I reached Level 20!

Is that good or bad?

I only skipped level 17 and that's it...

Well today I was listening to the radio, I was thinking of the girl I like, and then the radio played all love songs, during the time I was thinking of her, when I thought about some thing else, the love music stoped.

Heh, Heh, Heh...

This a pre-holiday salute, it isn't exactly Christmas Day, so I'll say Merry Christmas tomorrow,

anyway...

Have a Happy Christmas Eve and I wish you get what you wished for!

Yup you heard me...

I bought a $40 Logitech wireless controller for PS2 4 months ago.

I went to change the batteries (they finally died) then I went to go play GT4 and the game was stuck on going right the whole time, and my control stick wasn't pointed right, so now I can only use it if I have to right and just right,

I can't go left... just up and down and always right

Now I bought my 2 wavebird controlers at launch, and now they act like that too, but it is always different, like one time it will always go down, then the next time it will go left.

I've done everything in my power to fix them. I can't tell the company because the warrenty ran out.

So now I'm stuck with $100+ of broken controllers. 

P.S. the control stick is not touched, but the ingame cursor still goes in one direction, while the control stick is not being touched!

Yes I updated it on my computer, and it's awesome!

if you have Internet Explorer, you should update it.

It has a lot of new stuff that really helps!

I'm going to my nearest Gamestop after Christmas and I'm gonna get all the GBA games I missed out on. Here they are:

Rivera

Yggdra Union

MBN6:CF

Megaman Battle Chip Challenge

Summon Night 1

Summon Night 2

That's all for now.

I don't want any of the FF's right now.

If you have any good recomendations tell me!

Other than FF.

The Philadelphia Project, or Project Rainbow, was a project that was supposed to make a destroyer invisible,

but...

http://www.abovetopsecret.com/pages/philadelphia.html

That is really creepy and it's true!

If you don't believe me they have a book all about it

You see...I went to school, was about to talk to the girl I like, then I choked up...

I came home and I was furious!!!!!

I then figured out that I wasn't shy to her, it was actually...

Guilt!!!

It seems as if my body dosn't want me to like her, but I still do

and in order to say hi I have to get past the guilt which my will can't beat.

Can anyone explain how this happened???

You see here is my story,

I like this girl for 3 years now,

but I have been shy for all 14 years of my life.

So I could never say hi to her even though I see her 4 out of 7 days a week.

So on Saturday Dec, 2 My dad, bro, sis and me went to McDonalds for breakfast, but she was there with her family!!!

So I never said hi to her and I had almost 10 chances to!!!

So afterward we went home and I was furious!!!

I had a perfect chanses to say hi, but I blew them all!

So now to fix this wrong I will say hi to her this week

because my will is stronger than my shyness.

Whoever read this thanks and don't say anything like,

"wow, it is really easy to"

because my shyness was always greater than my will.

If you read all this, Thank You for that and please give me your support.