Today I fell asleep after the school and woke up at 5.30pm. Then I started to study, but electricity went out:( So I made my conspect with a light of flashlight and electricity came back for 5 minits:D and went out again, I had to use a flashlight for about 10 minits, but happily the electricity came back after some time:). Today at school I felt like I was in the middle of uncultural people, because some girls just know how to act unpolite and use dirty words and scream and hit the others. It really causes a headache. It feels like i am going crazy. It is so much noise in school and forceing your way. I know that there are some polite and intelligent girls and boys (about 4) in my class.
I saw a bag (Irlande) in Avon's catalogue. I really liked it. I know I am short of money, but I ordered it;). I know lewuz will be mad when he hears about that:D.
On fourteenth of February is Valentine's day. I must go to see a dentist on that sweet day:) ai ai ai... Wish me luck, because it will be really unappealing visit.
Lewuz brought me some pens. And they are really good pens;). Thank you.
I told you that my door lock was broken. Today one man fixed it. He was russian, so it was quite hard to understand each other, but we handled it.
And the picture that rate.ee didn't like is now uploaded.
http://www.rate.ee/users/Horrible
But I have more sexier pictures in my computer;)
So,how do you like Estonia's ESC 2007 song? It is "Partners in crime" performed by Gerli Padar. Well, the three songs I liked: Laura, Hele and Kristjan, Gerli were all in the best three of ten. Gerli has powerful voice and personality. Go, Gerli Padar!
I haven't got a TV, so I went to see Eurovision to my friend Viivika. Here we are:

About today:
I hate living here, it is dirt everywhere and the door is broken. Everything is so fraught. I can't live anymore. My head is going to explode, it hurts and it is **** music here, about a hour the same song. I am going crazy. I hate you! I have no mood to study and I can't consentrate here too:(. I have still so much to do tonight, but I just can't. I hate this place.

About volleyball:
If we play it in the class, then about five girls from twelve are playing and running. The others are just standing. It upsets me. They say they can't play and they don't even try:S. In the trenings are some beginners too and sometimes it is awful to play and sometimes there are some profs who are judgeing, but I like to play. And that 1.5 hours are passing so fast while playing. So now you know I like to play volleyball.

More about me:
My name is Gerli. I have lived in Tallin for almost 2 years. Before I lived in Kunda. I attend 11th class in highschool. I play volleyball. I write lyrics and poems. I am 180cm tall;) Now say: wow, what a tall girl:D

I wrote this poem about 2 and a half years ago, but it is still one of my favorites:
"Beautiful Stranger"
You came in my room and you sit
That's how we met
You were sweet, kind and beautiful
Your name was Urul

We were just talking and drinking
What was I thinking
You were pretty I guess that's why
I let you inside
I thought that everything was fine
Till the end of time

Next thing that I saw was a pillow
You tried to choke me
But i was screaming out of window
Then you let me free
Next you choked me with your own hands
I asked you to stop
You just wanted to command my lands
You made me give up

Then i was lying in my own bed
My eyes were red
"I had to!" were the last words you said
You didn't care

You left and I was lying there
But I wasn't dead ...

More poems: http://gerlikase.blogspot.com

On January 22 I said that rate.ee didn't like my picture, BUT I LIKE IT;) ! Rate still don't upload it, they say it has bad quality, so what?. I have to put it here:

Have you ever got no sleep, but you have to sleep to feel fine in the next day, or you must get up early? Well, that happens often with me. And I must get up every day at 6.30am. So one evening I just couldn't get sleep, so I watched the photos in my mobile and then I started playing games with my telephone. First I played Black Jack, then I started playing QuadraPop. I think I played it about a hour, but it felt like 20 minits. After that I was tired enough to get sleep:). Now I understand how lewuz can loose his sense of time during playing games.

About today:
I was not happy to be at school after that break.That maths test - I think I didn't pass it:(. I got a certificate of my grades today. I had only one 3 and that was maths, but other subjects are 4 and 5 ;):P Now I listen those 10 ESC songs and they are getting better:D. And I am kind of sleepy and tired and hungry.
I guess that's it for today.

P.S. Ma vihkan 37.KK söökla süsteemi, sest need kandikud on nõmedad ja lendavad ümber kogu aeg. Toitu ootad järjekorras pool vahetundi ja siis ahmid omale toidu sisse 4 minutiga ja ikka on oht tundi hilineda. Siis on seedimine ja kõik sassis sest 32 mälumise korra asemel saab mäluda 0.5 korda. Ja keskkool sööb 4. vahetunnil, kuid kui kõht väga tühi, siis nad ei anna süüa 3. ndal vahetunnil, kusjuures eelmine aasta anti. Ükskord kutsusime isegi õppealajuhataja sinna, ta ütles, et kui toitu on üle siis võib varem anda. Kamooon.. SÜÜA!. Ning see on nõme, et hommikul 2. ja 3. vahetunnil sööjad saavad valida kas kartul või riis või makaron ja kuna meie, keskkool, sööme viimasel vahetunnil, siis tihti valikuvõimalus puudub, sest mõni asi on otsas ja need kokakesed ei viitsi juurde teha. Krdi vihaseks ajab!!! Õnneks on mul veel aasta seal kollase-punase kohe lagunemisohus koolis käia. Ahjaa ükskord lendas radiaator õhku, siis terve koridor ujus veest. ja need tainaajud ei küta ju peale tunde ja nädalavahetusel, sest nad HOIAVAD KOKKU. Eesti on vaene ju:S. Siis lapsed lõdisevad koolis. Mul oli ükskord kaks kampsunit seljas, ikka oli külm. fakk küll...
Ehk ma praegu pingutan veits üle, sest olen vihane, aga paraku see asi on nii.

UPDATE: Ja mingid tinaajud sülitavad salatite sisse mis laudadel on pakutud prae kõrvale mõeldud.  Ma nägin ükskord pealt. Kohutav!!! Ja see oli veel 11. klassi õpilane, ma ei saa aru. Ok kui veel 2. klassi laps nii teeb, aga 11. klass!!! Peaks nagu aru peas olema juba!! Jube, kuhu niiviisi välja jõutakse??

So, you all know that I had fever and I didn't go to school, but now I have screwd up, because on Monday I have maths test and I am not sure I'm gonna pass that. Again: let's just hope that I have enough time to study at school for that test.

Saturday I shopped wih my sister and she spent about 5000 EEK in Tallinn. I am lucky, because I got two new sweaters. We went shopping at 12am and we came back at 6pm. In the evening I was tired, but happy. Actually after the shopping I went to Viivika's place with a huge bag to see the introduction of Estonian Eurovision Song Contest's songs. I had the bag because I took all my bed-linen with me for wash. I don't have a washing machine:(.

About Eurovision:
On the 27th of January was the introduction of Estonian Eurovision song contest's songs. I had heard two of them before. This year all songs were subscribed from proffesionals, but there was no good song. I mean that good what I would really like and think that Estonia could pass the first part of the competition. But from those 10 songs the best were:
Gerli Padar "Partners in crime" and Soul Militia "My place", Kristjan Kasearu's song was also OK. But when I heard that people can not take part of it, I was sad, because I wrote the lyrics and a friend of mine (Dj Stony) thought of makeing music for the lyrics. Sad, but maybe next year. Actually I think that when person makes something with its heart, then the result is better, then makeing something what is ordered to be done. I don't know what did they think when they said that people can not participate, did they think that the songs are gona be better or they are just lazy. Last year there were sent 76 songs, they had to listened them all. Maybe the picking 10 out of 76 songs is hard for them. But, I am mad and sad:(.

About my new haircut:
One day I like it and another day I don't like it. I think I regret what I did, but on the other hand I am glad that I got some change. Let's just hope that my hair grow fast:)

So, Here I am again:)
I had an awful night. I went to bed at 9pm because I was so tired and i had a headache. I just couldn't get sleep. I woke up in every two hours and I felt queasy. And my stomach hurt. Some weard songs played in my mind too. That was strange night. So in the morning I didn't feel fine, but I desided to go to school, but I stayed there only for one lesson and then I came home. At home I noticed that I am weak and I have fever. So I slept about 5 hours, then I felt much better. I was hungry (like always). I planned to cook pea soup. I was too weak to hold the pot and I dropped it. Everywhere was pea soup and it took a lot of time to clean it up. So I was tired again:D. But I rested some minuts. Now my fever has fallen and I feel OK. I guess I don't go to school tomorrow, because I ...just don't feel like going:D. Tomorrow I see my hairdresser and I am going to be more beautiful than I am right now;)

One italian guy wants to marry me. :P;)

And two good news in addition- Tomorrow lewuz is coming to Tallinn :) And on Saturday my sister is coming to visit me.

 

NB! I am not going to talk about games:D:D
So, first of all, I want to say that don't trust anyone...and the labels on the street or somewhere. I needed to go to see a tentist, so everyone suggested me the Tõnismäe Clinic. I went there and I saw labels on the walls saying Clients suggest 2006. So I believed it and when I went to the registration table, there was a woman with very decorous face. I started saying taht I am here for the first time and can you suggest me a tentist and when I can have my visit. I think I could say only the first part of the sentence, when she said to me very fast: Free time is in
n 14 february at 3pm. I said no, a littel later maybe... She said : at 4pm? I said OK and she wrote down it for me. On the paper there is a name of the doctor too, but it is written in a such of hurry that I can't read it out :S. So it was the worst cashier I have ever seen.

Today also was not my day..
My deskmate promised to come at my place and color my hair, but today at school she said that
she goes to skate and she is not in the mood of coloring hair:S But she promised. I don't know... doesn't people have somekind of responsibility?? Or I am just too good person:).
So, OK I came home and called the hairdresser, but she was not at work today, administrator told me that she will be there tomorrow. What a pitty. Then I managed my cousin (Renis) to
color my hair. And in fact he did it excellently.

Actually I am tired of school too. I don't like smoking, drinking and people are all the times just talking about it. Like I was so drunk blablabla... I think it's pointless and it's nothing
to be proud of. And some many girls are using dirty words. Its disgusting. And I try to do homework what I like and what I can do. Something like English or Maths. And some other people
has problems in these subjects. And in my group I was the only one who had made the homework. And there I was - the dweeb.  I can't get it. One day I am a genius and the other day I am a dweeb. But one thing  I know - I'm pretty!;)
Now I feel like human wreck.

And Rate.ee didn't like my picture either. They said it's too much worked and has bad quality. But it was beautiful picture. And unfortunately I can't upload it here too. I don't know why.
But someday you will see that photo.

When I came home I was hungry. So now I have eaten and everyone is happy:). Sorry lewuz that I didn't cook in the weekend. But Scotland Yard was fine on Saturday. On Sunday something went wrong, but .... yeah.. fine.

I'm running out of money!!!!

Now I had a phone call. Koit called and asked if I could come to hold his daughter. I said OK.
Ok bye now. Have fun!

I made this account here, because my boyfriend was getting on my nerves. So, first this site made me really angry, because it didn't work and was just stupid. But now, I guess I am over it. And sometimes when I have more time, I will write something more here. But now I continue studying, because tomorrow is school and I want to get a good mark.

And...Max Payne is sexy:)