Zis is a shrieking shack I tell ya...

Something is very wrong here...

Evrything is very noisy...

veryone is very noisy...

Their handphones are noisy...

We have a nagging extra in here that the carrier won't be responsible for (although she started now)...

Nag nag nag nag nag... noisy voices and giving me headaches...

I want to finish my stupid assignment but this thing is giving me hell...

I want to go jump into the pool... or a river, wutever... somewhere real cold so this stupid headaches with stupid noises would stop...

Zis is se middle of the night I tell ya! I want silence!!!

I want to work in silence!!!

nag nag nag nag nag...

noise noise noise noise noise...

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There's been some up n downs in the supernatural department... a friend of a friend experienced it first hand, some see it, some don't, some hear it, some ignore it...

I remember years back, balik kampung and all and I saw something white across the road and I never knew what I saw... it was in broad daylight.

A few nights ago I saw something black going straight towards oppsing bed and I really think it was a recurrence of S earlier, coz my mind always played that sort of tricks on me... but A said that she felt something that night and so I have to agree that this is real...

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Computer prob. Sounds weren't playing and I want my songs DAMMIT! The hell with this thing... You really live to spite me, are you..?

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THIS HOUSE IS TOO NOISY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY DO THEY ALWAYS OPEN SONGS SO NOISILY!!!???

AND I HAVE CAMPING THIS WEEKEND, FRUCKIN BASTIARDS...

YES, THE CAPS AND THE SPELLING ERRORS ARE INTENTIONAL!!!!

I WANT THE SILENCE BAKA!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND I CAN'T EVEN OPEN MY OWN SONGS BECAUSE MY ANCIENT COMPUTER CAN'T STAND THE DOUBLE PRESSURE, AND I WANT A BIGGER RAM AND HDD, AND THIS ALL ARE JUST FRUCKIN STUPID ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT SILENCE! IS THAT TOO HARD? APPARENTLY IT IS!

IWANTSILENCEIWANTSILENCEIWANTSILENCEIWANTSILENCEIWANTSILENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

English version of the previous post. Warning: this zodiac may refer to 2009, or the year Mini Love was produced... 2002 or something. I dunno.

Scorpio (24 Oct-22 Nov)
The mysterious Roman God Pluto is the star that protects Scorpio. That is why Scorpions are quiet, secretive and attractive. Grey and black things gave them luck, and so would the number 5, letters E and W, libraries, hairbands, plaited skirts and rusty nails. Omelette is very good for Scorpio's health.

Capricorn (23 Dis-20 Jan)
Saturn, the God of Time and the God Clonus. Very strong and stable. Do not exaggerate in doing things, be reasonable and have a good life. Lucky stuff in the colours black, grey and brownish. To add luck, eat onions. Others: number 2, letter K, star lockets, pearl earrings, robotic doll, the sea and loose trousers.

Aquarius (21 Jan-19 Feb)
the God Uranus and the God of Knowledge. Aquarians will be stronger this year. unexpectedly will be more creative. Maybe will have strange idea that will work out. Lucky: blue, green and yellow things. Salad, number 5, letters E and W, stations?, document case, black gemstone rings and jeans skirt.

Pisces (20 Feb-21 Mac)
the God Neptune. Pisces is mysterious, powerful, stood out and have great minds. Lucky: Blue, white, pink stuff. Grapes are good for health. Others: number 6, letters F and O, fresh fruit juice, gardens, ribbons, ancestor's pictures, colourful pillows, muffler and flowers.

Aries (22 mac-20 apr)
Mars, the strong star, powerful and can change other stars. Stong and brave, ready for challenge, youthful face. Lucky: orange, red and golden stuff. Tomato, no 9, letters I and K, daisies, -selendang- and three-quarters trousers.

Cancer (22 June-23 Jul)
the Moon and the Goddess Diana, the goddess of huntings and agriculture. This goddess has a lot of offspring so Cancers have big hearts, calm and have mother's intuition (no matter male or female). Eat lots of seafood to strengthen body. Lucky: white, lilac and sea blue stuff. number 8, letters H and N, handled mirrors, leather belt and polo shirt.

Leo (24 Jul-23 Aug)
the Sun and the God Apollo. Apollo is the god of power, youth and fire of life so Leos are vain and confident, Leo like being important and be given attention. All things orange, red and golden. Orange and citrus fruits, number 3, letters K and U, cakes, zoo, digital watch, dry rose, striped socks and jacket.

Virgo (24 Aug-23 Sep)
under the star Mercury, a lot of similarities with Aries. good, polite, serious, good speech and neat handwriting. Lucky in cream, beige, blue and sea blue. lemon and lime, number 0, letters A and S, pizza, underground, jacket, jeans and pencil.

Taurus (21 Apr-21 May)
Goddess Venus, beautiful and loving, sweet smile, gentle heart and good to everyone. things in blue, pink and cream. -Ketumbar- gives energy. number 7, letters G and Y, salad, seafood, concert halls and kid's apron.

Gemini (22 may-21 june)
the God Mercury. talented in composing, creating and good debator. Gemini is skilled in talking, writing and thinking. things in blue, yellow, green. eat salad to get vitamin C. number 3, letters D and M, racecars, decks, buildings, alarm clock and suits.

Libra (24 sep-23 okt)
like Taurus, under the Goddess Venus and star Mercury. high level of beauty and love but hate all broken and ugly. support justice, and good in balancing things. Lucky: blue, green, yellow. strawberries, number 6, letters F and O, verandah, flower brooch, vanilla essence and miniskirt.

Sagittarius (23 nov-22 dis)
Jupiter, god of knowledge and talented. independent, doing things own way, very capable. things in purple, red and orange. cucumbers, number 1, letters J and S, shrimp with flour (tempura?), public park, sunglasses, Morhare silk sweaters.

Scorpio (24 okt-22 nov)
Si dewa misteri Pluto adalah bintang yang melindungi Scorpio. Kerana itu orang2 Scorpio ini pendiam, suka simpan rahsia dan sangat menarik. Benda2 berwarna kelabu dan hitam membawa tuah kepada mereka, begitu juga dengan no 5, huruf E, W, perpustakaan, getah rambut, skirt berplet dan paku karat. Omelet amat elok untuk kesihatan Scorpio.

Capricorn (23 dis-20 jan)
Saturn, Dewa Masa dan Dewa Clonus, kuat dan stabil. jangan melampau2 dlm membuat sesuatu perkara. kena berpada-pada dan pastikan hidup dengan baik. Benda bawa tuah: benda warna hitam, kelabu n perang. untuk tambah tuah, makan bawang. Benda lain: no 2, huruf K, loket bintang, anting2 mutiara, robot doll, laut dan juga seluar longgar.

Aquarius (21 jan-19 feb)
Uranus dan Dewa Pengetahuan. akan bertambah kuat tahun ni??? tak disangka2 akan bertambah kreatif. Mungkin akan ada idea pelik yg bagus utk beberapa ketika. Benda bertuah: benda warna biru, hijau dan kuning. Benda lain: salad, no 5, huruf E, W, stesen, bungkusan berisi dokumen, cincin tatah batu permata hitam, skirt jeans akan bawa nasib baik.

Pisces (20 feb-21 mac)
Neptune. Pisces sangat misteri. Pisces amat berkuasa,kehadiran menonjol, minda cergas. Benda bertuah: benda warna biru, putih dan pink. Anggur baik utk kesihatan. No 6, huruf F dan O, jus buah segar, taman, reben, gmbr nenek moyang, bantal pelbagai warna, mafela dan bunga juga menambahkan tuah.

Aries (22 mac-20b apr)
Mars. Mars bintang pelindung yang kuat dan berkuasa utk mempengaruhi bintang2 lain. kuat dan berani, sedia hadapi cabaran dan berwajah muda. barang bertuah: benda warna oren, merah dan keemasan. tomato, no 9, huruf I dan K, bunga daisy, selendang dan seluar tiga suku.

Cancer (22 jun-23 jul)
Bulan dan Dewi Diana, dewi pemburuan dan pertanian. dewi ini mempunyai banyak zuriat jd Cancer memiliki hati yg besar dan tenang serta naluri seorg ibu (x kira male female). Benda warna putih, ungu muda dan biru laut. banyak makan mknn laut supaya badan kuat. no 8, H/N, cermin berpemegang, belt kulit dan baju polo.

Leo (24 jul-23 ogos)
Matahari dan Dewa Apollo, dewa kuasa, kemudaan dan api kehidupan jd Leo seorang yg angkuh, besar hati dan tahap keyakinan yg tinggi. leo ingin jadi org penting dan suka perhatian. benda warna oren, merah dan keemasan. buah mangga dan all sitrus. no 3, K/U, kek, zoo, jam digital, mawar kering, stokin belang, jaket.

Virgo (24 ogos-23 sep)
Mercury, banyak persamaan dengan Aries. sikap baik, bersopan-santun, serius, bijak bercakap dan tulisan yang kemas. benda warna krim, beige, biru n biru laut. limau nipis dan lemon. no 0, A/S, pizza, underground, jaket, jeans, pensel.

Taurus (21 apr-21 mei)
Dewi Venus yg cantik dan penuh rasa cinta. senyuman manis, hati yang lembut dan baik terhadap semua orang. benda warna biru, pink, krim. Ketumbar beri tenaga. no 7, G/Y, salad, mknn laut, dewan konsert n apron budak (???).

Gemini (22 mei-21 jun)
dewa Mercury, berbakat menggubah, mencipta, handal berbicara. Gemini berkebolehan bercakap, menulis n berfikir. benda warna biru, kuning, hijau. makan daun salad (?) krn perlukan vitamin C. no 3, D/M, kereta lumba, dek, bangunan, jam loceng, dan suit.

Libra (24 sep-23 okt)
seperti Taurus, dewi Venus dan Mercury. punya tahap kecantikan dan kasih sayang yg tinggi tapi benci segala yg buruk dan hodoh. menyokong keadilan dan hebat dalam mengimbangi sesuatu perkara. Benda warna biru, hijau dan kuning. Buah strawberi, no 6, F/O, beranda, kerongsang bunga, esen vanila dan skirt mini.

Sagittarius (23 nov-22 dis)
Jupiter, dewa pengetahuan yg berbakat. berdikari, buat sesuatu ikut suka, amat berkemampuan. Benda warna ungu, merah dan oren. Timun. no 1, J/S, udang goreng dengan teping (tempura?), taman awam, sunglasses, baju panas sutera Morhare (?).

Okay....

Y'know, bila banyak baca Mastika, kita akan kata, oh ye ke, ada jadi camtu... oh, ada orang sihirkan orang lain?

Tapi dah masuk IPT, baru terasa realnya perkara-perkara camtu sbb berlaku kat sebelah kita je. Yep, memang ada orang yang ada 'benda' tu, orang yang ignorant pun banyak gak. Teringat masa taaruf, masa tu ustaz cakap, kat sini jangan nak cuba-cuba 'ilmu' tu, jangan nak lawan ustaz sbb ustaz pun kuat gak. wooo... memang ternganga masa tu.

What to do... I realize kalau nak back away pun, mungkin tempat lain lebih teruk sebab tempat lain bukan KOLEJ ISLAM. Mungkin UIA boleh lagi kot... tp tmpt lain agak lebih lagi sosialnya... kot.

LAGIPUN SINI DEKAT NGAN UMAH!!!!!!!! TEE-HEE!!

itu je yang aku pikir masa nmpk bebudak sini ramai-ramai pegi pasar masa sebelum ni. Like what I put in earlier, aku ni nk independent pun xleh. S pun ada pengalaman bekerja gak. Aku? heiii... memang!

tp aku boleh la kata aku ni semacam foolhardy sikit. Adrenaline la katakan... atau aku ni cuma ada konsep 'BARANG AKU SENDIRI'... yang aku maksudkan ialah aku suka tidur kat tmpt aku sendiri. Dan bila orang ajak tido tmpt diorang - selalunya pasal takde org kt bilik aku - kadang-kadang aku berkeras dan tido gak tmpt aku... hahaaa... tp cam aku ckp kt MySpace aku... Eccentricity....

Aku ni cuma pelik saja orangnya... tak unik tak special apa pun. Eccentric. My own and mine alone. animanga. biasenyer tu je la aku ni. orang lain lagi best, cam A. boyfren pun aku xde...

WOI! TETIBA BOYFREN LAK MASUK! DA LARI TAJUK NI!

WUTEVAH!

on the next episode of Psycho....

Scorpio? Capricorn? Aries? Virgo?

Whaaaat??? Thailand?????

CUT!!!!

knp la ko ney dtg kt KUIS... oh ye.... sbb aku ni penakut gile, bodo, xleh independent, naik basikal pun tak pandai, lintas jln takut, taktau no bas, taktau LRT mane... ape lagiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hmm... tak pandai berkawan, suka dok sorg2 ckp ngan diri sendiri (creepygal)..... oii.... pe lagi, pe lagi....

jadi mmg bangak la sbb ko ney tak suka peraturan tp KUIS penuh sgt [da tepu da] ngan peraturan. rules are rules after all...

kena pakai stoking, kena pakai baju tutup, takleh t-shirt, takleh tudung pendek, dah kena sound ngan akak n abg skema kt cni tau, sbb minum slurpee sambil jalan. blah la budak skema. bising nak mampos.

um... camne ek? mula dari sem 1... ya ya... mula kat blok lama...

Y org pertama yg tegur aku. aku ambik katil sebelah dia kt atas... bawah aku KG, bawah Y ialah S, kwn Y dr dulu lagi... diorang ney slalu sgt gaduh, pasal lakey!

fuddin' btol la....

kt sebelah sana ada W, A, F, and Z. kengkawan diorng yg slalu dtg ialah M, kwn Y, H kwn F, and a buncha others.

memang gile, 8 org satu bilik woi!

dah la cramped. wutevah.

neway, ada masalah sket ngan KG, dia cam tak pueh aty kt W kot, or W ada masalah ngan dia, mana aku nk tau...

lagipun, nk jaga tepi kain org... heh, mcm makcik lak aku ni. aku tak kisah la diorg nk watpe pown, janji aku out dr yg pelik n dangerous sudah.

Y n S mmg pelik. guy problems escalate too high. pas sorg, sorg lakey...

yg sama ngan aku tu A. sesame ENglish... dia ngan F mmg rapat gile, dahla sama nama lak tu.

OKAY, AKU MEMANG MENIPU LA KLU CKP AKU TAKNAK TAU PASAL APE2, TP DAH DIORG RASA AKU X PERLU TAU, JD TAKYAH LA. MEMANG SAMA CAM MASE SKOLA DULU, INGT X? SBB DIORG PIKIR AKU NI INNOCENT SGT JD TAK BLEY DIBERITAU PAPE.

KLU LA DIORG TAU ... MMG DIORG TAKKAN PANDANG AKU LG DAH. TAU TAK???

well, first off, there's the late nighters, and they freaking made a racket when it's the dead of the night, and they say weird things like stuff i really shouldn't comprehend but really, since when had i become innocent. i know the f word ... i know almost all cursewords and i've been with the boys when there's only me in the classroom and damn it i know how their mouth is. just can't expect it here in this place where the supposed good people is here and why am i talking in english anyway??? I can chatspeak as well in Malay and in English.

sheesh. okay... ini cerita yang sgt panjag dan rasanya akan berterusan dalam beberapa blog entree... bermulanya dari sem 1.

sebab blog psychosolitaire supposed to be about my life at college.and i've said it before in Emneria's that I will never ever thank or kneel to those that gave me grief.

tolong la... lecturer perempuan agak menyakitkan hati aku la...

sem lepas, sem 1, bermulanya kisah...

dua minggu tak balik masa tu, sebab ada orientasi dan kelas dan tetiba je ada terlalu banyak assignment... memang terkejut gila masa tu. alamak nak laptop sendiri.....

dan lecturer sumenye tak nak be lenient dan kitorang masih dikatakan miss c.l.a.s.s. becoz kitorang ada orientasi la!!! tolong sikit! oh ye... bukan orientasi tapi taaruf!!! hah!

memang weird gile... tp aku suka klas ELP so far. Pn K ingtkn aku pada Pn Hasnida form 2. tapi dia memang garang nak gile....

History agak2 aku suka tak suka je... memang dia strict tp benda yang dia ajar memang best. cuma aku la... masuk klaz dia je aku tido... hahaha... ingat klaz terakhir dia bagi tgk romeo n juliet 1965. yang jadi juliet agak comel... lain kali aku pi tgk infonye, budak tu lagi muda drpd aku... masa TU la... fresh lagi...

hey, to be continued later k?

Stupid lecturers and their stupid high and mighty all-knowing jerks! Kenapa la koko di wajibkan. Kenapa la diorang selalu je berlagak sangat pandai. Tau la memang kitorang datang sini nak belajar pun tapi boleh tak jangan menyakitkan hati orang!

Baka!

Aku pernah cakap kan... I will be eternally grateful to those who guide me but I will not thank those who gave me grief. Ayat kedua overrides the first, excluding parents and immediate family members of course.

Memang dah sah dia masuk my bad book.

Betul-betul menyakitkan hati la...

Tak guna betul!