushing everything aside is bad joojoo. -katamarina-

if your not feeling sad and upset when your crying its probably just bad hayfever. whenever i yawn i get really reary and have to wipe my eyes. its really annoying because it always happens at school assemblies when theyre all praying for us (i go to a christian school)

Well...i don't cry much either...but i think it's just because i remove myself from the situation...My pets have died, grandparents...i don't cry..i have no idea why...doesn't really matter..

You have supressed your memories of when you used to molest your favourite teddy bear. You don't know why you're crying but subconsciously you're thinking "how could I do that to you, teddy, how?"

vitriolboy

If you are crying with no feelings or emotion the same time every night sounds more like allergies than an emotional break through

*brohug*