Yeah..i'm not very good at writing things like this...but at least i tried not to be too cliche and cheesy..:x..

A ray of sunshine on a gloomy day

A cloud that carries the spirit away

A feeling of overwhelming joy

A feeling of insurmountable hope

Revives a spirit so dead

Warms a heart so cold

Thoughts of the beloved fill this ones head

Drives out the hate filling this ones heart

Wishing this feeling will last forever

No more pain

No more fear

Waiting for this ones beloved to appear

Anticipation fills the mind

Overloads the senses

Just a thought and she has taken hold

Just a whisper and this ones spirit soars

Chase away the darkness

Carry this one into the light

Chase away the demons that have taken hold

Hold this heart in tender embrace

She's this ones ray of sunshine on a gloomy day

She's the one that chases the demons away

She's the one that dismisses the fear

She's the one that glows with warmth

This soul no longer tortured

This heart no longer cold

This one no longer lives in fear

Love has replaced the pain

Love has warmed the cold

This ray of sunshine on a gloomy day

This feeling of insurmountable hope

This feeling of overwhelming joy

This feeling they call love

I know this isn't an accurate depiction of emotions...but they accurately depict mine at least...

Lurking beneath the surface

Waiting to arise

Waiting to bring about this ones demise

Swirling around this ones heart

The pain was just a start

The torture of being slowly torn apart

Eating away at this one from within

Slowly decaying from inside

They've stripped this one of pride

Within this empty shell they reside

Filling these ears with whispers

Filling this mind with doubt

Trying with head held high

Resisting the urge to cry

Frustration eats away at this one's will

They creep in for the kill

They smother the hope

Replacing it with doubt

Is this what love is about

This endless pain

Can't resist much longer

They lurk from within

Sensing the weakness

Sensing the fear

Filling the eyes with visions of hate

Cloaking the heart in loathing

Methodically corroding this one from within

Can't hold on much longer

It all fades away

One day to the next

Try to stay alive

Try to shake the fear

They reign over this one

Their power supreme

Too weak to resist

Too fearful to try

Lurking beneath the surface

Devouring the hope

Deafening the ears to sounds of joy

Blinding the eyes to glimmers of hope

Lurking beneath the surface

Slowly destroying this one from within

No whisper to shoo them away

Just trying to resist for another day

These emotions slowly bring about this ones decay

Yeah i know i'm REALLY early...but i posted it on one of the union forums..also, i know it's not that great..here it is...

A time where love is most pure

A time to consider loves allure

Hearts float lazily through ones mind

Daydreams are filled with thoughts of lust

I watch as loves embrace engulfs them

I watch as I stand here all alone

Knowing I will never feel such warmth

I stand here feeling so dejected

Try to stifle the pain

This feeling of emptiness

I am filled with jealousy as I watch

Those who have found love

I know all my attempts have been in vain

There is no one there for me

Make them go away

Make it all disappear

I hide behind a cloak of fear

Heart so fragile

Can't open up to another

She'll just tear me apart

Make them go away

They stand and jeer

At this one cloaked in fear

Can't take it anymore

Sitting alone in my room

Dreaming of that warm sensation

That feeling they call love

I don't need them

Staring from eyes so red

At the carpet now stained scarlet

The pain keeps them away

Silences their laughter

Can't take it anymore

Can't live with this being I abhor

Make them go away

Just have to make it through the day

Others find laughter

Others find love

On this day where it is so pure

On this day shrouded in allure

This one hides alone

Trying to stifle the pain

Trying to make it through the day

As they laugh and jeer

As he hides in fear

An escape from a life so dead

An endless freedom from a world of pain

Stain the carpets red

Watch through eyes so dead

Pass into the darkness

An eternity of nothingness

One so forlorn has nothing to lose

No more spirit left to fight

Slowly this life fades into the night

Erasing this worthless being

An instant of pain

It will all be over soon

With eyes so red

Throat so sore from screaming in denial

This soul cannot last much longer

This suicide cannot be prevented

With head hung in shame

Trying to remain in control

A battle lost

A body gained

Will it be pills?

A noose?

A knife?

Anything is good

So long as it ends this life

So miserable

Suicide remains the lone escape

From this life so dead

As the carpet turns a shade of red

Remember the life that you once had

Too late for regret

No more tears

Slip away into the darkness

A sleep so eternal

All this pain will cease

Slip into the darkness

This pain is no more

Sleep peacefully

No more will you be harmed

Sleep peacefully

No more can they hurt you

Because of Me - Seether..

Here she comes again
She's feeling like she's already won
I believe it's gonna end again, all for naught
My philosophy is things are just as wrong as they seem
I believe it's gonna end this way, atrocity
Do you believe in love?
Like I believe in pain?
Nobody died for you, somebody pray for me!

When you see me cut me down!
And I will force it underground!
There's no one left to hurt but me...
And it's because of me, right?!

There he walks away
He's feeling like he's having them on
I believe he's gonna bend again
And all for naught
My philosophy is things are just as wrong as they seem
I've gotta get you off of me, it's such an oddity!
Do you believe in love?
Like I believe in pain?
Nobody died for you...
Somebody pray for me!


I want to see you suffer!

SUFFER!


When you see me cut me down...
And when you see me cut me down...
And when you see me cut me down...
And it's because of me, SUFFER!

Recently i've been thinking about life...scary..me thinking..:P

Seriously though..I'm feeling rather lost as to what the point of my life is..so i go to college..maybe get married..get a job..get old and die..that's not much to look forward to..and yes..the years may be filled with joy...for the most part...but i'll lose everyone i love along the way...mainly my parents and grandparents..and to be honest..i can't even imagine a girl ever liking me more then a friend...immature..probably..but i just can't see it..

Lately, i've also been feeling bored with my existence...i try to make friends and it never works out..and i try to open up more and nothing good ever results from it...i've been looking for hobbies...but writing seems to be the only thing i'm good at..i'm a horrible artist, musician, horseback rider..everything i've tried i've basically failed at...and this is no exaggeration..

This Maybe just a juvenile rant..but eh..anyways..I was wondering if anyone else has ever felt this way...:|

First let me just say...these are the best in my opinion...and it certainly was hard to narrow the list down to a mere 10..and all the links open up to a separate Youtube page with the songs if anyone cares to listen..and they aren't really in any order...:P

#10. Animal I Have Become - Three Days Grace

#9. Hopeless- Breaking Benjamin

#8. Fade Away - Breaking Benjamin

#7. Fake It - Seether

#6. Six - All That Remains

#5. Tongue - Seether

#4. Stricken - Disturbed

#3. Decadence - Disturbed

#2. Prayer - Disturbed

#1. Lies - Evanescence

I tend to listen to music that portrays how i feel at given times..so these 10 are how i feel most of the time..:x

This is more of a rant...sorry if some of you get lost while reading..:x

We live in this land of grey

So cold and lonely

As we slowly decay

Day by day

This is a land of war

A land of death

A land of greed

All things we claim to abhor

Trust a kind soul

Let your guard become slack

They will plunge a knife into you back

There is no such thing as trust in this land

A life is created

A life is obliterated

We all slowly fade away

Approaching our final day

When our time comes

Will we be met by eternal night

Will we be thrown into eternal flames

Will we be greeted by a brilliant light

Death is hardly unexpected

For this soul so dejected

This one the world rejected

Vanish into the cold embrace

This black cloak that is death

Something so mysterious

So feared

Yet so revered

In this land that is so grey

Where we decay day by day

Will we find our way

Before we fade away

Will we vanish into the cold

Soon forgotten and gone

Will we be remembered with cheers

Or will we be remembered with jeers

Will we find a light so bright

Or will we find only emptiness

No one can truly say

For we merely exist

In this land so grey

Is there really a God

Or is it just false hope

Behind a seemingly divine façade

Don't let the dark engulf me

Will I burn for all eternity

Will I see a celestial being before me

Intervene and save me from this fate

Before it is too late

I am so full of hate

I feel my heart slowly decay

A perverse creation

There is no other way

At the end of a noose

Watch me sway

This soul has been led astray

Now I will pay

There is no Utopia or fields of blooming flowers

No light shining through the dark

No cherubic hymns to be heard

Only a soul so cold and shivering with fright

Alone in the night

With no guardian angel in sight

All but abandoned

Have you given up on me

Will you let me burn for all eternity

Are you just a dream

Will my prayers ever be heard

Or are these thoughts purely absurd

Who has the final word

Death awaits us all W

ill you be on the other side

Once all I have left has died

Help me to decide I

have lost my pride

My last hope has died

Will you cut me down

Will you watch me sway

Will you watch the life ebb away

Will this life end today

Or will you show me another way

So brilliant and majestic

So lush and tall

A tree loved by all

A thing so simple

Signifies a thing so great

A symbol of joy

A symbol of cheer

The coming of a new year

Not all is as it appears

Glass balls of assorted shapes and sizes

Are nothing but disguises

They hold within memories past

Helping us remember those we have lost

Within the branches they watch

Within the decorations they live

A facade so complete

Hiding within so discreet

They live on through this tree

Forever in our memory

Never forgotten

Though long since passed

This tree stands tall

Helping to make memories last

A loved ones smile

A loved ones laugh

Always will they be remembered

Hidden within these decorations

So innocent

So cheerful

Their souls reside within the ornaments

The lights are their eyes

The garland,Their guise

Never will they be forgotten

One day we too will be like them

Hiding within the trees

Like a disease

Yet so beautiful

This one time of year

That all hold so dear

The memories of those we have lost

Live on in the decorations

In the trees standing so tall

This thing so simple

Yet so complex

Their memories live on

This one time each year..