Am I bored? Lonely? Crazy? Well either way many post blog posts but on average most of the time they never get read... or even noticed the posters blog in the first place... If you have read this then good! Someone does notice... If you haven't read this then good! I'm right... and talking to myself...

Funny fact recently through a thread that went WAY off topic, it appears most of the few dedicated fans that hang around longer are homosexuals or so called "half there" (and I'm not joking)... now the thing here is, any link? Well only if you apply this game being art more closely and sterotypically... although we're talking about the more dedicated fans right? Meh, who cares, not me thats for sure! Thats nothing though, it also appeared that many members of GTA: SA actually had some point lost grop on reality and thought about jacking someone's car to get home quicker... not to mention the Doom fanatics that even see the keys in the middle of the road! And yes, Manhunt is for the mentally disturbed on average, thanks for not asking!

There are great games, bad games, fair games... but no matter the quality there will always be those games that get weird treatment even though no one can ever understand... you'll notice these are fairly new games... 5 - Halo - Its got amazing online and thats what most seem to only like, so how come just the one thing keeps it so high? I mean, Microsoft only bought Bungie for this, it lacks soul! 4 - Psyconauts - Yeah it was a crazy funny game but no one want to admit it was one of the least popular games in a long time, didn't stop some reviewers puckering up! When I asked others they said: "O that game, what about it?" They had little as much as idea I did lol! 3 - Shadow of the Colossus - Firstly the game is different in a good way, but the fans... gosh, they latch on to much, it barely sold much in Europe and only won a few awards in comparison to others that year but to them they can use it to vent their anger on other games? WTF is that? And we all know MGS3 had the best ending ever! 2 - God of War - I really liked this game but not as much as everyone else, its was more or less the game of the year in 2005 with like 100 awards, just cheack wiki... didn't think it was THAT good though and IGN give it a 9.8? Tuh, I give it an fair respectable 9.0, didn't seem like the best thing ever... 1 - Half Life 2 - Over 35 game of the year awards?! 35! Thats beaten any other game ever made and I only thought it was a nice squeal to the orignal which by the way I liked better personally, and somehow its even beaten the crap out of all these games you see above... If these games had an ass, it would be red, sore and bone dry... and I don't think thats a cause noting!

Look, I hit the big 1-0 today, woot... cough cough... I got to here via Painkiller, Advance Wars: Duel Strike, Shadow of the Colossus and Mario Kart DS forums... buy these or die!

I've noticed that from media shows, award passes and news I've seen from this site, developers look so smug and up their own a**... And from interviews and experience in new games these days... gaming is going down hill... you'll disagree but it seems so. The developers now JUST leech onto the money aspect of games now and their either fun but short or just plain c***! Wheres the determination and soul you put into games eh? I remember small time companies that made some of the greatest games of all time like Doom and Myth... then they get bought out by a non game developer... and now they look like snooty guys... o well... its just a past time NOT a Imperial government!