I have been thinking of suicide (not commiting it) for awhile now.
Some people just don't understand. I did not fully comprehend why people committed suicide up until recently.
I myself have nothing to live for, and if I died in my sleep tonight, nobody would care. If that sounds emo, well I guess I'm emo :|
The truth is I have no friends, I pretty much hate my family (except my mom) and I have nothing to look forward to except another day of school and/or work. I love music, but it is not tangible, its nothing more than something to deter my true thoughts.
I have tried so hard to be more social, but I fail. I'm not outgoing, I may not look too bad, but my personality is lacking. Mostly everyone my age loves to drink and screw around, I don't. And I don't have a car, I can't go anywhere to meet others.
skullkrusher13
If that is what you say is true, then i really feel sorry for you. Atleast glad that people like you are not committing any suicide ;) But hell, i feel sorry for you.. Really :S And no, suicide is not the answer. I heard about the christian told me that commiting sucide will not be forgiven and you'll be in hell for that. It is like commiting a sin or something, i don't believe in christ but it looks logic to me. God gave you the birth, you are the person, it was a gift from god you should appreciate not declining it. That's my rant and sorry for my english, 2nd language.
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