Xenosaga! Ok well i always wanted to try it so i'm about to get it i can't wait!!If i like the first one then i'll get the second one! So if i'm not here most of the time you know why:P .  (IF YOU DON'T GET WHAT I'M SAYING THEN READ MY BLOG UNDER THIS ONE)  But when i'm done with the series or whatever i'll get another rpg!Eh but i have to get Mario Party 8 soon.

Well a rpg game, i need a rpg bad i haven't bought once since Tales of the Abyss(Hey if none of you played Tales of the Abyss you seriously need to play it!)  Ok i was thinking about getting Grandia 3, Tales of Phantasia, Xenosaga, or Disgaea 2.  Or maybe something else? Besides Final Fantasy.  I'm really only going to get a game for ps2 and ds since i don't have alot of games for it and the games are cheap mwahahaha.  Soo what you think i should get.

  
  

These pictures was takin last August i think last year.  I had her for 3 years but last year she got reallly sick and we couldn't afford for her to get better so my dad took her to the pound and thought they would treat her illness but like a week later not even a week, we went to see her she looked sooo horrible they said they cured her but she was soo skinny and unhealthy looking see
Look at her nose and eyes:(! I cried so bad. She was sooo chunky but since we took her to the pound she was skinny.. I remember when she was going to pee in the litter box she didnt even pee in it i mean she was right there:( If we still had her i don't think she would get that sick so fast.
Her sickness was Crystals i think when she pee it be bloody and it would smell like anmonia.  But when i saw her she was soo happy i can tell she was meowing to me when i called her name.  Her name is Ruby.  If you seen my email address her name is in it and my other account for the Tales forum "Angelruby".  Well i think she might be gone...  "I'll miss you Ruby you will always be in my heart!!" .  And the reason i'm saying now is because i was thinking about her.

I'm finished with my AmV!!!Here's the link! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kJ3UEjs7QK0 sorry the quality is bad but hey its YouTube! Enjoy

I got my progress report today and it wasn't the best.  Ok i suck but these SOME grades are not right i should haVE a B in english and a A in history, why? because i got B's and C's on my English test's and for history he gave us a 2 open open book test within a month, one of them was worth 3 GRADES!!!!the test was from chapter 1-17 or 18 AND IT WAS OPEN BOOK!!!I know i past it but my stupid teacher didn't grade it and last week i think we had another test and it was open book and i know i passed it!!!! with a A!!! However my teacher didn't grade it...why? Because he doesn't have the damn TEST KEY BOOK!!!!WHY IN THE HELL IS HE GIVING US TEST AND HE CAN'T GRADE IT!!!!! He's making my grades look bad.  I miss my old history teacher he doesn't work there anymore i don't know why but he left in the second week of the second semester and my new teacher is sooo damn lazy he doesn't teach us first of all he comes late every day like 45 minutes and the class is only one hour, second is that all he do when he gets there is tell us what to do and expect it done, third of all he always make us do like sooo much work and we put alot of effort into it we have to write the questions, when we turn it in all he do is look at it not read it but glance at it sometimes no anyway he looks at it and sign it and give it back to us WTF????

Okay so i might download Photoshop if my friend gives me the link to download it for free, but umm is it hard to use? Because i want to use it to help me in my AmV's and maybe help me with a banner or avatar lol. I know you have it renagadez!!!so let me know!!!!

Am i glitched you know my level 25 because i went up 1 percent since yesterday?

I'm sorry that i didn't finish making my new video of Tales of the Abyss (for those of you who like my video's or saw the preview.) I said to myself i'll finish it by sunday but i was busy soo i dunno if i'll even get to finish it anytime soon i'm mean i'm hoping i can finish it by next friday or sunday but i'm not going to make any promises. But i deleted my preview from youtube.

I got my ear pierced today like kinda at the top of my ear. This is my 5th piercing, two on both sides and that new one. It hurted alittle but its really cute i'm getting the other side done once this feel better. So do any of you have any piercings?

Ok i'm serious now my last blog i delete it was saying i was pregnant im not so yeah anyway referring to the thread i've been sexual harassed so many times even now. It actually started last year when i was in 10th grade three boys sexual harassed me and some of you think "oh its nothing" but honestly its something big and scary especially you don't even know who that person is. And just imagine being sexual harassed and making it lead up to other things. Not saying my issue lead up to other things but it almost did. I'm going to tell you my worst time.

Well last year the school year was almost over by the way my school is a Christain school and its not big its a very bootleg school.

So anyway this guy use to come up there every other week because he practice the band in the church they was going to go to San Diego. One day at p.e. he came up there and i was talking to my friends and he said something to me and he asked me can he squeeze my butt (ok i thought it was kinda funny cause i thought he was joking)but he told me to let him no whenever i let him to i thought i'd never see him again but he came up there and asked me. He looked about 21 maybe alittle bit older and he was big and tall.

One day he came like at lunch or whatever and he was talking to his friend that went to the school and he sat on the bench across from me and he was like "so lets do it" and i was laughing he was like "what's so funny?" i didn't say nothing and he said "come on it doesnt matter where" and i was laughing again and he was like "no im serious i'll buy a condom at the store right there" and i said"no" and he was like "why?" i said "because i dont want to". He kept asking me he said we can do it on the roof for whereever even in the school. So he was talking to his friend or whatever lol and he went inside and i was like thank goodness. I thought he left and i forgot about him so like in 10 minutes i went inside with my friends and i saw him i was like crap!! i was at the vending machines and he said "let me grab your butt" i said "no" and i dunno what happened but he grabbed it im like what the f*ck!!! and we was by the little kids bathroom and he opened the bathroom door and he was trying to grab my hand he said "lets do it" im like "no!" and i walked away and he followed i forgot what happened but he told me to sit on his lap he told me his friend(a guy) and my friend(a girl) was going to kick it in some clas*room and he wanted me to join him i told him no once again and i swear i was soo fustrated so i was going to wait in the bathroom and wait till it was time to go but the janitor was in there so i was going to wait in the clas*room but while i was walking i looked to see if he was there and he was no one was in there the lights was off in my clas*room is in the sanctuary anyway i stopped walking and he was by the clas*room he was like stop playing lets do it im like no and he was like "why?" i said "because i dont even know you" and he was like we can get to know each other" as he said that he had pulled me towards the clas*room i was like 'stop!" and he didn't but he did cause i was pulling back i was scared and wondering what's going on this man touched me and i don't even know his name he didnt even know mine!

So i went back to the front and waited for my dad to hurry up and come and i was hoping i would never see that pervert again. He called me the girl with the cute butt. And i never seen him again since then, honestly i'm scared to see him again hopefully he won't come up there. Well that's the main harrassment i've was really upset about, i was crying about it because all the stuff that happened and what could of happened he was like way older than i was and it was tough cause i was scared to tell my parents because i didn't know how they would react. And the fact that he was so serious about it i mean i'm a very nice girl i know i should off slapped him but i didn't know what he would do if i slapped him he was that type of person who'd get angry easily and yell at you. When he was pulling me i thought should i just do it so i can have peace?

How are all of you? Me i'm great lol nahh i've been better i feel kinda sick i guess cause of the weather.  Yesterday and today have been really hot here in California its been this hot since yesterday and i hate when its this hot it feels like a 100 degree summer day :P I don't like hot i like rain.

About my my new amv (anime music video) (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KMPRWqi-6U that's my preview if you havent seen it already its only 15 seconds) of Tales of the Abyss its coming really soon so i'm trying to hurry up but take my time with it.  The darn song is like 6 minutes, i'm going to shorten it lol.  But yeah i'm using Sony Vegas and Windows movie maker its kinda hard using both but its worth it. 

Edit: This amv is the hardest one i made.

Well i was making this Tales of the Abyss amv and i wanted to show you a preview of it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5KMPRWqi-6U this isnt the final version and clearly i have some work to do in the beginning part but you know.