I see there's this "infection" going around or something. 2nd wonder has it, the_foreign_guy has it and gave it to me and I think I have to infect 5 people too. Hmm so who do I infect? :S

-Deihjan

-San-Frodenzo

-clubhaxor

-andyboiii

-BiancaDK

Ye have all been infected as well.

Hello I'm Jaguar, and this is my journal. To download my personal hello visit... http://www.easy-share.com/c/1903650151 (Download might be slow or require a small wait time)

I have decided to create a more organised blog whereby I will post and update small journal entries -I have called this "The Jaguar Journal" because it sounds catchy. In the Jaguar Journal I may cover personal events, forum events, world events, basic rant or just random information -I haven't decided or limited myself to a set formula yet.

I am open to critisism (I spelt that wrong so critiscise me for it) and suggestions. I intend to update my journal art and probably find a better uploading stie to store my quick hello. As I am only on 128kbps (I D/L at 12kbps) I'm limited in doing a full journal and uploading it. We have bad internet here, but hey, my parents pay for it so I really can't complain.

The Jaguar Journal #1 is more an introduction and a planning stage -actual content will follow in subsequent Journal entries, each labelled #2, #3, etc.

The Jaguar Journal Edition #1

I was alone for Valentines Day but my parents bought me a box of roses chocolates (cadbury I believe) and that was cool. I'm not the kind of girl who needs a boyfriend all the time. Many of my friends are never single, also I notice if the aren't with their boyfriend they are with another friend or a group of friends -they appear unable to be by themselves for any length of time.

This is in great contrast to myself, where I am rarely partnered and after a break up will remain single until I feel the desire for a relationship again. I enjoy being social and doing things with my friends but I do not get uncomfortable being alone or doing hobbies solitary -I am very much so like a Jaguar and quite solitary. I actually enjoy my alone time and couldn't imagine or fathom always being surrounded by other people.

We have new neighbors who have moved in next door (as referred to in a previous blog). They seem ok, not that I can comment after only 24-48 hours, but they weren't loud today and I cannot yet find a fault. I assume/guess they are American -not to sound odd but there is a visual difference between Australian Aboriginals and African/Americans and my new neighbors appear to be African American. I further substantiate this assumption as I saw a pillow that resembled the American Flag being taken into their house. Perhaps the most important news is (who I assume is their son) is HOT HOT HOT!!! And later this week after they have settled in the family and I will go over and say hello and I can investigate my feelings.

Thank you for reading, commenting and adding to my journal.

-Jaguar

Neighbors.

So the house beside me has been for sale for, hmm, 4 months? Anyway today say about an hour ago an A&R removal truck shows up as does a 4x4 and furniture and stuff starts getting unloaded. I guess I have new neighbors :)

The truck was unloaded and another smaller one arrived too with more stuff, I won't bother my new neighbors yet because they look pre-occupied with moving in but they might be American :o I base this largely on a few things I've seen with what appears like the American flag pattern -such as a pillow and a sticker on a big trunk/box. Also my new neighbors look African/American -rare for my city :o This evening or tomorrow me and the family will go say hi :)

P.S they have a son? who looks hot. :D

If I were a cast away on a tropical island.

I don't think it'd be all that bad -no one telling me what to do -no pressure from work/uni -I wouldnt get into arguements.

I'm almost a cast away on an island the way all this rain is going :( Ironic though, my part of Oz is underwater while another part is burnt.

If I were a cast away on a tropical island I'd have a few "must have" items to smooth things over.

-Sunscreen (ladies and gentlemen...wear..sunscreen)

-Baseball cap (keeps the hair out of the way and kinda gives shade)

-Sunglasses (no burnt corneas for me, do u know that ppl who have ditched into the ocean after an accident and been there a few days etc actually go blind from burnt retinas/corneas from the suns reflection off the water?)

-machete (cut stuff up)

-fishing line, hook etc (to catch'em fish)

-anklet socks (to be worn at bed time)

- bikini (means i can swim without being weighed down and i can swim and then after get into dry clothing)

-cargo pants, boots, tank top (keep me warm and covered -duh)

-razor/toothbrush/soap (hygene)

^These are fairly basic stuff a Jaggy would need in the wild.

-PSP with super awesome forevor lasting battery, God of War, Medal of Honor heroes 2, FF7 CC)

-never ending packet of tim tams (mmmm)

-super awesome unlimited power 8gb mp3 player (I need tunes)

That's probably all I'd need on a tropical island if I were a cast away -I probably could have made this into a thread, and maybe I will =o

Yes! I'm Wet!

As it is summer in Australia (our typical wet season) the rain has been teasing alot of the time. Storm clouds appear, things get humid, a tincy bit of rain falls, the sun comes out. It generally results in a summer temperature -but with high humidity. It's simply awful! In weather such as that any task feels like intensive labor and my skin gets sticky and I find myself going from 2 showers a day, to 3 showers a day just so my body doesn't feel all sticky and clamy.

The good news is my room is Air Conditioned (I pity anyone in North Queensland w/o A/C) and so recently I've been a house mouse spending alot of time in my room where it's nice and cool. It's weird to be wearing summer clothes -bikini top -rugby shorts inside in the A/C but necessary. Hot weather is fine you go stand in the shade, humid weather, for which my town is famous for -standing in the shade has little effect. It's like a bayou!

The bad news is my car

Socks!

I don't exactly know why -but I think socks rock. I have no idea what it is but recently I turned into some kind of monster. I wear socks all the time, I change socks about three times a day! I feel weird when I'm not wearing any -I'm going nuts or something. When I wore them at school with sneakers I would come home and go barefoot but now a few years after the cold winter I just wear socks -like always. I got cold feet in winter and started wearing socks all the time and changing them regularly so I was always in a clean pair and now it seems the habbit has stuck.

They feel comfortable and snug and I feel uneasy when I'm not in them -it's official -I've lost the plot or something :(

My only hope is that a law comes into play to stop me -and even then I'll probably end up a sock addict breaking into houses stealing socks to wear.

Phase 1: Collect Socks

Phase 2: .....

Phase 3 : Profit!

I am a spiritual person I guess. I was christened an Anglican (church of England) and I did learn of the Christian faith at school. I guess when push comes to shove I am a believer in the Christian god.

But at the same time there are so many religions and faiths and really it seems like alot of groups arguing they're correct, etc.

Over the years I have developed my own faith I guess you could call it. I believe there IS something out there, something in control or intervening in our lives and the world. I do subscribe to the notion that everything can be explained by science but its also a little far fetched to believe this amazing world came into being because of a simply a big bang. The world is so complex and amazing, so intricate and diverse there just has to be something else out there stepping in now and then and change the course of the river so to speak.

I believe in this divine power, I dont know, could be a god, many gods or even something different to a god, a concept we might not even understand yet. I have just called this power "The Divinity" as I don't know what else to call it. But for better or worse I see them or they intervening in my life and others, so many things happen for simply coincidence.

My only internal conundrum is- does this divine power want to be worshipped, thanked or appreciated? Because if they did, couldn't this divine power(s) step up and say "hey, im it, worship me, i can proove anything, im the only divine being out there".

So I think this divinity must've created these other religions -these other faiths. But I still think the devinity exists, and I have on occasion, prayed, wished, hoped for things. I often wonder and think about the divinity.

Is it a possibility -or am I just rambling.