Well, my name on here is just a little misleading, okay, very misleading. Mainly because I'm not a girl. What!?! you say, you're not a girl. Yep, it's true. I'm not a girl. I just dressed as one for a few years and pretended to be one to get close to the girl I love and the results? It worked!!! Not only did I become best friends with her, but I am also her boyfriend now ^-^ So, I just wanted to say sorry to you, sweetheart. I beat you up the first day we met, lied to you about my gender, and purposely sabotaged your relationship with Saiga-san so I could have a chance to be with you. I wanted to tell you I was a boy but I was scared to lose you. I promise I'll make it up to you and be the best boyfriend the world has ever seen. Just wait until I come back from Texas! I'll go by a more boyish name at school (My real name is Mika, thanks dad -.-), get a job, try at school, and attempt to make some friends... attempt..... You're my everything, Kagura-chan and I'm sorry I hurt you, but it will be okay... after awhile you'll get used to thinking of me as a boy XP It's just like when you're online friends think you're a guy, even though you're not except I'm not online.....

I am so totally dedicating this song to my Kagura-chan!!! My soul sista forever!! (And one day my wife maybe... Forget, Saiga-san!!! I am ten times better than him and closer and I have already professed my undying love for you!!)

Name Hey, Soul Sister

Artist: Train

Lyrics:

Heeey, heeeey, heeeey!

Your lipstick stains on the front lobe of my left side brains
I knew I wouldnt forget you and so I went and let
You blow my mind
Your sweet moonbeam
The smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided youre the one I have decided
Who's one of my kind

Hey soul sister, aint that mr. mister on the radio stereo
The way you move aint fair you know
Hey soul sister I dont want to miss a single thing you do,
Tonight

Heeey, Heeeeey heeeey!

Just in time I'm so glad you have a one track mind like me
You gave my life direction
A game show love connection we cant deny
I'm so obsessed my heart is bound to beat right
Out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you like a virgin your Madonna
And Im always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey soul sister, aint that mr. mister on the radio stereo
The way you move aint fair you know
Hey soul sister I dont want to miss a single thing you do
Tonight

Well you can cut a rug
Watching you's the only drug I need
So gangster Im so thug
Youre the only one Im dreaming of, you see
I can be myself now finally
In fact theres nothing I cant be
I want the world to see youll be with me

Hey soul sister, aint that mr. mister on the radio stereo
The way you move aint fair you know
Hey soul sister I dont want to miss a single thing you do
Tonight

Hey soul sister I dont want to miss a single thing you do
Tonight

Heeey, Heeeeey heeeey!

Tonight

Heeey, Heeeeey heeeey!

Tonight

Well, Kagura-chan made a blog that lists things that make her happy, so I decided to make one that lists everything I hate

1. People who hurt Kagura-chan
2. People who make Kagura-chan cry
3. Seeing Kagura-chan sad
4. 99.99% of humanity
5. Fashion Magazines
6. Hollywood Movies
7. Drugs
8. Lairs
9. Going to bed early
10. School
11. My teachers
12. the other kids at school (not you, Kagura-chan!!!)
13. Homework
14. shopping
15. purses
16. board games
17. card games
18. pop
19. hip-hop
20. rap
21. country
22. blues
23. blue grass
24. gospel
25. religion in general
26. people who are so fake they're plastic
27. books
28. american cartoons
29. make-up
30. perfume
31. preps
32. jocks
33. animal cruelty
34. fruits
35. vegetables
36. copy cats
37. people who use others
38. my exes
39. people who are racist
40. people who are sexist
41. meaningless convos
42. men who only want sex and/or money from women
43. women who only want sex and/or money from men
44. not being near Kagura-chan
45. want-to-be preps
46. narcissists
47. people who make others feel bad to make themselves feel better
48. depressed people

I feel like I really f*cked up this time. Normally, my actions don't affect anyone important to me and even then it's just a flesh wound, nothing emotional.... But this time, it's not the same. Maybe it's just whatever new meds I'm on and they're just f*cking with my head again or maybe Kagura-chan is right and I do feel remorse for my actions. I, myself, think that it's the new meds. That motherf*cking son-of-a-b!tch got what was coming to him from me and he totally deserved it. Coming to me and asking for help because Kagura-chan loves him whenever he knows I'm in love with her. What's so wrong with her loving him anyways? She's the perfect girl. She's everything a guy could ask for and moreSmart, funny, beautiful, caring,........ A whole hell of a lot better than what that man deserves, especially with the way he treats her. He's broken her heart countless times, lied to her, hide things from her, made her feel like crap, cussed her out, told her to go die, and more and yet she still loves him. What's more, he's as ugly as sin itself, if not uglier O.O Mom says that I'm just jealous of him because she loves him and not me.... That could be true, but..... I don't know anymore. I just feel like crap because I said sh!t to him and then he gets mad at her... He sure does know how to get me back.. Hurting me in the place where I'm weakest and can't protect from all harm. My poor Kagura-chan T-T I'm sorry!!! I didn't know it would turn out like this!!!

T-T I messed up everything for Kagura-chan again. I made the guy she's in love with mad at her because I was @$$ to him. He totally deserved it, though.... He's mean to her and he was an @$$ to me. Then he had the nerve to come ask me what to do since she is in love with him even though he knows that I'm love with her.... It's like he came to rub it into my face. I know she loves you, you don't have to come rub it in my face, b!tch. Idk why she likes your fugly @$$, oh wait, that's your face. So it was totally okay for me to be an @$$ to him, right?

Kagura-chan is talking to the no good piece of scum, f*cking mother f*cker son of a b!tch bastard again T-T I hate that man so much, I hope he dies and rots in a ditch while his body is raped readtly by that creepy kid in my history class that no one likes. I just want to stab him multiple times with a rusty knife... I can't believe she's in love with him!!!!! Even Hitler would make a better boyfriend and he's f*cking Hitler!!!!!

Awards day was this week and Kagura-chan got the highest in two of her classes!!!!! She was top in AP Biology and AP European History!!! Most people fail out of those classes, but she has always made a high A!!! What now, Saiga-san? Oh, that's right, nothing!!!! Kagura-chan is so much better than you'll ever be!!! BWUHAHAHAHAHA!!! But it's okay because karma has a way of being a b!tch to those who are b!tches, so just you wait and see how karma gets you back for what you've done. She's better off without him anyways, he's always so depressing. I'm so happy that she has a boyfriend =D They are so cute together!! I can't wait until he moves here from NYC.

Kagura-chan got a new bf!! They've been going out for over one week, so time to rate him!!!! So far he is livable. He's really nice to Kagura-chan and sweet, but he's not there enough (he lives in NYC, that girl digs online relationships like a miner digs for coal.. okay... she's only had four relationships. all online!!! But i can;t blame her.... I've dated most guys here and they suck f***ing @$$. None of them are good enough for my Kagura-chan!!!!! NONE!!!!) Anyways, back to her lucky bf. He thinks she's the greatest thing in the world... which she is!!! Smart, beautiful and nice, the whole package! (Take that you f***ing c*** Saiga-san! She is too beautiful! Prettier than your fugly face or is that your @$$. I can;t tell the difference. People don't throw up when they see her picture but they do when they see yours) He's 18 and alright. They like a lot of the same music, have similar backgrounds, even though I know Kagura-chan hasn't been to jail.... but he's even sending her a letter or something by mail =D More on that when it gets here!! So far he has my good graces.. let's hope he keeps them.

Mika over and out! Later!!!

So, I went to Texas over Spring break. You know the really big state!!! Did you know it was a state? I didn't, I always thought it was just a city or something. Well, we went there because my parents are thinking about moving there after i graduate, if i ever do. i didn't like it -.- it was really hot and boring and no Kagura-chan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! My life is not complete without her in it. Anyways, i sat around and did nothing. avoided the people because i hate most people yeah...... anyways.......... i'm off

It's Easter!!! That means candy!!! As usual, I got a bunch from the "Easter bunny"(My mom and dad, you can tell, because he ate the ear off of one of my Easter bunnies!!!-.-") I'm going to Kagura-chan's house later. I'm going to get more candy there since she is trying to lose weight for *says in a voice like Kagura-chan's* "Her beloved Saiga-san so he can be happy" Ugh.... Gag me now. I guess I'll get the candy the "Easter bunny" left for her here, too. YAY! I feel sort of ba easting about 90% of her candy, but I guess I'm doing her a favor. I'll ask. I hope I am