OMG comeon sony I am so mad

i have been a sony fan all my life,that was tell ps3 came out i was very dissapointed i went and bought xbox360 and loved it even though it broke on my 3 times, i got ps3 last week and am very dissapointed,finished mgs4 to be honest when the game starts its really boring and has ps2 type graphics, today i became more dissapointed that ffx13 is going to the 360 wtf is this sony should kill themselfs and wtf is the hype about killzone 2 it looks like call of duty 3 graphic wise only reason i am still not giving up on ps3 is God of war 3 but other than that sony loses once again.