enjoy :D

speaking of dumb ppl....

I feel depressed that I'm not going to see many of my friends ever again, so....

I never thought I'd,
I'd die alone
I laughed the loudest, who'd have known?
I traced the cord back to the wall
No wonder it was never plugged in at all

I took my time,
I hurried up
The choice was mine, I didn't think enough
I'm too depressed, To go on
You'll be sorry when I'm gone

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never thought I'd die alone
Another six months I'll be unknown
Give all my things to all my friends
You'll never step foot in my room again

You'll close it off,You'll board it up
Remember the time that I spilled the cup
Of apple juice in the hall
Please tell mom this is not her fault

I never conquered, rarely came
16 just held such better days
Days when I still felt alive
We couldn't wait to get outside
The world was wide, too late to try
The tour was over, we'd survived
I couldn't wait till I got home
To pass the time in my room alone

I never conquered, rarely came
Tomorrow holds such better days
Days when I can still feel alive
When I cant wait to get outside
The world is wide, the time goes by
The tour is over, I survived
I can't wait till I get home
To pass the time in my room alone

-blink 182

And a goodbye poem.... called... "goodbye" go figure, i wrote it myself :D...

Goodbye
By: Rustopholis
The words "good bye" have a bitter taste.
It feels that the time I've spent was a waste.
With a fond farewell, my friends up and gone.
For their company once more, I do long.
Through thte fights and laughter, thick and thin.
As long as we're together, I'd always win.
I'll always recall the times that we've had.
Most of them good, some of them bad.
In the end, no matter the toils.
It was always worth it, when you were the spoils.
Friend or foe, it matters not.
For after tomorrow, it shall all be forgot.
On the road of life, streching miles ahead.
I am but an inch in the past, where you once tread.
All that I ask, is just one thing.
Please remember me and all that we've been.
Dedicated Cal-Mum's graduating clas,s of 2007.

corny i know, but i been in the poem writting mood and i feel really bad about never seeing my friends ever again :(. So this goes out to them.

SCHOOLS OUT FOR GOOD!!!! WHOOOO HOOOO!!!!!!

fsiled my physics test but at least i graduated :D:D:D:D

Now for my grad party :D

Although it isn't the very first anime I've ever seen/completed, it is the first that I've completed since I got my laptop. I would like to thank Master_M2K for introducing me to this anime, it was my "gateway". It brought me into the world on anime, before this i was just a fan, after this, i became addicted.

The anime in question is no other than "Shuffle! memories"

for those of you that don't know what it is, or would like to learn more about it before you watch it, here is a clip for ya. http://www.veoh.com/videos/v470651ExPMEcrA

I have now successfully completed my 42nd anime, "Love Hina"! it was great, i wasn't even disappointed in the fact that I had to download the last episode (a special), had to use 4 different vid sites, and it took me 4 days to find all the episodes, thats how good it was :D:D

i was lvl 12 with 50% and although i dont really care about levels anymore, how come i dropped to lvl 2 with 35 % ?? i have had 91 blogs, 2 accepted submissions and 16 reviews, this got me to lvl 12/50%, so if i stil have them why am I lvl 2 now?

well, I have officially become addicted to manga.

since last friday I have done nothing but read manga. Friday i got home from school, i read manga from then until 1am, 10 hours!!!

And since then I have done nothing but read.

Now I've got a question to those who know the answer, The mangas "Shin Angyo Onshi", "Koi Kaze" & "Parfait Tic"... are they done putting the new chapters on there? they have been updating them until recently, but they stopped, well shin angyo onshi stopped recently anyways, i have no idea whn the others stopped. BUT I NEEEEEED!!! THE NEW CHAPTERS!!!! i need them. Well I've finished "Arcana" and "Bat in Blue Sky", both very short mangas. I have started "Lilim Kiss", "Nagasarete Airantou", "tende Freeze", and "Black Lagoon" which is really awesome!!!

A little warning to every one, there are alot of wierd mangas on this site, especially ones like Koi Kaze, i suggest u dont start it unless u intend to finish it....

http://www.anime-source.com/banzai/modules.php?name=Manga&id=42

well this is my senior year and with only 2 days of school left I been busy as hell.

But I managed to put my senior pics on photobucket so here you go :D

I had an English asignment called senior memory book. All us seniors had to make a book filled with chapters about our past and pictures. Chapters like elementary school, vacation, middle school, puppy love etc...

I didn't want my feelings put on paper since they still existed.... so i wrote a poem for it instead.

A friend read it and told me to put it on my blog, so what do you think?

My soul is a dove,

Who knows only love.

Flying high and free,

Over the endless sea.

You are a rose,

Whose beauty always shows.

Your thorns say go away,

But the flower makes me stay.

Your smile makes me shake,

And the ground beneath begins to quake.

I can feel my heart rumble,

As the earth begins to crumble.

You are more precious than any jewels,

Any that disagree are royal fools.

You shine brighter than any gold,

When we met, my heart was sold.

This testament is mine and mine alone,

I do not care if you don't condone.

This revealing expression,

Is my truest confession.

sorry i haven't been making my finished list bigger lately, i been real busy with school work lately, especially with my physics homework (which im skipping right now to make this blog :D)

Anyways....

the 41st anime that I have finished is "Neon Genisis Evangelion"

and awesome mech anime, and im not a huge mech anime fan so thats saying alot.

oh, and i finished my second manga also, its only 63 pages long though so its not much of an accomplishment, it was called "bat in blue sky".