@valgaav_219: Yeah, I never had vices like drugs, alcohol, gambling, etc. But gaming, well, I've poured thousands of dollars into this silly hobby for over a decade. So this is my vice. Thing is, I'm really lacking interest in playing games now. I don't really have a good-paying job and I have a degree that I'm pumping lots of money into the student loans for to shrink the debt. So there's the anger at myself for putting playing these amazing games as first priority over actually trying to move forward with my life and then there's all the shit that's been going on in gaming since, I don't know, late 2000s with the DLC, season passes, political correctness, microtransactions, and for the most part, overblown games that have you just complete a laundry list of stuff and throw in a run-of-the-mill story to boot.
I'm trying to make Red Dead Redemption 2 be the last game I get for a long time. I know I'll never be able to break from this hobby because for as much as it sucks in my personal case, it's still something that's fun to do to pass the time (what else am I gonna do? Watch netflix all day?). But I really do need to go on a long break from this. That emptiness feeling is all too true. And not worth $60+ a game for.
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