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whoooo what a weekend it was..:D

Friday was freakin FANTASTIC as i predicted:lol: but OMG Saturday SUCKED first off we went to this creepy as restaurant, where i felt really really uncomfortable and then to make matters worse, i got food poisoning from this disgusting fish i ate:roll: YAY!! lol but other than that it just went Way to fast, so man i was so bored today, so i completly cleaned out my closet and then i decided to change my whole room around, BAD IDEA it took my about 4 hours :lol: cos i went through all my junk and all my artwork and it was hard trying to decide what to throw out :lol: wow how bored am i!! so im watching Australian Idol at the moment and im just realising why it is that i DONT actually normally watch it:lol: THEY SUCK, seriously you get like what maybe i decent singer out of every 50 and some of them are just plain creepy!! So its back to work tomorrow YAY*thumbs up*....NOT!!!:roll::lol: im out PEACE!!8)

Ana!!

Damn regret, ill try to forget....

SO its FRIDAY whoop whoop im excited!! I have a few plans this weekend Tonight im going out to celebrate one of my good friends 20th birthday and its going to be AWESOME!! :lol: and then Sat night its my best friends Mum's birthday so we are going out for tea to celebrate that, she is so cool, seriously the coolest mother i know of!!!So i actually have some set in concrete plans YAY..Its raining here agina how rude, it has not rained for the whole week then as soon as friday come around it POURS:roll:, but you know thats Melbourne for ya!! ok Quiz time, enjoy;)

Igot this from G3eh( thanks buddy:D)

WRITE EXACTLY WHATS ON YOUR MIND, AND DON'T CHANGE IT.

1. Your last relationship = Um... like a year ago...bad ending...

2. I am listening to =John Butler Trio- Better Than!!

3. Maybe I should = Get a drink.....

4. I love =Went :D yeah sexy went....:wink:

5. Chocolate is = yummy , i like it A LOT!!

6. I don't understand = **** girls......

7. I have lost my respect for = My parents....yeah i know issues:roll:

8. I last ate = Chicken!! love me chicken :)

9. The meaning of my user name = BORING its my name, with blu at the end to be all FANCY.:lol:

10. God = doubtful......

11. Someday = the strokes

12. I will always remember = what i am trying to forget!!!

13. Love = happiness

14. I never ever want to lose = My buddies!!

15. My MySpace is = very boring, i rarely use it

16. Tomorrow I will = Hungover!!:lol:

17. I get annoyed when = People are unnecessarily rude!!

18. Parties = Fun times. Whoooooo

20. Simple kisses = So hot!!

21. Today I = worked..*zzzzzz* boring..

22. I wish = i was rich LOL

IS YOUR / ARE YOU...
01. is your hair wet?: Nope its dry
02. is your cell phone right by you?: Yeah always
03. do you miss someone?: not really im just bored so i miss human contact
04. are you wearing chap stick?: nah Lip gloss, its all glossy so its better!!
05. are you tired?: Yeah but im old now so its allowed!!
06. are you wearing pajamas?: Nope fully dressed
08. are you mad?: like pissed? or like crazy? well neither actually :lol:
09. are you upset?: nope takes a lot to do that!!

HAVE YOU...
01. recently done anything you regret?: yes...:oops:
03. ever stuck gum under a desk?: who has'nt?
04. ever kicked someone?: Yeah i have sisters dude...
05. ever tripped over your own feet? At least once a day

TODAY HAVE YOU...
01. have you cussed?: Bahahahahahahahahahha.....
02. have you gotten mad at someone?: Never:roll:

RANDOM...
Q: is there a person who is on your mind right now? nah not really

Q: do you have any siblings? yep 2 sisters

Q: do you want children? of course some day!!

Q: do you smile often? Yeah i think im friendly!!

Q: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?Usually i try to depends on the degree of laziness!!

Q: do you like your handwriting?My scrawl you mean? who cares.. but no

Q: are your toenails painted?: Yep they are white,

Q: are you a friendly person?i like to think so but im kinda shy, so maybe it comes off in a bad way..


Q: whose bed others than yours do you sleep in? My best friends,

Q: what color shirt are you wearing? Grey and electric blue underneath

Q: what were you doing at 2pm yesterday?? Working....


Q: I can't wait for:LINKIN PARK WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO:D

SO there it is another Blog, im off to enjoy my weekend i hope all you guys do the same!!!

Ana8)

All I mind's losing you ....

BACK BABY, yay i can post again, so exciting:D can i just say WTF is wrong with some people i was watching the news today and Some complete piece of sh!t beat up a lady who is 94 or so years old!! seriously who does that, but apparantly she fought back and he took off!!8) yeah thats Karma baby!! So the last couple of days...hmmn i have written about 2 blogs already this week so i used all the good material on that and now i cant remember what i wrote:lol:hmmn this is a bit of a time wastage....:lol:

ANA :D

It's not denial. I'm just selective about the reality i accept.

How fast did that weekend go? seriously it feels like it was Friday, then BAM its Sunday night!! So i went out on Friday night, danced till my feet hurt and got some cute guys number. LOL:wink: but then my friend had her drink spiked, it was really scary, i mean she had 2 drinks, then she could barely stand and her muscles all hurt and she was vomiting a lot.. i dunno what the heck it was but OMG i was terrified, so i spent te rest of the night watching her sleep to make sure she was ok!!! Then my Saturday night i spent walking up and down this road with a torch,in the dark, in the rain looking for the freakin earing she lost (it had sentimental value), yeah dont ask why we didnt drive, it wasnt until we got back to the car that we thought we coould have just driven up and down , but thats me for you, the practical thinker, after the stupid thing has already been done:lol:, we never found the stupid earing BTW!!!! and today was spent with my little sis, who turned 13 OMG, i remember when she was born and it does not feel like 13 years ago!! so wow this blog was a little bit of a shambles :lol: sorry guys!!

Ana

Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today. -James Dean

well well, we meet again, Today was an interesting day LONG as anything, but actually fun, i got to work with my best friend Jay, whooo, this means that i didnt have to work with my LAZY boss who does nothing except sit there a pick sh!t at everything i do!! oooh feels good to vent, i know i do that a lot, but its better that i get it out otherwise i internalize it and then i will be the guy who explodes and kills someone( SERIOUSLY I WILL NOT DO THAT I WAS JUST KIDDING SO DONT PANIC:lol:), but i think i really am like that as a person, i dont want to say im a pushover, but i think that even when something bothers me i wont say..even if it hurts my feelings, instead i will be all jokey and sarcastic!!! Ok so back to the point, so jay is really the sweetest person i have ever met, she is NEVER unhappy, alwasy always super excited to talk to people and she never judges anyone, which brings me to someSAD news she was diagnosed with a brain tumor on Wednesday, now this is sad because she has actually already had 3 brain tumors and she fought like hell and survived, and then now just as she is getting healthy this happens? its like such a kick to the system it makes me think about how i want to live my life, i dont want to live regretting that i never did things, so i have decided that in Honour of Jay, i will now be the person i want, i will try to not be afraid and intimidated, and i will try to always be positive!!!

Thanks for listening guys, i just really needed to get those feelings out,:)

Ana:D

Music is what feelings sound like

Guess who is going to see LINKIN PARK on OCTOBER 14 at ROD LAVER ARENA in MELBOURNE....hmmmn that would be me!!!!!:D i am so excited.:P.finally, my first concert of the year after the disappointment of Fall Out Boy, this HAD to happen or i was going to storm the ticketek offices and kick some A**!! i had to get up so early to wait for these damn tickets, because i dont have a credit card, so i had to do it the old fashioned way, no internet, just CASH.so just wanted to tell everyone my exciting news :lol:

Have an awesome day/nite...

ANA

Seen it all, done it all, can't remember most of it.

Blogging time again, So its Saturday Morning in my neck of the woods, and im just sitting here recovering, being bored because there is NOTHING to do!! tell you what though im getting so incredibly sick of work, man if didnt need the money so bad i would be GONE..well yesterday i went shopping A LOT i got so much new clothes im giddy, nothing like a shopping spree to make you feel better!!! Everyone seems to be going on holidays..is it because its summer for you guys? i really want to travel, its something that i have wanted to do forever but im a bit intimidated to go by myself, so a question to all those who have travelled, or even if you havent:lol: is it better to go alone or with someone else? i mean if you go alone you can meet all kinds of new people, but if you go with soemone else there is all that extra security, and you get to share some awesome experiences with someone you love!! i just cant wait..im getting all excited thinking about it now:D so i want to go to Japan first, im not sure whats with my Japan fascination, it just looks like a cool place, most of the places i want to go are for historical reasons or because i love Art. i want to go to Hawaii to visit Pearl Harbour, (my uncle went and he said he got really emotional), i also want to do the very touristy thing and go to France and Italy. The Netherlands, Russia, England, Ireland, Spain, South America. ;)GERMANY AND NORWAY:P:lol: i pretty much just want to see the world, i live a very sheltered life here in my dinky little town!!

All right thats about it from me, have a great weekend guys!!

ANA:P

I shall never move quickly, except to avoid more work or find excuses.

Well well and so we meet again:D i had the LONGEST day EVER today i am so incredibly exhausted i worked from 7am to 5:30pm, i hate being the youngest person at work i get all the sucky shifts, BTW im in a complaining mood today..so i know none of youy would want to hear about this but i need to get it off my chest MOTHERS omg mine is being so oncredibly controlling!! i dont live with her right and somehow she found out about my weekend..(you know the story) and she calls me upand said" i would at least appreciate a call if you are not going to come home" i was like WTF? i dont live with you so you want me to ring you up and let you know when i will not be at MY house? It really frustrates me because i am like the model daughter and now she is acting like im addicted to crack or something!!!:roll:Ok that feels better!!:D

ONE - Spell your name without vowels N, LOL how funny:lol:
TWO - Are you single? Yes, sadly
THREE - Whats your favorite number? 5
FOUR - What color do you wear most? Black and green
FIVE - Least favorite color? Pink
SIX - What are you listening to? Hands held high- Linkin Park , who im going to see BTW yay:D
SEVEN - What do you smoke? um? i dont
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now? Lets just go with no.

NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity? No i am an individual :lol:
TEN - What is your favorite cl@$$ in school? Art or Music
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie? seeing as we dont have those im going with no
TWELVE - How do you make money? Working.A .LOT
THIRTEEN - Who is your best friend? Amy
FOURTEEN - Where do you go to school? FINISHED :D haha
FIFTEEN - Are you outgoing? i am once you get to know me, but im pretty shy
SIXTEEN - One word to describe you? Fluinfested hahah i made it one word:lol:
SEVENTEEN - Favorite pair of shoes? My green converse/Chuck taylors, whatever you say lol
EIGHTEEN - wonderful? yes it is
NINETEEN - Where do you wish you were right now? im good here
TWENTY - What should you be doing right now? nothing, whatever
TWENTY ONE - Do you have a crush on anyone right now? yes:oops: and stupid amy told him!!!!

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble? like with spit? or gum? i can do both
Can you dance? Hell yeah i got some mad skills
Can you do a cart wheel?: yep i did gymnastics!!
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: i SO can!!
Can you touch your toes?: yep im like freakin gumby!!
Can you whistle?: No:cry:
Can you wiggle your ears?: no i cannot
Can you wiggle your nose? yay this i can do..


THE DID'S:
Did you ever get into a fist fight at school?: Never
Did you ever run away from home?: Often
Did you ever want to be a doctor?: No way
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?: Only to meet hot guys, gotta have the priorities straight

THE DO'S:
Do you believe in God?: when i see evidence
Do you know how to swim?: Yes
Do you like roller coasters?: Oh yeah:D
Do you own a bike?: Nope not since i was about 15
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?: Yep i have an iron stomach


THE LAST'S:
Last thing you said out loud? : f*ckin cough!!!!:lol: sorry but you asked!!!
Last thing someone said to you?: See you tomorrow dude...

THE WHAT'S:
What are you listening to?:i am in slience
What is the temperature outside?: Winter, so cold
What radio station do you listen to?: 99.5 oh yeah the local station or Triple J...
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: Chens chinese..yummy
What was the last thing you bought?: Shampoo
What was the last thing you had to drink?: Milo
What was the last thing on TV you watched? Americas next top model

THE WHO'S:
Who is your newest friend you added to tv.com?: I added? i cant remember all the ones i do dont send it back :lol: im THAT cool!!
Who was the last person you MSN'd: i broke my MSN so i cant remember
Who was the last person you took a picture of?:My sister...
Who was the last person to leave you a message? like text? cos i dont have an answering machine...so Jay
Who was the last person you said I love you to?: Amy.

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out? too many times
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder? hahah literally
Ever cried over the opposite sex? Of course im a girl
Do you cry when you get an injury? no i have the weird habit of laughing, but i mean at some point i have.
Do certain songs make you cry? Yes, a few.ill admit it

HAPPY SECTION:
Are you a happy person? Im fairly optimistic
What/Who can make you happy? hmmn my friends/ SOME family
Do you wish you were happier? Yes.
Is being happy overrated? NO its really good once you get there
Can music make you happy? Always

LOVE SECTION:
How many times have you had your heart broken? Only once...and now i avoid it
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them? Not a guy but friends and family
Has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'I love you' to you? No hence the heartbreak

HATE SECTION:
Do you actually hate anyone?: Yes.
Ever made a hate list? No.
Have you ever been on a hate list? No i was on a hit list once no kidding!!!
Are you a mean bully? never
Do you hate George Bush? hmmmn YES


LOOK AT ME:
What is your current hair color? Brown.im naturally blonde so i get blonde roots:lol:
Current piercings? 3 in my ears
Have any tattoos? Yes 2, one on my left wrist, one on my foot
Straight hair or curly: i will say wavy:)

CURRENTLY WEARING:
What shirt are you wearing?: Camo jacket
Pants: Green tracksuit pants/sweats
Shoes: Black socks
Jewlery: Watch, ring, earings

RANDOM.
Do you like surveys? for when im bored and have no one to talk to
What kind of shampoo do you use? Herbal essences at the Mo.
Do you get along with your parents? NO:(
Do you have mental breakdowns? all the time.... no im just kidding
Did you ever tell your parents you didn't feel good so you didn't have to go to school? Frequently

CURRENT:
Current mood: Lonely. Exhausted
Current music: Pink Floyd.
Current hairlook:Um. ponytail
Current crush:um...so not mentioning names that already got me into trouble
Current thing I ought to be doing: whatever i please :D
Current windows open? Anablu's profile, Tv.com forums- Prison Break, Zodiac signs and their meaning.
Current desktop picture? Japan.
Current book:Anne Frank biography, im getting weepy reading it!!:cry:
Current sport: Bahahah sports, oh wait i do Yoga, yeah i participate:D

wow a long one!!!

The Scorpion ScorpioOctober 23 to November 22Traditional Scorpio TraitsDetermined and forceful
Emotional and intuitive
Powerful and passionate
Exciting and magneticJealous and resentful
Compulsive and obsessive
Secretive and obstinate
Scorpians are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil but watchful composure of the Scorpian.

In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified and reserved, yet affable and courteous, and they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenceless before them. In their everyday behavior they give the appearance of being withdrawn from the center of activity, yet those who know them will recognize the watchfulness that is part of their character. They need great self-discipline, because they are able to recognize the qualities in themselves that make them different from other humans, and to know that their utterly conventional natures can be used for great good or great evil.

Their tenacity and willpower are immense, their depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet they are deeply sensitive and easily moved by their emotions. Their sensitivity, together with a propensity for extreme likes and dislikes, make them easily hurt, quick to detect insult or injury to themselves (often when none is intended) and easily aroused to ferocious anger. This may express itself in such destructive speech or action that they make lifelong enemies by their outspokenness, for they find it difficult not to be overly critical of anything or anyone to whom they take a dislike.They can harness their abundant energy constructively, tempering their self-confidence with shrewdness and their ambition with magnanimity toward others provided they like them. If they do not, or if their feelings are neutral unusual with them they relate to fellow workers only as leaders and can be blunt to those they dislike to the point of cruelty. In fact they are not above expressing vindictiveness in deliberate cruelty.

They are too demanding, too unforgiving of faults in others, perhaps because they are not aware of the shortcomings within themselves, and extravagantly express their self-disgust in unreasonable resentment against their fellows. They do, however, make excellent friends, provided that their companions do nothing to impugn the honor of which Scorpians are very jealous. Part of the negative side of the Scorpian nature is a tendency to discard friends once they cease to be useful, but the decent native is aware of and fights this tendency.They are fortunate in that their strong reasoning powers are tempered with imagination and intuition, and these gifts, together with critical perception and analytical capacity, can enable Scorpians to penetrate to profundities beyond the average.

They have a better chance of becoming geniuses than the natives of any other sign. But charismatic "twice-born" characters such as they can sink into the extremes of depravity if they take the wrong path, and the intensity of their natures exaggerates their harmful tendencies into vices far greater than the normal. Rebelliousness against all conventions, political extremism to the point where hatred of the Establishment makes them utterly unscrupulous terrorists, brooding resentment, aggressive and sadistic brutality, total arrogance, morbid jealousy, extreme volatility of temperament these are some of their vices. At the other extreme is the procrastinator, the man or woman who is capable of so much that they do nothing and become indolent and self-indulgent, requiring extravagant praise and flattery from those whom they make their cronies.Being so gifted can find fulfillment in many employments.

Their inner intensity can result in the ice-cold self-control and detachment of the surgeon, the concentration of the research scientist and the heroism of the soldier. Any profession in which analysis, investigation, research, dealing with practicalities and the solving of mysteries are relevant can appeal to them. So police and detective work, espionage and counterespionage, the law, physics or psychology may attract them, and they can become masters of the written and spoken word. They may be most persuasive orators and find fulfillment as diplomats or preachers and, if they make the Church their profession, their inner intensity can express itself in the spiritual fervor of the mystic or the thaumaturgy.

Scorpio is the symbol of sex and Scorpians are passionate lovers, the most sensually energetic of all the signs. For them union with the beloved is a sacrament, an "outward and visible sign of an inward and spiritual grace." Their overriding urge in loving is to use their power to penetrate beyond themselves and to lose themselves sexually in their partners in an almost mystical ecstasy, thus discovering the meaning of that union which is greater than individuality and is a marriage of the spirit as well as of flesh. They are thus capable of the greatest heights of passionate transport, but debauchery and perversion are always dangers, and Scorpians can become sadistic monsters of sensuality and eroticism. Their feelings are so intense that even when their love is of the highest and most idealistic kind, they are nevertheless frequently protagonists in tragic, even violent romances, "star-cross'd lovers" indeed.

Just thought i'd share this with you guys!! I applaud you if you got this far!!!

ANA PEACE 8)

He who laughs last didn't get it.

Well, well what a weekend that was!! i seriously dont think i have slept more than 2 hours since Thursday and it is now Monday:shock: though i must say i am proud, im not usually such a party animal :lol:The most hilarious thing happened though, i almost got into a fight with this chick and if you guys had met me you would understand the hilarity i am the least confrontational person ever, i usually laugh it off or go with sarcasm, its my defence mechanism, anyway so this girl was like about 6 feet and im just bordering on 5"1:lol:and she was all yelling at me and do you know the reason why? Because my friend was picking up her friends ex..WHAT A TOOL, i was like hello I didnt do anything!!! i guess its that whole "guilty by association " thing.This flu thing is just really kicking my a** i no longer have a voice, its GONE so i am now resorting to lip reading and writing things down yay FUN:roll: Thanks for listening to my Rant i will do a better blog later!!LOL

Keep it real:D

ANA.8)

Get the facts first. You can distort them later.- Mark Twain.

SO wow i think i am on Harry Potter Overload, i have discussed it so much and talked about it for like almost 5 days now!! Its the end of an era:cry:i will miss my little harry...Man i feel so sick at the moment, i have the flu and it SUCKS, my whole body is aching and i sound like a man when i talk:lol: Since i am bored i decided to do a quiz and yes guys i can hear the sighs from here :lol:

1. Are you wearing socks? Yes i have so many cute pairs of socks, these ones are white whith multicoloured stars i love em.:oops:
2. What is your left hand touching? my hair..
3. What color is your ipod? it s a yucky white one, i wanted black but they sold out and im impatient, so i just got a black cover and pretend its black:D
4. What's the last thing you took a picture of? Amy...my best friend..she didnt know
5. Is it raining? NO its finally stopped for like 5 mins!!

6. Do you legally drive yet? Yes, not well but i have my license!! YAY
7. Are your parents divorced? yes, i never even met my dad.
8. Is your best friend a virgin? hahaha personal much but NO she isnt :lol:
9. Are you wearing any shade of yellow? Nope black shirt and jeans.
10. Do you like coffee? HELL NO.
11. Have you ever fallen up the stairs? up? im not sure possibly
12. Have you ever driven a 4 wheeler? oh yeah. fun times
13. Broken a bone? yes lots. My toes, my nose, fingers..but nothing major

14. Snuck out of your house? HAHAHAHA no. i wouldnt do that. hahahaha
15. Gotten detention? thousands of times, mostly for having a short attention span.
16. Had a summer romance? LOL i guess
17. Cussed someone out? um. gee YES

18. Had a concussion? like 5 times...maybe thats whats wrong with me? :lol:
19. Been heartbroken? awwww yes, thanks for bringing it up!!!:cry:

20. Fave sport? Eww not one for the sports watching..i like Dance and ice skating!!

21. Fave drink? Water or apple juice,
22. Fave song(s)? Creep- Radiohead, Come as you are-Nirvana, Money- Pink Floyd. and so on...

23. Dessert? Chocolate Bavarian or Pavlova.yummy.
24. Website(s)? Tv.com.
25. School subject? Art
26. Piece of clothing? My Ramones t-shirt!!! I wear it to death!!
27. Store? Im not big on the chain stores..i like unique clothes!!

Here is a little something i like to call HEAVEN:

heaven wentahhhhhhhduhSOOO HOT!!

Well guys until the next ramble KEEP IT REAL :lol:clap

ANA