I got some pretty scary news last night.

My mum told me that she needs to get a valve replaced in her heart (She has had a leaky valve for years) I know I shouldn't worry so much. But last night I couldn't stop crying and found it very hard to sleep.

I am aware that the operation is safe, but the thing is. One of my best friends mothers died from a valve that collapsed around her heart area. This really shook me up. I was also angry. Why didn't she tell me? Why did she wait?

My fiances mum passed from cancer 11 months ago. I know how hard it has been for him. I don't know if I could handle it if I lost my mum right now.

I'm sorry guys, I just needed to get it out.

I'm going to apologise in advance just in case i snap at you or say thing to you that is hurtful. My emotions are all over the place and lack of sleep does not help.

I am going to make myself a STRONG coffee

IM HERE!!

Unfortunately the world of reality has kept we away. With trying to get a promotion, studying and other **** I have barely had time to scratch myself!

Anyone care to update me on whats been going on?

Happy Friday guys.

As you know, Work has taken up the majority of my time this week which means I have not been very active in my unions. After much thinking I have decided to resign from a few because I either a) Don't post in them at all or b) Don't have time to effectively post in them.

If I could, I would be a loyal member of every bodies unions... But alas I cant.

Anyhoot, I am going to cherish this time on GS until I have to start working again!

BAI!

So here I am, another day at work doing the same old sh*t waiting for the day to end!

I am so glad Gamespot is awesome, it definately is the best time waster I can have access to!

I will be on holidays as of Friday next week for four days! I tell you what I bloody need it!

OH OH!!! I AM LEVEL 6 NOW!!! HOORAY FOR MEEE!!! YIPPEEEEE!!!!!

Ahem.. Oh sorry, back to work for me now.

Man last week was absolute crap! Work has been so busy and I have been nothing but cranky and exausted.

Work has been a drag (No Offence taken Btw Optiow, It is a rather boring and repetative job, but it pays the bills I guess) It has been a rough week with so many people away.

I used the weekend to relax and unwind. I didnt touch the computer. I went to the movies, watched dvds and finished FF9.Oh boy did I cry at the ending.

I need to seriously finish my financial services course and get my ass into Uni. I am still stuck on what I should study. I would love to be a Human Reasources Officer, but my dream is to open a gaming lounge/store. People can come in and play computer games, have a bite to eat and get their hands on some awesome gamers merchandise!

Arghh, I hate mondays.

Okay *breathes* We have a prospect client coming to visit our work centre tomorrow morning looking to use a lot of our office space.

If we get this contract, our whole entire office floor will be full!

I am sooo nervous. Please wish our team luck so we can get this contract. They are going to the Opposition first so all we have to do is outdo them!!!

FINGERS CROSSED!!!!

Hi all!

As most of you know, My work is getting back into the full swing of things which means It will be busier for me during the day. This could possibly mean that my time on Game Spot may be reduced a fair amount. I will try and log on as often as I can, But I cannot garantee that I will be my usual active self.

I have also set myself some goals for the year and really need to stick to them. The first major one is to finish my course in Financial Services.

A special congrats to Shadow for making an awesome union! And a shout out to my buddies at the UOTU!

SQUEEEE!

Man The last few days have been awesome for me on GS! I have been a regular GS user for years, but I had never offically joined until one day when I was at work bored out of my brain.

I tell you, I have never looked back since that day. In the last few days I have already met some wicked people and joined an awesome union! I have even managed to recruit a new member, gain another emblem and reach level 4. This may not seem like much to many of you, but this sure as hell puts a smile on my face!

Nero, don't be too upset about the gaming night you hosted. All of us at UOTU think you are an awesome leader and believe our gaming nights only grow to be bigger and better. I am still learning the ropes, but watch out! I am a fast learner :D

We need more people at UOTU GUYS! Please come in and say G'day!

UOTU - The Best Union Ever!

Excuse the french but my gosh it has been a crap few weeks!

While the Christmas and new year season may be fun and games for most people, it is also a stressful time of the year for my work.

You our manager is a doosh who doesnt know how to manage staff holidays properly and as a result, we ended up short staffed for the last three weeks. What does this mean for me? Working 8-6 everyday. You may not think that is long, but if you count getting up at 6am, getting into work at 7am and not coming home till about 6:30-7pm I am sure you can see what I mean.

Meh, I ramble too much...

Wow, 2008 sure went by quickly!

This last year was so emotional and life changing for me. But enough of that for now!

TODAY IS MY CAT'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY 3RD BERFDAY BOOTS! XXXX