Been while hehee ive been busy trying to talk postivity into the FOP forums

hey guys yeah im sort of sick i have a small fever but i cant go to my rehersal tonite if its there please pray it goes away so i can do my show this week

IM A SPANDY FAN! so i really hope that the marriage is real!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Who is gonna stay up all night to watch the ball drop to 2009!? ME!!! Happy New Years Eve! We made it!

Merry Chrsitmas to all my friends at t.v.com! I hope you will have a wonderful Chrsitmas!!!

Have you ever gotten that feeling that apart of your heart is screaming at you to do something? My heart is doing it right now. Well there is this guy I like, we have been friends for a year. I wanna tell him, but I don't wanna ruin our friendship. What should I do?

My heart is feeling more full again. Thank you to everyone! I'm still not ready to talk about what happened sorry. P.S thank you sweet_jane for the very warm blog post it made feel feel better. *Hugs!* I'll keep updating how things are going. Love you guys!

Fairly Odd Parents New Tonight!!!

All FOP Fans better watch!!!

I'm back for good! Sorry I've been away wanna know why go to deviantart.com and Look up FOPDreamer as a username it's me!:D

Well last night was the last time I saw my friend. It was so hard to say goodbye. We had as much fun as possible. We had to take down the set, and so he wanted me to help him get the screws out of the platforms that we were standing on. After we were done we went to the lobby of the theatre he had his stuff, and his car keys out. My guess was that he was leaving. I asked him "Is this the last time I'm ever gonna see you?" He answered "Probably." That answer crushed my heart. I followed him out, but I didn't go to the car. As I watched him walk to his car I started cry. I whispered "Goodbye I love you. I'm going to miss you so much." Right before he got into the car I shoted as loud as I could "Goodbye! Goodbye!" He got in his car and right as he saw me he honked his horn, and waved goodbye. Then he drove away. I started breaking down at that point. My other friend saw me he's 15. He asked me "What are you doing out here?" "Just saying goodbye to a friend.' I said choking up. "You're all emotional aren't you?" He said. He dropped his stuff, and opened his arms. I ran into his arms and just sobbed. He hugged me very tight and said "It's okay don't cry. He'll come back to visit." "No he won't." I said And I can't write anymore it's too sad.